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Chapter 9:

Toys and Torture

I awoke the next morning to knocking on my bedroom door. I turned over groggy and cranky to see what time my alarm clock said, 2:35. The knocking didn't cease and neither did Edwards voice in my head I will always fight for you, I guess I just didn't understand. I wronged him in a completely irreversible way and he still wanted me, why? That wasn't the only thing on my mind, however, Jacobs face when he drove off yesterday was seared into my brain. In my mind and my heart I chose Jacob, but my actions towards him spoke the opposite in volumes. Jasper was still, to my knowledge, unconscious; and the Hoh wolf pack wanted to hurt everyone I cared about, all I wanted was to go to sleep and dream of something better. The knocking got louder.

"WHAT!" I screamed at the door.

"Bella, do you see what time it is, it's time to wake up," the voice on the other side of the door belonged to Charlie my personal judge, jury and executioner.

"Sorry, Charlie," I said back to the door, "give me a minute."

"Ok, but I don't know if he can."

Confusion flooded over me, what had he meant by he? I jumped out of bed at lightning speed and ran to the door. I flung it open, but no one was there, not even Charlie, who I could see was making his way back downstairs. I followed him down the steps two at a time like a child running down to see their Christmas presents. When I reached the bottom Charlie had sat down on the couch next to the "he" that he was talking about.

"And you tell me I sleep too much," Jacob's head didn't turn as he said this, but I could hear the smile in his voice.

"Yeah, well your secret tribe meeting had me out a little late last night," I said pretending to be upset.

He got up off the couch and walked over to me, my heart started to race, and my smile must have grown a mile long. His beauty blinded me; his black hair was growing back and had reached past his ears, his face was almost completely healed from Ayden's attack, and the shirt that he was wearing looked like it would rip under all the stress Jacob's large chest was causing on it. I wrapped my arms around his neck and felt the heat that radiated off of him.

"So what's all this," Charlie said turning his head and seeing our embrace.

"Umm…," Jacob said letting go of me and turning towards Charlie. He looked back at me for a response, but I had no answer, so I shrugged. Charlie must have seen my reaction; he gave a little chuckle and continued to watch the game.

"Go get dressed, I have a surprise for you," He said practically beaming at me.

I gave him a suspicious look, but he just kept smiling, he wasn't giving anything away. I walked back up into my room and put on a pair of jeans and a long sleeve flannel over my tank top. I brushed my teeth and my hair and walked back down to Jacob, "So where are we going."

"You look amazing," he whispered in my ear when I walked over to him.

"Stop it, where are we going," I said back to him, compliments made me feel awkward and edgy.

He took me my truck after we both said our goodbyes to Charlie. For some reason we were leaving his car here and he was driving mine wherever we were going, but as soon as we started down my street the questions came pouring out of me.

"So where are we going?"

He put his free hand on mine and closed his fingers around my hand, "I'm taking you out on a real date."

"A date?" I said skeptical.

"Yep, after what we did in the forest and everything that happened last night, I figured we were doing things backward. I'm almost positive that it goes; first date, first kiss, first…" and he smiled and looked over to me, it was really the first time we talked about what happened in the woods and he was blushing, "and then I have to defend your honor against vampires"

"I'm sorry about last night, Jacob." I said and I realized I was saying sorry to people a lot recently.

"No need, it made me angry at the time, it made me feel like you regretted what we did. After I went home and thought about it, and I realized that you had a lot with him and felt a lot for him, and no matter how angry that makes me, you needed closer. What kind of monster would I be if I didn't let you have that?"

"Wow Jake, after that little speech, your like 55 now," I said and scooted closer to his warmth, giving him a kiss on the cheek.

We drove like that the rest of the way, with me curled up next to him and his massive arm around me being my personal seatbelt. We pulled into a parking lot and Jacob had to slow down dramatically so he didn't hit the hundreds of kids that were running around. I searched for what they were all heading to, what we were heading to, and my eyes fell on it, but they must have been lying to me, "Jacob…" I said looking at a huge Toys r Us.

"We need a break from being grown ups for a while, what better place to not be 55 anymore and just be kids." He said as he kissed my hair.

