Oh well I hope I didn't disappoint anyone with the last chapter. But it occured to me that quite many people like the idea of Kanda being a noah, well I don't like it I LOVE it! I dreamed about it xDD I won't tell the details now but there's a point that has to be cleared before we start the next chapie ;)

1. I don't know if there's anybody who thinks otherwise but in my opinion Kanda's sometimes very OOC... But there will be an explanation and since I've to get something into this chapter it will be in here but if anybody of you doesn't understand it just PM me ;)

Chapter 3

"Tsk. It seemes like you can't get enough of killing me, eh?" He said while he set his head then turning around grinnind slowly.

Allen was frozen in place when he heard the words coming from his former comrades mouth. Well actually he had to understand that Yuu was angry with him for... No he simply had to hate him for what he had done but this Yuu, the boy in front of them who just had said something like that in such a sarcastic tone and grinned at them was not the Yuu Allen knew. He and Lavi knew that something had completely changed him and they wanted to know what it was and the fact that his eyes began to get crimson again was not really helping.

"Huh not very chatty today mop head? Too bad..." The raven-haired continued earning a surprised look of said mop head and his companions. Wasn't the other teen used to be the damned Moyashi? Kanda was slowly standing up his back facing them and dusted off his pants. Lavi noticed that the back of his shirt was ripped open and hanging down in shreds as if something from inside him had tried to tear it's way out. The red-haired shivered when he thought about it.

"It was night, and the rain fell; and falling, it was rain, but, having fallen, it was blood." Lavi heard these words and was back to reality, had he just imagined them or was it Yuu who had said it? He stared at Yuu who did the same. Allen was the first to speak and tried to say "Please listen...I know it wasn't right to not listen to you and I know it's not your fault that you killed Ken and-" but he was interrupted when the other began to smirk again and said "Oh but it was my fault. I killed him with all the guilty pleasure you can get by killing somebody... And I don't regret it, leaving the order was the best decision I made in my entire life and the first I made out of free will." He said slightly throwing his head back while grinning so Allen could see, just like the half-akuma had before, the others fangs.

"But Yuu-" this time Lavi was the one being interupted but suddenly the other had a very serious and evil look on his face.

"Yuu is dead. Can't you remember? That little motherfucker there killed him himself not too long ago..." He pointed shortly at Allen who noticed because of the others insult how mad Kanda really was at him.

That struck Allen more than anything else could at the moment. He knew that he had made a mistake. He hadn't wanted to hurt Kanda and as it seemed to be now he was the one who was in authority about what happened. Did that mean there was no way to get through to the real Kanda? Was the always sadistically grinning noah bastard in front of them everything that was left over? It couldn't be true. He had seen the change in the other once before. Back in the order when he had this one big seizure he had run away when he had already destroyed everything and he was quarreling with himself to take control over his body and mind again and it had worked. So why would it be different this time? Kanda was after all strong and veeery stubborn and he wouldn't want to be controlled by a noah if even Allen managed to controll the disgraceful things that the noah inside of him sometimes threw into his mind.

"Kanda I know you're still there. Can't you stop him? I can help you, he's just an illusion inside your mind. You have to fight him you did it once and you can manage it again!" He said a bit louder than usually making a few steps towards the raven-haired. Lavi wanted to help him but there was nothing he could do at the moment but saying the same calming things as Allen.

"..." No answer came

"Just try and you'll see you can manage it. Calm down, we're your friends after all."

"Th....THAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA!!! DID YOU REALLY THINK SUCH CRAP LIKE THAT WOULD WORK?!! WE are the Noah! Kanda and me are the same damn person and no one can seperate us you filthy exorcists!! AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!" It came now and again the black-haired began laughing wildly.

Allen didn't expect that. The same person? How? Isn't the noah usually trying to control the persons mind and then his body? So was it with himself too but he was strong enough to keep that in mind and to not let anything control him. That had always been one of Allen Walkers greates benefits. Well if the other wouldn't listen he would have to take him down a bit. Maybe he would then be able to speak normally with him.

He drew his sword while the other was still rolling around on the ground laughing his ass off. Well it wasn't that funny...

"If you're not Kanda... and not the noah..." the white-haired began.

"Oh gods how many times do I have to tell you?! We are what you see.. at the moment..." he added the second and looked for a moment a bit thoughtfully and was interrupted.

