We talked all together all night and then left back to school. There was no sign of Edward so I left the place fast again. I climbed through his window as he was sleeping cutely. I took place in a chair and watched him sleep. I wondered what he was dreaming about. He didn't really looked horrified he even had a smile on his face.
" Damned Bella!" he shouted
" Sorry, I…"
" Get out!"" We need to talk, Edward." I said
" I don't think so!" he said getting up.
" Don't make me do this." I smiled as he looked confused
" Do what?"
" Do you want to talk?"
" No."
" Okay." I pushed him on the bed and sat on top of him as I pushed him down on his bed.
" Guess you have to listen to what I say, you see I'm way stronger then you." I smiled. He signed and looked the other way.
" I can deal with that. where shall I start…" I said more to myself.
" Maybe at the beginning." he said with sarcasm.
" Okay, hey could you maybe say the name of the woman?" I asked before I started.
" If you get off of me."
" Are you going to listen then?"
" As if I got any other choose."
" You learn fast." I smiled as I sat on the edge of his bed. I pulled up and sat next to me.
" Victoria." he said.
" Okay…. Victoria was hunting for you since the moment you arrived. She took up your scents and she needed them to be satisfied." I said calmer now
" So image if that is true, how did you know?" he asked again with sarcasm." To make this story even more weird then it is already, Alice gets visions, It can be from things that happened before, that are happening right now or things that are going to happen. She saw Victoria wasn't leaving, and she saw her hunting for you. We decided to protect you against her…"
" Protect me?" he interrupt.
" Yes. We kind of broke into your privacy, sorry for that." I smiled weak.
" What?" he asked not understanding." We watched you sleep, eat, leave…"
" Shower?" he asked worried as it made me laugh.
" We broke into your privacy but we do have courtesy." I smiled.
" Ok… I guess."
" hanging out with you wasn't the best thing I could do." I said as my voice broke.
" Why not?" he asked as he turned more me direction , he wasn't horrified anymore, or he didn't seemed to.
" Because you were falling in love with me, and so was I… and I'm…" I looked at him as he waited for me to finish.
" a vampire?" he said.
" Yes, I don't get older I am like this for ten years! And the worse thing is… I'm danger for you."
" You're not, you saved me!" he said.
" I could have killed you last time, Edward." I said as he came closer.
" but you didn't."
" I don't control myself when I'm around you." Now I was petrified. I could tell he was swell but still he took control and because he came closer I fell on his bed. He smiled weak as he got up me and kissed me again. Again I got lost in this game and gave in. It felt good to be with him again.
" You're ok?" he asked as I just nodded and kept kissing him. Suddenly I realized I wasn't his scents got stronger and I could feel the hunt instinct coming up again. I got up without realizing I smashed Edward against the wall. I stood at the other wall as I looked at him. I knew how I looked, My eyes were black and my hands become fists.
" Sorry, are you ok?" I asked as I kept standing on the other side of the room.
" I guess I am." he smiled.
" You see, this is too dangerous."
" But you see, you aren't able to kill me." he said as he came my way.
" Stay there, Edward!" I warned him. " I don't get it, first you refuse to talk to me and 5 minutes later you are kissing me!" I tried to smile.
" I told you before, You amaze me." he smiled back.
" I really didn't hurt you?"
" No you didn't. Am I still not allowed to come to you?"
" Not yet." We looked at each other without moving.
I got home as they all were waiting for me.
" Where have you been!" Esmé asked mad.I looked at the others who gave me the we're-sorry-look. Carlisle looked angry too and I knew that lying wouldn't help here.
" At Edwards." I said softly.
" Bella! You brought that guy in danger last time." Esmé said mad. I heard Alice gasp by Esmé's comment. Honestly I could have attacked Esmé for that comment, but I knew she meant it good.
" I know, I just talk with him to protect us." well a little lie wouldn't harm anyone, besides I did went to his for those reason, he just thought different about it.
" Then why did Alice saw you smashing him the other side of the room?" Carlisle asked. That was just great, why did Alice always told everything.
" Maybe that has to happen, nothing like that happened."
" Bella!" he yelled madly.
" Ok. Ok. Sorry I shouldn't have lied. It was just a misunderstanding." I lied again in the hope Alice didn't saw more or at least didn't told all left the room as I ended up by myself again.
Alice is was first who came back in the room. She smiled weak as she stood uncomfortable.
" Thanks … I guess." I said annoyed
" Sorry I didn't, I just saw it happened and then saw on my expression that it had to do with you, what did I had to say?" she sounded sad
" Anything, but that." I didn't looked at her as she sat down next to me.
" I didn't told them you were kissing him." she smiled weak as I couldn't help it and smiled back.
" Thanks."
" Believe me, Bella, Who are we to say you can't see him? I mean we all got that person that you are still searching for." she was right but then again so wrong.
" But he is a human, Alice."
" You can't help with who you fall in love with. Besides the fact that he is a human and you're a vampire, doesn't mean you can enjoy it now."
" Yeah sure, he moves on or lives with it for a few years, while I wear the scars forever!" I almost yelled.
" So then what is your plan miss smarty?"
" I can say whatever I will, once he got near me I don't have control over myself." I said as she laughed.
" It's not funny, Alice! It's frustrating!" I said as I shook my head.
" You'll figure it out, Bella." she said before walking out the room.
" I finally can tease again now my favorite sister is back!" Emmet said as he jumped in the couch next to me
." Yeah now I realize why I never missed you."
" Miss Cullen, I'm shocked there!" he said in a bad act.
" Oooo no, Mr. Cullen could you forgive me?" I played along.
" Let me think. You will be forgiven if you…" he looked at me as he was thinking it over.
" You shall be forgiven if you tell me you are ok? I mean after Esmé her burn out." he suddenly said serious.
" She's right, though."
" Yes, maybe, but it was mean, she knew you were devastated by that."
" Emmet, if you were me…" he shook his head as he placed his finger on my lips.
" This is about you and your chooses. But whatever you decided, Bella. I'll be there for you."
" I'm scared that either way I will be making mistakes."
" You'll figure it out, Bella." he said before leaving the room. Alice and Emmet must have spoken together.