We walked into the sliding doors and already I felt ten years younger. We were literally kids in toy store as we ran over to the Lego spaceship towering over the shelves. It took me almost a half hour to pull the Millennium Falcon from Jacob so I could shoot down all the transformer action figures Jacob had lined up to kill my polly pockets. It was the best date I had ever been on, after I put on the little red riding hood cape which made Jacob laugh for a whole 20 minutes, he grabbed the nerf bazooka lying on the shelf and chased me through the aisles screaming "come back my pretty," I didn't have the heart to tell him it was the complete wrong story. It wasn't until we found the gigantic bouncy balls you can ride and hoped down the aisles racing to see who could get to the large t-rex model in the back of the store first, that an employee came up behind us.

"Um, excuse me…" he said coldly and we stopped hoping and turned around still on the bouncy balls. "We're going to have to ask you to leave…" he stopped mid sentence as Jacob stood up off the ball and the employees head had to tilt up to see Jacob's non laughing, intimidating face.

We decided to leave before we got into any trouble and laughed our way back to the truck. "Jacob I think that was the best idea you have ever had," I said and I jumped onto his back for a piggy back ride for the rest of the walk back to the truck.

He kissed my arms that clung around his neck, "it's not over yet."

We got back into truck and it was getting dark outside, we must have been in there longer than I thought. We got something to eat at the drive through and continued to drive as we ate. We pulled up to an archway in the middle of nowhere that led to nothing; Jacob rolled down the window and asked the toll lady for two tickets. I remained confused until Jacob parked and Jacob told me to look behind me. I turned and saw a massive white screen, I was at the drive in. on either side of the truck two post were stuck into the ground and held a box with speakers in the middle, Jacob got out of the truck and placed both of them on either side of the truck bed. He opened my door and walked me to the back of the truck and I was in awe, he had set up blankets and pillows in the truck bed. I climbed after him and got under the covers.

"Jacob, this whole day was perfect," I said to him as he put his arm around me and I rested my head on his chest.

"I thought you might need a break from all the monster stuff for awhile, plus I had some help."

"From who?" I asked but in the end it didn't really matter you wouldn't ask God who helped him design heaven.

"This is where Sam took Leah on there one year anniversary."

I immediately stopped my swooning, "Sam and Leah? Don't you mean Sam and Emily?"

"No, Sam and Leah dated most of the way through high school."

I had never really thought about Sam with anyone else, it made since that Emily wasn't his first girlfriend. "So what happened to Sam and Leah?"

"Well, there really wasn't anything they could do, Sam imprinted on Emily."

"Jacob, what is imprinting?"

"It's a wolf thing; it's how we find our mates. It doesn't happen to everyone, but basically after the wolf gene starts to take effect and you see the one person you are meant to be with, from that point on your just smitten. Like how Sam and Emily are."

"And how we are?" I said not fully understanding.

"Well, kind of. With you and me it was a little more complicated; I knew I loved you before the change and after it just intensified." His hand moved to my face and he shifted his position so he could look at me. His eyes were mesmerizing and took me in, my mind went blank and I smooshed my lips against his. He slowly opened his mouth and let his tongue emerge; he tasted sweet like a candy I had been craving for years. The craving that was now finally able to be taken, I moved my hands to his crotch and rubbed slowly up and down over his jeans. His mouth moved to my neck and his hands grabbed at my chest with the same pace I had set with my hand. It continued like this for what felt like forever, until I just could take the temptation anymore, and he felt the same. He pulled my shirt over my head and yanked off my jeans, but as I was about to do the same to him he grabbed my arms and held them above my head.

"I love you Bella," he said looking deeply into my eyes. He worked diligently to remove my panties, as soon as they were off his head moved to where they once were. Warmth and tingles flooded over my whole body as his kisses surrounded my sweetness. His tongue lapped around the edges and found the button that rested at the top. His mouth sucked hard on it and I began to shutter.

"Jacob," I moaned in ecstasy as I climaxed.

