A/N OMG. I had to rewrite this chapter twice because I accidentally pressed some button and it backspaced and I lost all my work! Ugh. I hope you enjoy this. It may stink though, considering this is the third time I had to rewrite this.
Sonny watched as Chad ate lunch with the rest of the cast. He looked mad and happy at the same time. It was indescribable.
One minute he would look mad, the next minute he would be laughing and smiling with his friends. He was enjoying life...without Sonny.
Sonny looked away, hurt from the scene. She felt like an idiot. She was still grieving over the break-up, while Chad looked like he didnt care one bit.
Or did he? Was he sad like her? Did he regret breaking up with her? Sonny wanted to know. Sonny needed to know. She couldnt possibly continue life without knowing if Chad still had feelings, and wanted to fix it. Probably not though, she assumed.
The only way to cure this was to find new love, or at least thats what momma always said. Sonny decided to trust her mom's words and move on. But the thought of being with someone else other than Chad, made Sonny sick.
But she had to, there was no other choice. Maybe one day her and Chad could be at least friends again, frenemies at the least. But right now, she had to move on, like him.
"Hey, you okay? Youre kind of quiet." Taylor asked, finishing up the rest of his lobster. Sonny smiled.
"Yeah, thanks for caring. Hey, uh, later do you want to see a movie or something? As friends?" Sonny offered.
Taylor nodded his head. "Sure, why not? What movie you thinking of?"
"New Moon." Sonny joked, and Taylor laughed. 'Chad would have laughed at that too,' Sonny thought.
Inside her head, Sonny was telling herself to shut up. She had to get over Chad.
"Maybe Paranormal Activity?" Taylor questioned, and Sonny nodded her head.
"Okay. But, when I get scared, I tend to get really close." Sonny warned, as they stood up and trashed their lobsters and left the cafeteria, all eyes on them.
Or at least Chad's eyes were. Sonny could see him watching her out of the corner of her eye.
So maybe he did regret his actions.
"And how close exactly?" Taylor laughed.
"Very." Sonny replied as they walked down the silent hallway back to her dressing room.
"Thats alright with me. Is it alright with you?" Taylor asked hesitantly.
"Uh, yeah, I mean- if you dont mind me clinging onto you the whole time." Sonny laughed at herself. It was quite embarassing, getting that scared over fiction movies.
"Not at all. So, I'll see you later then?"
Sonny nodded her head and watched as Taylor walked away, then walked into her dressing room and sighed.
"Hey Sonnnaaay." Tawni greeted, putting on make-up, as always.
"Hey." Sonny sighed and plopped down on the couch.
Tawni spun around in her chair and raised an eyebrow. "What now?"
"Everything!" Sonny exploded. "I really miss Chad! Scratch that, extremely miss him! Just looking at him makes me wanna break down and started crying!"
"Whoa, whoa, calm down Sonny. Dont start crying. Keep it together." Tawni begged. She was still new to the whole "caring" concept. She surely couldnt handle a crying Sonny.
"Sorry." Sonny mumbled. "Its just, I really miss him. And I dont think he misses me, which makes me feel really stupid. But Taylor, he makes me feel better. And I hate that he makes me feel better, because I dont want to feel better unless Chad does."
"I thought you said Chad doesnt miss you?"
"Yeah, well, im not sure. The way he watched me and Taylor leave the cafeteria, kind of gave it away. But I dont know. I feel kind of guilty for going on a date with Taylor when we just broke up today."
"Your going on a date with Taylor?!" Tawni squealed.
"Well, kind of. I said 'as friends', but I kind of want to be more than that. But then theres Chad. Ugh! I dont know! Its so complicated!" Sonny yelled, then collapsing face-down into a pillow.
"What do I do?" Sonny mumbled through the pillow.
"Honestly, I dont know about this one. Im sorry." Tawni shrugged, then turned back around in her chair to finish her makeup.
Sonny sat up on the couch.
"Please help me, God." Sonny whispered.
As if he answered her call, someone knocked on the door. Sonny quickly got up and ran to answer it.
It was Chad.
"Chad?" Sonny gasped quietly as she stood in front of him in the doorway.
"Sonny, listen, I was wrong."
"No Chad, I was. I shouldnt have-"
"No, let me talk."
Tawni snuck out the back door, she felt as if she was intruding.
Sonny invited Chad in and they sat down on the couch together.
"Im sorry I didnt give you a chance to explain. You were right, he did kiss you first. And I shouldnt have broken up with you. The pain is eating me alive." Chad looked down at his feet, he really hated being wrong.
"I cant stand looking at you, and knowing that your not mine anymore."Chad continued,"And that your free for anybody. I dont want that. I want you to be mine, and only mine."
"So im something to be posessed?" Sonny asked sadly.
"Sonny, no, your not. But I just love you so much, I cant picture you with anybody else. It would kill me. Please, just forgive me."
"Chad, of course I forgive you! Just, do one thing for me?"
"Whats that?"
"Kiss me."
And with that, Chad closed the little space left between the two of them, with the longest kiss they have ever had.
Before they could get too carried away, Sonny pulled away.
"So, are we-"
"I dont know, Sonny Munroe. Will you be my girlfriend again?" Chad smirked.
"I wouldnt want it any other way." Sonny smiled.
Everything was how it was supposed to be, her and Chad were together again, and possibly stronger than ever.
"Oh, no! Taylor!" Sonny accidentally said outloud.
"Huh?"
"Well, I kinda set up a little movie date thingy with him. But its not actually a 'date' because were friends. Is it okay?" Sonny asked meekly.
"As long as its just a friend thing." Chad replied, and kissed Sonny on her forehead.
"Thank you, Chad. Thank you for trusting me, even though I totally messed up before." Sonny sighed.
"You can make it up to me," Chad began.
"Oh really? And how?" Sonny smiled.
"By coming with me to the best restraunt in town, L'Idylle, tomorrow." Sonny made a weird face at the name. "It's french." Chad explained.
"I'll be there."
This chapter made me feel....weird writing it. I cant explain it. Oh welllll. review darlings. :)
P.S L'Idylle means "The Romance" in french.
