THERE IS A MOMENT
There is a moment, before you die, that you see flashes of your life. There is a moment, in which time stops, that everything you know turns into things you knew, and there were new things to learn, that you can never; but only know.
In that moment, you're broken off from the world. You cannot remember the things you cherished. You cannot remember the things you loathed. It all means nothing anymore, because neither do you.
There is a moment, before you die, that you see flashes of what will come. But you don't welcome them, because you are loosing everything you had. Everything you worked for and loved for and cared for. But it won't matter anymore, because there is nothing more you can do. You are broken away from the world and you are greeted with new voices, not the old ones you loved, but new ones. And though the old will always be there, deep within your mind, in locked chambers; you will not remember, but you will always have them; no matter what.
HE KNOWS
"I love you."
Those three words weren't supposed to come out of those lips. Because, as much as she wanted them too, she knew they couldn't.
"I don't… I don't love you."
He only stared at her, slight shock in his eyes. "But… I thought…"
"You were mistaken." She tried to say it as softly as possible, but her voice cracked, rose and eventually she just could barely speak. "I'm sorry."
He turned away. "I know you're lying Katara," he said. Not in an accusing way, but he was letting her know. He was letting her know that he loved her no matter what, even if she couldn't be with him. Then he was gone.
That was when she crumbled to her knees. That was when she struck out blinding with her fists at the wooden floor. Why had she done this?
She'd given up the one thing she wanted; the one person who understood her… all because she couldn't bear to tell the other boy the truth. She couldn't bear to break his fragile heart.
She muffled her sobs into her pillow, praying no one would hear.
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(Okay, so in "There Is A Moment" I said "There is a moment, in which time stops, that everything you know turns into things you knew, and there were new things to learn, that you can never; but only know." Now, this part confused me. And I know it shouldn't, considering I'm the one who wrote it, but… it did. So I went through and figured it out and I think it means that there were new things that you could never learn, as in actually find out about, study about, things you wouldn't experience having to discover. Then when I say 'but only know' I mean that, like I said, you could never learn it, but now, as you die; you just suddenly know it. Get it? It's confusing I know.
And I just thought I should say: just because I wrote this, it does not mean I believe life happens like this. I actually don't believe that at all)
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