A.N.
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do not know any of the characters, except for ADDIE the rest belong
to the wonderful mid of Stephanie Myer!
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Previously On After the End
My Mom and I ran out of the store, without even making a purchase, and we ran into our car. We let out a sigh, and pulled onto the freeway.
Everything felt better, but I had a weird feeling in my stomach, and as I looked behind me I saw Matthew and William in the car behind us.
Chapter 5: AAHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!
My mind was racing. All I thought about was "what the hell was going on here? "
"Renesmee, what's wrong?" My mom asked.
"Look behind you." I said solemnly
"Oh Shit!" Bella began to speed up.
I asked "Mom, what are they?"
"I think they are trackers, werewolves, vampires, or vampire hunters, or stalkers. Worse case scenario is that they are Werewolves and are vampire hunters."
"Well, Mom, I think they have a hunch on what we are, we can move faster on foot, than in the oncoming traffic."
Bella had a shocked look on her face and said "So you are telling me you want to jump out of the car, risk being seen, and make a run for it? No way! What if there humans? Will we risk letting out our secret?"
Then they did something really weird.
Matthew Pov (From End of Super Market Scene)
After Bella and Renesmee left, I tapped Will and said "Hey, there's something about them… I think we should follow them."
He smiled in total agreement.
We saw them leave the store, and that was when we made our move.
We ran out of the store, flew into our car, and the chase began.
Once we were on the freeway, Renesmee, looked back. Now they were in the chase. They sped up, and were about thirty miles ahead of the speed limit.
We laughed at their determination to run away from us and sped up. They were not going to get of our tracks. Then my phone rang. It was my love, Addie. I answered the phone and said "Hi… Baby! How are you?"
She said "I'm fine? How are you?"
I replied "fine."
She said "Good. Oh, yeah, who's your new target?"
I told her "We choose two beautiful girls, about your age, but they are not as pretty as you!"
She laughed "Why, thank you! But, what are their names?"
I said "Their names are Bella, and Renesmee."
The next thing she said surprised me, "What the Hell?!! Turn around!"
I was shocked and asked "WHY?"
She said "Umm… well, because Renesmee's is Jacob's freakin' friend! That's why! You know it's dangerous when our cases collide."
I said "Sorry, honey… I'll turn around."
She said "Okay, bye! Love you, Matty!"
I said "bye! Love you, my little Addie Patty."
She said "Miss you. See you soon!"
Then she hung up.
I slowed the car down, and then William said "What are you doing? We are losing them!"
"Sorry, I guess they know Addie's target." I told him.
He sighed in relief and said "Oh…"
Then I turned the car around, feeling kind of sad that we let them go.
Renesmee POV
"Whew" I sighed.
"Why did they stop following us?"
My mom was just as flabbergasted as I was all she said was "I don't know why, but something strange is definitely going on, let's not talk about this experience though."
We both agreed, and drove home. On the car ride home I suddenly remembered that I had forgotten to by food. "Mom, I think we forgot to buy food"
She remembered and then laughed, "Hey, I think there may be some heads of lettuce out back, and possibly a variety of veggies, Jasper likes gardening."
I laugh "Once again Jasper saves me from upmost disaster!"
She replied "Uh... Honey, this would be the first time Jasper ever saved you."
I laughed again and said "Oh Yeah, wait no, wait yes… he did save me, remember, he helped gather up those people to fight to protect me against the Volturri."
She laughed "Oh yeah!"
I prepared the salad as our family was off doing who knows what.
I yelled "Dinner Time!" No One budged, except for Emmet ho hoped over the couch, and raced to the table fork and knife in hand.
I laughed, and so did the rest of us. Except for Emmett, all he said was "Hungry!"
They slowly got up, and went to the table. Then Esme began speaking up, she said "Umm, Renesmee, Sweetie, Darling, I am so proud that you made us dinner, but, we don't eat."
Emmet
speaks up before I do "Hey, I'm hungry! Renesmee pass on the
food."
I laugh and give him a bowl.
He takes a bite and says "Hmmm… the salad is horrible, but the dressing is delicious!"
I laugh, because to a vampire human food tastes like crap, but I decide to use animal blood as the dressing. So of course the Dressing would taste delicious.
Then Jasper decided to take a bite, he said "Hummm…. The salad tastes like crap, but the dressing is amazing." Then he put the bowl to his lips, and drank the dressing.
Carlsisle tries the dressing and he is absolutely flabbergasted "What's your secret because this is amazing!"
I laugh and say "animal blood."
Edward takes the bowl of extra dressing and chugs it all.
Then I go to my room and finish my project. As I was doing it, I started thinking about what had been going on the past couple days. I didn't even think about the strange fright we had gotten in the car.
All I was thinking about was what happened between Jacob and me.
One day we were the best of friends and nothing could split us. The next day his heart was as hard as stone and he just wasn't the guy I knew, the guy I loved.
One person had split us, her name was Addie.
He loved her, not me.
He choose her not me.
He wrecked everything so he could be with her.
He wrecked me.
Everything that we had for each other was gone in a matter of seconds, because of her.
And what the worst part is that he wants us to still remain friends!
Ha!
No way, he wrecked our relationship!
Who in the right of mind would be willing to continue to bring me pain?
He left a scar on my heart, and he expects me to allow him to continue to be in my life, to make those gashes even wider.
No way!
No guy is worth that.
I originally was typing my project, but in the end it became a love letter. Well actually it was more like a hate letter! (A.N. The letter is a separate story. But here it is.)
Hey Jacob,
You told me you loved me.
