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"Ok Sam, I'm gonna need the first aid kit out of the car." I said barging into our motel room and carefully placing Mel on the bed. He nodded and quickly ran back to the car. I looked down at Melissa, her breathing was shallow. If we didn't hurry up and help her I was scared of what might happen.

"Is there anything that I can do to help Dean?" Rebecca asked. I looked up at her trying to mask any fear that might be showing on my face. Now was not the time to have a break down.

"Um yeah actually, could you get me some damp towels from the bathroom so that I can clean her wounds?"

"I'll be back in a second" she said bolting into the tiny bathroom and flicking on the light. I smiled I knew her and Sam were both scared but were both trying not to show it. I appreciated that. It felt good knowing that I could count on them and they wouldn't let me down.

"How is she?" Sam asked giving the first aid kit.

"I'm not sure Sammy. She doesn't look at all, she isn't breathing properly and I'm worried about the wound on her leg. I have to get that patched up fast otherwise she might get an infection."

"She'll be fine Dean you know what Mel's like, she's a fighter" he said placing a hand on my shoulder. It did little to comfort me but the thought was there.

"Yeah I know Sam, I just wish she would wake up so I could kick her ass myself for even going there without us."

"You kicking Mel's ass in a fight?" he asked raising an eyebrow. "I'd pay to see that one Dean."

I laughed. "Yeah ok I know she'd probably beat me. Only cause I'd let her though."

"Oh yeah sure." Sam said smiling. "Where's Rebecca?"

"I'm here, a little help would be fantastic right about now." We both turned in the direction of the bathroom. Rebecca was standing there holding the biggest pile of wet towels and God knows what else in her arms. It was stacked so high I could barely make out her head looking at us. I looked at Sam who was just staring at her, I could tell he was trying so hard not to laugh. I had to admit it was a pretty funny sight to see. She looked at Sam, then me and back at Sam again. "Well I'm so glad that this is amusing to you guys" she said making her way over to the empty bed and dumping all the towels on it. "Meanwhile Mel is in pain and you two jackasses are just standing there!"

I stopped laughing and turned back to the bed where Mel was laying. Her face was scrunched up into a horrible look of pain. It broke my heart to see her like that. "Ok Sam you stitch up her wounds and Rebecca you just keep an eye on her while Sam is doing that."

"What are you gonna do?" Sam asked looking at me.

"I can't be in here right now." I said glancing at Mel. "I have to get some air."

"Ok whatever you need Dean." Rebecca said leading me to the door. "One of us will come and get you when we are done."

I nodded. "Thanks guys I said as I walked out closing the door behind me.

"Is he gonna be alright?" Rebecca asked looking at Sam.

"I hope so." Sam said looking at the closed door.

I sighed and shoved my hands into my pockets as I slowly made my way over to the Impala and leant up against the hood. "I can't loose her too" I said staring up at the sky. "I've lost too much already, I'm supposed to be strong and protect them all from this and all I end up doing is failing. Maybe I'm destined to fail at everything. I don't know, I guess I'm not as good at this as I thought I was." I felt a single tear slide down my face. I reached up and angrily brushed it away. "No, I'm not going to give in and be weak. I've done everything that has been asked of me, followed every order and never complained, I've saved more people than I can count and this is the thanks I get? This is bullshit! I can not and I will not go through this again." I yelled getting angrier as each second passed by. "I promise I'll do better, I'll try to be a better person but I can't do that without her at my side. I need her." I said running my hand through my hair. The stars twinkled and shined through the darkness. I picked up a rock that was at my feet and hurled it as hard as I could.

"Dean, she is... Ow! Son of a bitch! Dude what the hell was that for?" Sam asked looking at me and rubbing his arm in the spot where the rock had connected.

"Sorry Sammy. Just a little frustrated." I said.

"Oh and I'm sure that throwing rocks and God knows what else is making this so much easier for you" he said.

"Actually" I said grinning. "I do feel a tiny bit better. Thanks Sammy you always know how to cheer me up." I said patting him on the arm in the exact spot that was sore. "How is Mel?"

"Ouch Dean! She seems to be doing ok now. Still not great, but a lot better than what she was. My arm hurts you freaking jerk!" he said saying the last part more quietly.