"Then what's your name?"

"Huh? I am the Noah, you moron!!" He answered and held his hand beneath his face like a claw and stuck out his tounge. (He has just no idea about how fucking sexy this would look x3)

"What?! Does that mean his name is Noah?! I don't get what he's saying" Lavi thought about what he had said.

Allen was already running towards him and made his sword ready to strike but the other didn't even bother to move. Just when he was about two and a half metres away his left eye reacted to something shooshing aroung the other and it was fast as hell. Just when he made another step he suddenly saw or more felt the aura of that thing right in front of him and it was strong. Immediately he made with his sword a blocking motion, stopped and jumped back as fast as he could.

"What's wrong Allen?!" Lavi asked a bit worried because of the sudden action just now.

"What was that? I thought there was something?!" He asked more himself but the other grinned and made a knowing look.

"Oh I forgot. Your a special exorcist and with your eye your already prepared for pretty much... That is how I am fighting. It's the most dangerous way for you humans because you can't see them and simpleminded as you are you fear what you can't see. Hehehe"

"What do you mean by we can't see 'them'?" Allen asked ignoring the insult and looking at the other and his surroundings.

"Oh I could show you but then it wouldn't be a secret anymore, would it?"

The two half-akuma were still having problems with the injuries the black-haired had inflicted on one of them and were pretty shocked when they heard a noise of rattling behind them and then a voice which said "Oooi! Little brat! Gods how I hate it if I've to look for little annoying kids like him... Ouch! Damn that stupid branch flicked me!" Lavi and the two of them looked back seeing an quite irritated and angry Wisely rubbing against his butt.

The very same moment Kanda had looked to the side Wisely was thrown at him and his forehead where the cross-eyes where made contact with Yuus with such enormous power that he fell backwards and the back of his head hit against one part of the rock where the half-akuma had hid half an hour ago. Then Wisely and him fell to the hard ground with a loud thud.

"Ah shit I crushed Kanda-chan, the earl will personally kill me!!" Wisely whined when he got up and saw that Kanda wasn't conscious anymore but there was blood on his right temple running down beside his face.

"Who was that?!!" Allen turned around sharply and snapped almost at the two of the half-akuma.

"Oops I hit Yuu too? Uhm that wasn't what I actually wanted. I tried to smash the other noah with my hammer when I saw him so he would be flying away ehehehe..." Lavi said nervously.

Allen thought he couldn't believe what he had heard just now. Such a dumbass! How can one be so careless?!

"Well general if you've nothing against it I'll take the other noah." The other half-akuma said and made a few movements with his hands the bones in them making a clicking noise.

"Shit! This brat makes nothing than trouble!" Wisely cursed and tried to keep up the fight the other had begun.

Meanwhile Allen was about to lift Kanda but saids eyes fluttered suddenly open and Allen knew that there was something different from before. The colour had changed again but this time they were the usual light blue that made Kandas eyes special.

"Y-yuu?" Lavi who was already with them asked a bit insecure but immediately regretted it when the others head suddenly shot up and banged against Allens who had been looking at him. Man was the raven-haired a bullhead. Allen held his hands in front of his hurting forehead and whined around while the other sat up not quite grasping the situation they were in.

"What-How-But-Where the hell am I?! And what the fucking hell is with you, how dare you to call me by my first name you fuckin' Usagi!!?" He roared furiously still slightly confused turning his gaze towards the red-head who just gestured to Allen who turned to the raven-haired.

"Huh? Say, you don't remember? We were ready to fight if your lovely comrade wouldn't have shown up... Oh, and thanks for the bulge on my forehead BaKanda!!" Allen yelled at him. He was actually surprised and quite happy to see his comrade like he was before but what happened to... Noah?

"What was that just now?"

"What do you mean and why is my shirt ripped open and why the hell am I wearing some shit like this?!!"

"Uhm could you please answer my question?"

"I dunno I can only remember... "

He suddenly remembered the dark he and the little boy had been in.

How said boy had offered him a new life.

How he had been thinking about it over and over again

And had finally agreed with it

Taking the boys hand just to feel all the coldness enveloping him.

How he felt after he had woken up in the noahs mansion

So different so full of emotions so full of life

His head had been clear not like he had expected it to be

No black order, no old comrades, no doubt that he could simply finish one of his former friends off.

