Author's note...
Since the last chapter of Before He Whispered Her Name I have gotten nearly 30 messages from people saying they were no longer going to read my stories. From over 300 alerts that the story had is now down to 28. Mostly people are saying that they are not interested and some are talking about how I never edit or proof read before posting. I asked almost everyone if they would continue reading if I would have everything edited and fixed but they all said no.
I know there are a few that haven't given me any negative responses and that want me to continue writing but as of right now, I don't think I am going to finish writing anything. I've been sort of depressed lately anyways and just reading all of this negativity toward my stuff sorta just put the final nail in the coffin so to speak.
As some people know from talking to me is that I had a really rough year last year. I had a total of nine family members pass away in the time of 2 months and I also lost a very close friend in April and then my best friends dad passed away in May. My friend that passed, her mom asked me over yesterday for a lunch and to catch up because we hadn't spoken since the funeral. I went over to her house and nothing had changed. My friend's shoes were still by the front door and her jacket still on the coat rack. And for a moment the thought, 'Ashlee is home!' popped into my head before I realized what I was actually thinking. So instead of having lunch with her mom yesterday, I ended up sitting on her bed with her mom crying because it finally hit me that she and everyone else isn't coming back.
I had call my mom to pick the kids up from their dad's house because I was such a mess. Then when I finally got home, I check on the kids and then opened my laptop and click my email inbox only to be greeted with all of those messages.
So, with all that rambling done I just wanted to say that I wont be posting anything any time soon and I am really sorry to those who did want to read. I guess I I will listen to one of the comment that said I should stick to reading the originals instead of trying to write my own...
-Jenn.