Panting deeply, Xiaoyu gazed mindlessly at the cum dripping from her fingers. Her first time having sex, Her virginity was horrifically taken away from her, Ling didn't have an idea where to begin to make sense of it all. visiting her close friend who she hasn't seen in months. it was meant to be a happy reunion but instead what took place was nothing less than a disaster. Jin used and abused her, sexually violated her trust.

A part of her wanted to hate him for what he's done to her. but the majority of her was beginning to believe that maybe, just maybe it was a blessing in disguise. She got what she always wanted and more. Sure things didn't exactly turn out to match her dream image. but the most importing thing was she had finally achieved Jin.

It had been seven mind-bending frustrating days since then. and still she couldn't stop reliving the experience in her mind. she found herself becoming addicted to the embarrassment she'd suffered, The humiliation, pleasure, pain, his devilish ways. In her enormously aroused mind she could barley last 10 minutes without sexually thinking about him. each time literally soaking her panties, sometimes in the most awkward situations as the uncontrollable urge to relieve herself of an Orgasm became so painfully unbearable.

Feels like your world is caving in
And I cry, failing to understand,
I wish I can...

''Jin... why?'' she spoke depressingly

Now with her breathing returning to normal and her urge somewhat satisfied for the moment, Xiaoyu pulled up her panties under her skirt and quickly exited the bathroom stall to resume working. Her shift was almost over for today but her torture just like the previous days was just beginning.

''I have to see him again...'' she mumbled desperately

Stress-fully tossing her keys on the couch and kicking her shoes off, Xiaoyu sighed heavily. Her ride home on the train was a recipe for a panic attack. being packed together on a crowded train in her condition almost made her completely lose it. But thankfully she was able to control herself and survive the torture.

Walking into the kitchen the smell of food immediately caught her attention. These pass few days having her thoughts so occupied with, Jin Kazama. she hasn't eaten a thing and her senses were now starting to realise how hungry she actually was and her stomach was quite vocal about it too as it growled. Pointing to her stomach Xiaoyu frowned. ''Don't be so pushy''

Unwrapping the plate left out on the table for her Ling's mood brighten a bit. ''Teriyaki Salmon Sushi'' somehow that's exactly what she was craving. Kami, was she forever thankful to have a best friend like, Miharu. she always knew how to cheer her up sometimes without even saying a word, just her thoughtfulness was enough to make her smile.

Shoving a piece of sushi in her mouth. She left the rest waiting there as she went to thank Miharu for her kindness. On her way to approaching the door she could hear music coming from Miharu's room. as she stood in-front of the door she briefly wondered if she should wait until later because maybe she had company and Ling didn't want to interrupt them if they were having sex or something. But 2 months ago they came up with the idea of using signs on their doors if they were to be engaged in something importing and wished not to be bothered. But, Recently those signs have been used as more of a joke than anything else. Like last week Miharu hung a self-decorated sign on her door that said in big bold colorful letters. ''I'm Masturbating'' There was even an amusing drawing of herself laying in bed doing just that. needless to say Xiaoyu got a good laugh out of it. she even made a few in interesting signs herself.

Deciding now that it would be okay since she didn't see a sign or hear anything other than music. She gave the door a few knocks. Xiaoyu stood there a moment later waiting to see if she would answer but she didn't receive a reply. so she slid the door slightly open and took a peep inside and noticed her laying there without moving. sliding the door completely open she walked inside where she was fully able to recognize the scene. The air conditioner was turned on high blasting cold air into the room. Her stereo was loud enough that Ling would have been surprised if Miharu could hear anything outside of this room.

Turning towards the bed she stared at her sleeping nude with a half open book laying next to her. picking it up and turning it over Ling read the title. ''Ten Ways To Achieve The Perfect Orgasm'' She couldn't help but giggle at this. ''Wah, You and your sexual perfection'' she spoke sitting the book on the dresser. Gripping the edge of the sheets Xiaoyu pulled it over her best friend and kissed her forehead. ''Sweet dreams, Mi-chan. Thank you for the food''

''I love you'' she spoke gracefully. going to turn down the air-conditioner and radio, she left the room to resume her meal.

'What are you doing here? did you actually come here with the intentions of us starting a relationship?... Don't be so foolish, Xiaoyu'' He glared at her amusingly. '' There is nothing between us. other than space. which you're invading''

''Am I really, Jin?'' she questioned hurtfully. ''No, I didn't come here with the soul-purpose of us beginning a relationship. I came here for answers as the why the guy I've come to known over the years would treat me and such a worthless way?''

''He's Dead''

''You're talking, standing, breathing, Hmm? to me Jin you look very much alive. What happen to you? why are you behaving this way?... What would cause you to want to hurt the only person in your life that's been so devoted to you and tried her best to know the real person inside, instead of, Kazama Jin, The famous rich grandson of Heihachi. The heir of a multi-million dollar company. No, Jin. I have never saw you that way. what I saw was a boy that really needed someone. and I was willing to sacrifice what I had to, to protect you'' She cried whistle her voice rose. ''You let me inside your life, you gave me a chance and I became your best friend, so don't tell me I'm invading your space!''

A moment of silence passed with them glaring at each other.

''What do you want me to say, Xiao?... That I'm sorry. is that what you came here expecting, an apology? I gave you want you wanted. so the only you should be doing is Thanking me.''

Shaking her head in disbelief as her tears continued to pour down her face she spoke in a heart-broken tone. ''I can't believe you... If you truly believe the things your saying then I guess I was mistaking. The person I knew before was just a dream that I dreamt and this is the honest you that I'm facing now... I'm sorry for invading your space, Mr Kazama'' She turned around to leave but stopped as she felt him gently grab her hand.

I may have wasted all those years
They're not worth their time in tears
I may have spent too long in darkness
In the warmth of my fears

''It's not a dream, Xiao...'' He looked deep into her water-filled eyes. ''I've been going through things lately, I want you here. Promise that you're not going to leave me''

Xiaoyu could hear the softness in his voice and see the agony that appeared on his face. it reminded her so much of the times when they were first becoming friends in High School. how nervous and scared he looked about opening up to her. squeezing his hand affactedly within hers she told him softly. ''I'm not going to leave you, Jin''

''Is that a Promise?''

She shook her head. '''Watashi wa anata no mono.' She answered sincerely

''Good, Because I like having you'' He eye'd her

Xiaoyu could feel herself blushing as he gazed at her wantingly. ''Does, this mean you want me to be your... girlfriend?'' she asked shyly

Grinning wickedly he took a hold of her belt and brought her closer against him. ''Hai, Now lets make it official...''

Song: P O D - Going In Blind

Watashi wa anata no mono - I'm yours

Hai - Yes