But being a hunter I have sharp ears and heard every word. "Heard that Sammy." I said walking into the room.

"You were meant to, I said it loud!" he retorted following me.

Mel was sitting up in the bed drinking a glass of water. "Hey baby" she said looking at me. "How are you?"

"Don't worry about me." I said sitting down next to her and taking her hand in mine. "How are you doing?"

"I'm fine. Feel a bit sore and a little bit tired but that's all in a days work."

"Yeah well that doesn't surprise me."

"I'd feel a whole lot better if you'd do me a favour" she said.

"And what would that be?" I asked.

"Kiss me" she said simply. I happily did as she asked. "Mmm, thanks boyfriend that was just what I needed" she said smiling.

"Glad I could help." I said brushing a piece of stray hair behind her ear.

"Oh believe me there is so much more you could do to help me" she said winking.

"Ok well that's our cue to leave." Sam said looking at Rebecca.

"I don't think so." Mel said pushing herself into a sitting position. "I was just tortured by a crazy ass little girl ghost so the least you could do is stay here with us tonight."

"Sounds like fun." Rebecca said settling down on the other bed.

"So what did you want to do?" Sam asked sitting down next to her and putting his arm around her.

"I don't know I guess we could watch a movie." Mel said yawning.

"Are you sure you don't want to go to sleep and get some rest?" I asked looking at her.

"Yeah, I'm fine" she said laying back down and pulling me down with her.

Rebecca turned on the TV and started flicking through the channels. "Oh wait, stop here." I said. "Blade! We are so watching this." Mel laughed and placed her head on my chest.

Mel's Point of View.

I woke up and found that the room was completely dark apart from some light coming in through the window. I glanced over at the clock on the bedside table it was 11.00pm. I looked over at the other bed and saw Sam and Rebecca asleep on it. I sat up and looked around the room for Dean, he was asleep on the couch. I smiled and quietly climbed out of the bed. A massive pain shot through my leg as soon as I put pressure on it took all my strength that I could muster not to cry out in pain. I managed to hobble over to the couch. "Dean?" I whispered looking down at him. He didn't stir so I poked him in the shoulder. "Dean, babe wake up."

"Mmmm. What's wrong?" he asked rubbing his eyes.

"Whata re you doing over here?" I asked. "I woke up and I didn't know where you were. I was worried."

"I'm sorry babe" he said sitting up. "I just thought you'd be better staying in the bed by yourself tonight. I just didn't wanna risk rolling over and hurting you or something."

"Your sweet." I said leaning down and kissing him. "But can you please come to bed with me, I feel better knowing that you're there."

"Ok, but if your in pain I want you to wake me up straight away" he said. "Promise?"

"I promise."

"Good" he said standing up and walking over to the bed. He helped me get back in the bed before he got in aswell. He moved closer to me so that he could put his arm around me.

"Are you alright?" I asked looking at him.

"Yeah I'm fine" he said.

"No you're not, I can tell. Come on Dean what's wrong?"

"I'm just sick of always thinking that one of these days your gonna get hurt and you wont come back to me. And that possibility scares me a little bit.

"Babe, that's not gonna happen." I whispered.

"You don't know that, I mean your track record hasn't been that good Mel."

"I know, but everything happens for a reason Dean. You know what I'm like and you know what this job demands of us. We hunt things so that no on else gets hurt and maybe sometimes I don't think things through like you or Sam but every time I just run in without thinking I save people and if the consequences of that mean that I'm the one who ends up getting hurt then I'm ok with that. Better me than them. I thought of all people you would understand where I'm coming from."

He smiled. "I do understand, I do but that doesn't make it any easier to deal with Mel."

"Ok, well for now I'm not going anywhere." I said hugging him.

"Good cause your stuck with me forever" he said.

"Really?" I asked looking at him.

"Yep."

"Sounds good to me." I said kissing him. "I love you Dean."

"I love you too babe."

I smiled and closed my eyes and let sleep overcome me again.

Well there you go. This is long huh? Sorry if it is totally not interesting at all. Please let me know what you think!!

Love Lauren

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