As if he was not himself

As if his heart had suddenly stopped pounding

It was strange to know what he had been feeling but not knowing what he had been thinking

When the half-akuma had attacked him there was no fear of getting injured or of getting killed

All he had been feeling was pure lust and delight

lust because he wanted to enjoy the kill

and delight because he knew he could simply do it with his...

Suddenly something in his back seemed to be reacting to those feelings and it felt so strange so foreign, next he knew he fell sidewards and crouched down hugging his shoulders and screamed "Make it stoooop! What is thiiiss?! Aahhh!! Fuck it huuuurts!!"

Allen and Lavi didn't know what to do they didn't expect such reactions of their friend but now this things seemed to get more and more part of the others life.

"What? Make what stop? There is nothing!" Lavi said his voice rising, panic already dazing his mind.

"I feel the adrenaline moving through my veins" Wisely thought and looked into Yuus direction. "which means it's already increasing. Ha that's good for me" He grinned and opened the cross-eye on his forehead making a big red-violet stream appear which caused the other half akuma to block but the stream swept across the surroundings and burnt up everything it came in contact with and so also the body of the two half-akuma. Never he has had such a great power in his entire life.

Allen had no choice as to try blocking it or he, Lavi and Kanda would be burnt up like their comrade but the moment the stream would reach them Wisely shut his cross-eye again.

Suddenly Allen sensed another presence behind him and turned around quickly just to see Ticky standing there in his right hand the big tease with which he was always fighting and with the other hand which was firmly placed around Kandas neck he held the boy in place. He looked like he couldn't do much against it and so Allen made his sword ready once again while Lavi prepared his hammer. Now they were really in trouble. Two noahs, one of them had Kanda and they had to protect themselves.

It's a pitty that we can't fight this time, walker. But we will get to do so very soon." Ticky said and suddenly he and Yuu began to slip through the ground where Rhodes door had already opened its wings. As soon as all three were in, it closed and disappeared leaving an extremely vexed Lavi and a slightly exhausted Allen behind.

"Wait you two... Kanda I hope you'll be alright now that I know your personality isn't lost I'm going to take you back!" He growled and turned to Lavi who gave him a look that said "Let's go to HQ I think I know something." And so they began walking their way back.

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"Mmhh..." He was so fucking tired he hadn't been in his entire life. He remembered being brought back to the noahs mansion by Ticky and Wisely... If there would be troubles for him? Who the hell cared. He had to get up and look if he was still in one piece after what felt like thousands of knifes would work their way up his back.

So he opened his bright blue eyes just to look straight into Tickys golden ones which were gleaming down on him.

"Finally awake sleeping beauty?"

"Shut up and get off me. I'm neither interested in your stupid ways of talking nor your perverted pick-up lines."

"You mean like last time? But there it was Hime-chan who wanted to-"

"Never ever call me Hime again..."

"Oh I forgot. From now on I'll treat you with more respect, Hime-sama, fine?" Ticky grinned. He could provoke the other to no end if he would like to.

"Not fine I don't like it so stop calling me by it!" Yuu growled turning away slightly.

"What do you actually like? Ah there's something I know!"

"Hm? Wha- Uhn..!" Yuu didn't manage to end his sentence when he was suddenly pushed down onto the mattress again. Ticky was directly over him pinning down his wrists above his head with one hand and the other was caressing the boys stomache.

"What the hell-" Again he was being stopped but this time it was something he hadn't expected the other noah to do. They were kissing. Altough Yuu didn't intend to part his lips he did when Tickys other hand went a bit lower until he was caressing Yuus inner thigh which caused the younger to inhale sharply. So Ticky could explore the teens mouth and he wasn't going to neglect any little corner in there.

Kanda was trying his best to keep up thinking but right now his mind was totally absorbed by the others oh-so-beautiful golden eyes that were now closing slowly.

Don't ever let anybody get near you that is what weakens you most!

He didn't know why but suddenly he bit down hard drawing blood and immediately Ticky pulled back hissing in pain.

"Would you explain what was that for?" He asked the long-haired youth in front of him who was still trying to regain his breath.

"Y-you...!!" Yep Yuu had no idea what he was trying to say and telling the other what an ass he was for stealing his first kiss wasn't the best option so he just spluttered the usually words.