He rolled over and to his side and off of me, silly boy, he thought it was over. Panting and sweating I started to unbutton and unzip his pants. He looked at me with an apprehensive smile, and when I nodded he took over once again. Back on top of me he started the kiss me slowly but very passionately, but as soon as he entered me the kisses grew fast and unbridled. My hands reached around his back and dug in, his head lifted and his eyes closed as he slowly entered me. his pace moved faster than it had in the forest, he pumped harder and harder and it took everything I had to not scream out. He slowed his pace while resting his forehead on my mine, I could feel him getting closer and closer to the brink, I had to say it, now or never.

"I love you Jacob," I panted, and in that moment his body shook and he left out the largest breathe, I felt his warm liquid course through my nethers.

"I love you too, my Bella." He said with closed eyes and kissed me sweetly.

We laid like that for the duration of the movie, looking into each others eyes, and never once did either of us lose our smile. When it ended we got dressed and got back in the cab of the truck. The perfect end to the perfect day, we drove back to my house.

The dark woods seemed menacing and the moon was covered by clouds so very little light made almost nothing visible. The headlights revealed the road in front of us but something was up ahead blocking the beam of light. As we came up on it and the figure grew Jacobs face grew dim and dark.

"what is that?" I said as the car war slowing down.

I came to a halt and I saw what was making Jake so tense, Ayden and three other enormous men were standing in front of the truck. "Stay in the car Bella," Jacob said. He got out and slammed the door behind him, Ayden seemed to say something and Jacob lunged at him. I could hear yelling but I couldn't make out what they were saying. The three men that were standing behind Ayden phased into huge brown wolves, and lunged at Jacob who turned just as quickly. They jumped on top of him and rolled off of the road into the brush. I jumped out of the car to look for them, but forgot that Ayden had not made the change. He started to walk over to me and I turned and ran in the opposite direction. It was pitch black outside and I could not see two feet in front of me, then I felt a searing pain in the back of my head, and everything turned black.

I opened my eyes and saw a light hanging from the ceiling swing back and forth. As my vision got less blurry I looked around and saw wood panels and chipping paint. I had no idea where I was but when I sat up all the blood in my body rushed to my head and it started to throb.

"Welcome back," a raspy voice said from across the room.

I instinctively scooted myself as far from him as I could, until my back hit the wall. "Where's Jacob?" I asked trying not to sound as scared as I felt.

"My boys have him, he'll be fine. I just needed to talk to you alone," he got up and walked over to me. He placed a hand on my hair and I ripped it off, then he kneeled down to be at eye level with me. He looked calm and collected, like someone who was playing chess and already knew they were going to win.

"What do you want?"

"I want to know where the vegetarian vampire's live."

"Fuck you," I said and spit in his face. That was a too impulsive and he did not like it, his huge hand came down hard on my face, and I was seeing stars.

"You do realize I could kill you, right?" he said with a laugh and I nodded, my heart was beating out of my chest. "You would die for them?" he asked and I nodded once more.

He put his hand on my face where he smacked me, then lowered it to my breast, "would you be violated for them?" he asked and I lost my breath. "I have found that a lot more people are willing to die, then to be raped, what do you think?" I pulled my hand back to slap him but as it was coming he caught it, then grabbed my other hand and held them both down at my sides. His face got closer to mine and he whispered, "Tell me where they are Bella, and I won't do what I have wanted to do since I saw you at Emily's house."

Tears came flooding down my face as I shook my head rapidly, both denying his offer and the reality of what would happen when I did. He threw my back down onto the cold floor and put both of my wrists in his one gigantic hand and placed them above my head slamming them hard. I let out a yelp when they hit, it felt like he broke them, and his grasp tightened. With his now free hand he ripped open my shirt and grabbed haphazardly at my breasts.

"Please, please don't," I managed to say through the sobs.

"This all ends when you tell me where they are."

"I…can't," I said and watched his eyes grow angry. The hand stopped groping and moved to my throat. It was getting very hard to breathe and the room around me was turning white. His grip let up and moved down to my jeans, he went underneath them and stabbed my privates with his finger. Hard and fast he kept stabbing me, pain shot though the area all the way up to my stomach and I was screaming.

"TELL ME!" he said and stabbed harder

"FUCK YOU, MUT" I screamed out.

His hand creased and came out from in my pants and in one smooth motion it was coming at my face. The blackness came back…

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