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Authors Note: Today all I have to say is this chapter is from Bella's Eyes

Chapter Six

I was so surprised to be having a flash that I just let it take me over. WE were almost home, about forty-eight miles out from the house. I just zoned out.

I was huddled down in a closet somewhere. The shoes under my butt hurt and the dusty clothes above my head made me want to sneeze but I couldn't. I couldn't make a sound.

My mind started to flick through other memories, only able to hold onto one for a few milliseconds.

I was naked in my bed, my sheets wrapped around my ankles and legs and someone was standing over me. The face blurred more and more every time I tried to see who it was. I didn't want to remember it. Cold hands grasped my calves.

And then the first vision pushed back to the front of my mind.

I could hear a woman screaming, desperately. I couldn't make out what she was saying. Her daughter. Getting out. It didn't make sense. At first I thought she was telling me to get out of the closet. I reached up to pull the light string that hung down, just brushing my head when I stood, but a shouted curse made me jerk back into the corner.

"You will not leave or take my daughter!" The woman's cries became loud long wails of misery. She just kept screaming yes. I heard glass shatter and a bang and it was silent. I heard muffled footsteps moving around the room before coming to the closet and I realized I hadn't locked the door. The door was hauled open before I could lock it. I screamed as loud as I could.

As the scene faded and my sense slide back into place, I knew. That was just the beginning of the torture. No one was going to save that poor little girl. No had cared enough to help me. My sight was the last to return to me and I saw Edward take a step toward me. After what I had just seen, I didn't want any man around me right now. I just needed to think. My fingers clenched into fists to keep from taking a step back and showing my fear.

"I'm fine; I just…left for a second there." I kept my voice low, afraid it would crack and tried for a smile, even though I could tell it was a weak one. I hated having these flashes but I didn't know if I wanted them gone or not. They gave me at least a small form of consistency in my abnormally long life. He stayed silent, not smiling back. So I got straight to the point.

"Listen…" I took a deep unneeded breathe. "Go on ahead without me. I just need a minute." My muscles were stiff and my nerves were strung out on a wire. I just wanted to be alone.

"I can wait." He said resolutely and I could see that deep in his astonishing amber eyes that he was worried, but showing his feelings wasn't his way. His worry and concern did stop me from harsh though.

"No!" I hated being mean with him, it hurt me to see him hurt, even though I know it's stupid.

"Move ahead, now!" I could see the pain in his eyes but I watched as they hardened in anger. He searched my face and I made certain he would not be able to discern anything from my expression or my eyes as I had with him. My grip on the aftermath of my flash was slipping and he needed to leave now. I didn't want him to see me the way I was when all my barriers fell.

"Go on! Go!" I watched as he nodded, turned and pounced into the trees before running full speed, glancing back only once. I made sure he'd disappeared…and I let go.

Millions of human memories, all more horrific than the last, flipped through my mind like the pages of a book, but I could not catch a singular memory. They all stopped abruptly when I hear myself screaming. My vision faded and I lay shaking. I was lying on my back on the ground, I was spread eagled, and my eyes stung with unshed able tears. The bite mark throbbing in tempo to the venom pushing itself through my veins. Sitting up, I rubbed my fingers over the crescent shaped scar on space just underneath my ear. I couldn't recall any of the flashes besides the first. I stood up and looked around, I was still in the same place, which I hadn't expected and the forest around me was silent which I had expected. Done for now with my mental break down, I turned and sprinted toward home. I should tell Jackson.

Will I? Can I?

Questions I didn't have answers to.

Authors Note: Okay so this was short chapter, but I think it's crucial to stressing to everyone how her flashes and visions go. This is the only way she can remember what happened to her in her human life. The only thing she can really remember is that her parents died and that her best friend was Jacob Black, because those were big things. Nothing else really. Review and tell me what you think. Questions, comments and, suggestions are all accepted.

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