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Sorry for the long wait. I was unsure where to take the story so I had to do some brainstorming. Thanks to my twitter friends, I was able to figure out what to do. Enjoy!!

Chapter 4: Doubt

Chase and Remy had been seeing each other for around a few months now. It was clear to everyone that they had fallen for each other. They both shared feeling of love for each other, but they hadn't expressed it in words. I'll start the story back up one day after work, they were heading to Remy's loft.

Chase pulled into a parking space outside Remy's loft and got out of the car to help her out. Once they were both out they walked hand in hand into the building and went up the elevator. They didn't really have any plans for the night, they were just going to spend the Friday night together, they both needed to relax after the long day they spent solving a case.

"You want to put in a movie?" Remy asked Chase as she got two beers out of the fridge.

"Sure, which one?" Chase asked her back.

"Surprise me!" Remy walked over to her couch and sat down. Chase scanned Remy's DVDs, picked one out and put it on.

"Hope you like this one." Chase said as the movie started and he sat next to Remy. Remy moved in closer to him and snuggled against his side and Chase put his arm around her. They both watched the screen and Remy learned that he had put in "The Hangover", which she had bought the other day. They sat there snug in each others arms laughing at the movie and slowly relaxing. After the movie was over Remy went to the bathroom leaving Chase on the couch.

I think I'll tell her tonight. It'll be good to get it off my chest, and I can see how she feels. Chase thought as he waited for Remy to come back. He was getting more nervous with each second that ticked by. Chase was surprised when he felt Remy settle in next to him.

"That was a really funny movie. I don't think I'm going to Vegas any time soon." Remy laughed and Chase gave a faint chuckle. He was still thinking, making him even more nervous.

I wasn't this nervous when I told Allison, wasn't even that bad when I proposed, even though she did that for me.

"Chase?" Remy said pulling him out of his thoughts. He looked at her. "Are you okay? You seem out of it." Remy asked.

"Yeah…I'm um, fine." Chase answered.

"I'm getting another beer. You want one?" Remy said as she got up.

"Yeah sure." Chase muttered. He watched her as she moved into the kitchen. He was mesmerized by her beauty. She got two beers out of the fridge and once again settled down next to him. They sat there silently sipping their beers. Chase finally spoke up.

"Remy, I need to tell you something." Chase started. He watched her face get slightly worried. "It's nothing bad, don't worry." Her face relaxed a little, but she still looked worried. "Lately I've been….thinking…about…you and me, and how I feel." He took a nervous breath before continuing. "I can't go ten minutes without thinking about you. I…I feel amazing around you. I'm always happy when I'm with you, and when…when I'm mad or sad I just think of you and I'm immediately happy again." Chase took another breath before saying the last few words. "I…I think…that I love you." Chase finally spoke and he watched her reaction. She looked like she was thinking. Before he could say anything else she kissed him, then pulled away.

"Oh Chase! I think I love you too!" She pulled him into a passionate hug that they held for quite a while. After the embrace Chase held her face, looked into her eyes and kissed her. This kiss held more passion then any of their others. This kiss had lust and love combined into one. When they were finally able to pull away from each other, they didn't move. The couple stayed together on the couch doing almost nothing. They sat there in each others arms, they eventually turned the television on and fell asleep holding each other.

Remy felt Chase stirring under her and she opened her eyes. She was surprised to see that she was on the couch, laying on top of Chase with all her clothes on.

"Morning sleepy head" She heard Chase say as he noticed that she had waken up.

"What time is it?" Remy yawned. Chase shifted around so he could glance at his watch.

"About eleven thirty." Remy was surprised at the time.

"How long have you been awake for?" Remy asked the doctor under her.

"About an hour." Chase answered.

"Why didn't you wake me?" She asked.

"Because you looked so peaceful and happy." He answered. "By the way you drool." Chase added snickering. She smiled.

"Shut up." Remy said playfully. Remy sat up and moved off of Chase and stretched. Chase pulled her back down to him and kissed her, Remy kissed him back almost eagerly. Remy pulled away from Chase to catch a breath.

"Do you want to go get breakfast?" She asked Chase.

"Sure, but I need to get changed. How about I go back to my place and get dressed then come and pick you up?" Chase suggested.

"Yeah that's fine." Remy got up to let him leave. Chase got up and kissed her goodbye then left. Remy headed into her bedroom to get undressed and take a quick shower. The hot water hitting her skin brought back the memories of last night.

Wow, I can't believe he told me he loved him. I can't believe I love him back. Last night was so…intimate and we didn't even have sex. I think I want to spend the rest of my life with him. I've never felt this before, it's so…strong. It's like I want to rip out my heart and hand it to him on a silver platter, if it would make him happy. The best thing is that he helped me forget my disease-. Her thoughts stopped abruptly. She had almost never thought of her Huntington's until now. Remy was convinced that Chase loved her as much as she loved him. This meant that he would want to spend forever with her and be a family. Remy started feeling saddened and depressed. She wouldn't be able to spend forever with Chase, she would die in about ten years. She couldn't have any children because they could have her disease and she would die before they were even teenagers. She didn't want to hurt Chase, not at all. She didn't want him to feel loss again, he had lost both his parents. Feeling confused and depressed she got out of the shower and dressed.

The next chapter will be up shortly, now I know what I am doing, it should all flow out very nicely. I have midterms some time soon so there may be a few weeks with no posts but I'll try! Please review! Give me some ideas! Criticism! Anything to help me!