I told you I did too.
You showed me new places,
You knocked at my door.
You opened new doors,
And you showed me the way.
You lifted me up,
You took me away.
I put my heart on the line,
And you took it.
I placed my heart in you,
But you broke it.
My dreams, were crushed,
By you and your vain.
My feelings were mixed.
I felt mad,
I felt sad,
I felt like I had been pushed and was shoved,
But somewhere in my heart,
I still felt some love.
And now all I ask,
Is that you leave,
because I hat you.
You chose her over me.
You left me waiting,
And now I am gone.
Our love was blooming,
Our love was growing,
Our love was pure,
But then you stepped all over me,
You shot me down,
You left me waiting in the cold.
But when you left, you took my heart too.
You broke my heart,
Left it shattered in pieces,
You didn't even try to fix it,
Or say you're sorry,
And now all I want is to break you!
I want you to feel the pain,
My pain,
My wrath,
My tears.
So, how about you go and fuck yourself in a corner,
Or Slit your wrists,
So I don't have to.
So, do what you wish,
I am not coming back.
You can beg,
You can cry,
But it won't work anymore.
The love that we once shared,
Is now replaced by anger and hatred.
So try as you might,
I will never return.
You lost me,
When you forgot me.
And now it's all over.
But, I kind of feel sad,
For that poor girl called Addie,
Because she has to look at your face,
And withstand your odors.
I mean, come on, have you ever heard of deodorant?
Your nose well it's crooked,
Your face, well it's ugly.
And oh yeah, has any one told you,
Your ass is too big.
So please, try to leave me alone,
Because whenever you smile,
And whenever you laugh,
I flinch, and I scream,
I cry, and I frown.
Whenever you look at me, like the way you once did,
My heart fills with anger.
So, please, don't come back,
Because I'm joining the convent,
So I can't be hurt anymore
By any guy like you.
Forever Hating You,
Renesmee
I printed the letter out, and it gave me a somewhat weird type of joy every time I see it.
I put it in my binder, just in case I needed to see it at school.
Then I finished the real project and went to sleep.
The Next Day
At school, I gave my teacher the project. She just smiled, and then I took my seat. Cooking didn't go too bad, Addie wasn't too bitchy.
As I was walking in the hall to get to another class, I made a turn, and bumped into Jacob.
All our books and papers flew everywhere.
We scrambled to pick them up.
Then our hands both touched as we went to pick up my book. It was a weird tingly singly sensation, when my ice cold skin touched his burning hot skin.
He didn't pull away, so I did.
He laughed "Renesmee… why haven't you said hi to me very often?"
I said "Well… Ummm… Because, Well…" and then I came up with probably the lamest excuse ever, "I forgot, and well besides I haven't seen you very often."
He laughed "Lame! Come on Renesmee, you got to give me more credit than that. Besides you know you've been avoiding me."
I stumble a little bit because I realize I have been caught, I have to phrase my words really carefully; I say "Okay, well the truth is, I've been really busy." I pray that he buys it, because well all I do is think about what happened between me and him. My schedule is pretty much empty.
He said "I still don't believe you, but I'll buy it… for now."
Then he said "Hey Renesmee, do you mind …", but he was cut short, Addie was there. He finished his sentence "Oh, never mind." Then he walked to her, and pecked her on the cheek. I almost grabbed for the letter in my binder, but I stopped, I would look at it at lunch.
Jacob POV
As I walking to another one of my oh so numerous classes, I made a turn and bumped into Renesmee.
Crap! Now I really was going to be late!
I hurried to pick up all our fallen papers, when an envelope caught my eye.
It was addressed to me. While she wasn't looking, I took the envelope, and put it in my pocket.
As we were going for a certain paper, our hands touched.
It was a weird feeling her hand, against mine. Just to piss her off a little bit, I kept my hand there, and she was the one who ended up pushing her hand out of the way. I could see her shy away, and blush. I mean talk about AWKWARD! I couldn't help but laughing inside, but I didn't let her hear me.
Then we began chatting. I could see that she was previously avoiding me, so talked to her, but then our conversation was cut short.
The love of my life appeared, Addie. I raced over to and gave her a kiss. We walked over to class.
Renesmee POV
At lunch, I looked in my binder, the letter was gone! My mind raced maybe I forgot it at home. No, I didn't. Well, I had to forget about it now.
When school ended I ran to my car, and looked in my binder, my backpack, and through my car. The letter wasn't there. So I put on the radio, and Forgotten by Avril Lavigne played:
"I'm giving up on everything
because you mess me up
Don't know how much you screwed it up
You never listen, that's just too bad
Because I'm moving on, I won't forget
you were the one that was wrong
I know I need to step up and be strong
Don't patronize me, yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Gotta get away
There's no point in thinking about yesterday
It's too late now
it will never be the same
We're so different now
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah…
…I know I wanna run away,
I know I wanna run away
Run away
If only I could run away,
if only I could run away
Run away
I told you what I wanted;
I told you what I wanted
What I wanted
But I was forgotten,
I won't be forgotten
never again
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?
Do you get it now?
Have you forgotten
Everything that I wanted?
Do you forget it now?
You never got it
Do you get it now?..."
WOW! The Song seemed to fit how I was feeling! It had my feelings inscribed in it. Because I was forgotten… by Jacob. But not anymore!
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Preview for next chapters!(A GIFT 2 readers, becuz I haven't updated in SOOOOO LONG!)
-Jacob reads the Letter
-The Return of ????????
-THE TRUTH!
-AND MUCH, MUCH MORE!