"Shit what was that?! Aren't you rich enough to buy you a damned whore or some stupid shit like that?! Or... j-just take one of those fucking akuma idiots you've positioned all around the mansion! They're anyway good for nothing!!" He snapped and wiped his mouth as if he tried to wipe every trace of Ticky away, as if to wipe away the strange feeling he had when their lips had met.

"Well actually I am rich enough to do so but I like it more this way. And besides..." Ticky was getting closer to him again until he could whisper it into the boys ear. "It seems that your not like any other noah... like us, plus your exorcist-like personality is still there what makes you especially interesting for me." He hesitated but then simply gave Kandas earlobe a quick lick before he rushed out of the room immediately leaving an extremely irritated and confused Yuu who was boiling with rage.

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"What did you say?!!" Back in the surrogate of the destroyed HQ a certain very annoyed inspector yelled and furiously stomped around in his office.

"It's as we already told you..." Allen tried to say as calm as possible. Even if he hated that guy he had to be friendly otherwise the inspector would do everything to make his life even more hell as it already was. He and Lavi exchanged a few looks and then focused on Leverier again who seemed to be thinking very hard about something.

"So... He killed the three half-akuma who were sent to retrieve him without a reason but since they had golems with them we were lucky in hearing some things that he said. However... to make it short, tell the other exorcists that Kanda Yuu isn't our ally anymore and that they are allowed, no they have the duty to kill him if they see him anywhere, Link." Leverier ordered earning evil from Allen and Lavi.

"Do you really think we should tell him what your assumption is?" The white haired asked in a whisper but Lavi just sent him a look then he hissed "Hell no..! Are ya totally outta your mind?!" Allen just shrugged and continued acting as if he listened to what the inspector was talking about until the two of them had finally been allowed to leave.

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"Multiple personality disorder? I think I already heard about that..." Allen thought about it and gave the red-head a questioning look.

"Well it's caused by persistend trauma or past trauma such as early childhood sexual or physical abuse. In general, multiple personality disorder is the belief on the part of the person that several personalities seem to exist within the self."

"Uhm could you explain that a bit easier please?"

Lavi sighed. Why did he have to say each and every word exactly like he had read it? "That means that Yuu is together with several personalities in the same body. That would explain why he had been acting so strange, wouldn't it?"

"Hm.. Now that you're saying it this way it seems like an option. But you said it's caused by persistend trauma or past trauma and does that have something to do with Kanda? I mean wouldn't it have shown up earlier?"

"There you have a point and I don't know much about Yuus past but I know where we could search for some... recordings." With that Lavi gave Allen a grin and gave him a sign to follow.

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"Holy shit... I had no idea what the order had been doing a few years ago..." The white haired teen said with a pretty shocked expression on his now pale face while he was pointing to some sort of text that was in a fat, old-looking book he held.

"Yeah, believe me, nobody has... Ha! I've found something!" Lavi turned so Allen could read along with him and pointed to a paragraph.

"...sometimes talking to himself... talking about a flower... from time to time he didn't know what he had said a few hours ago... Yep I think that's what we're looking for" The red-head read aloud and added the last sentence hastily.

"But did you ever notice anything of these? I didn't and I bet everyone else also didn't. So why is it occuring now and not earlier?"

"Well there stands something about psychiatrists and bla... oh and what about his meditating?! That could also have been helping and when the noah took over him it just came all back to him, that's it!"

"No no no... That would be too easy. Let me think... Ah! I think I know. Do you remember when you hit Wisely back then with your hammer and he fell onto Kanda? The two of them were flung against this big rock and Kanda was the one who hit it with his head first. And after that incident he went back to normal right? HA! I've got it!" The boy jumped up and made a triumphant gesture towards the other who looked pretty bored.

"Actually that's not a bad idea but there's still the thing with the trauma and if the noah and Yuu are now seperated personalities, I still don't get why the noah wouldn't simply control him now that would be even easier."

"Then let's just find out!" Allen said and stormed out of the room which was full with books and pages.

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Omg I can't believe I wrote all this xD I thought that I woudln't manage to continue since this chapter was so... difficult to write(?) Well as you can see things clear up a bit and before somebody asks; yes Yuu has a multiple personality disorder here C:

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