These chapters are seriously getting short...I think I may be having writer's block...Anyways..hope you guys enjoy this new chapter....Send your supports in the review box..Please and thank you....


Get Lost

Mello's POV

"Hey Near, what are you doing?" I sat on the bed, looking at the lump covered by the sheets. "Why are you hiding under the covers?" I asked again, feeling anxious for some reason.

"M-Mello, um, can you please leave." Near refused to get out under the covers.

"Near, what are you saying? Come on, stop playing these games." I suddenly felt very worried, something was wrong, I pulled away the covers roughly.

WHAT THE HELL!! The kid cringed into a ball. There was bruises and burnt marks everywhere, and the kid was wearing nothing but the usual pajama shirt which was unbuttoned.

"Near what happened!!" I felt my blood boil, anger or worry, I'm not sure which one.

"M-Mello-I-I'm-ss-rry" I felt my heart breaking into pieces, watching Near cry like that. "P-Pl-es-forgive m-me-Imm-s-ss-ry"

"Shh" I hushed, "It's okay, it's not your fault, just tell me what happened."

I hugged the kid, being careful not to touch the bruises, letting Near cry as much as she needed. Finally, there were only soft sobs and hiccups, "It's ok, can you tell me what happened now?" I tried to sound calm, but I already have an idea of what happened, now it's just a matter of who, so that I can go kill that bastard.

"I-I-d-din-t w-wwant-to" I stroke those white curls, comforting, waiting for all the words to be spoken, "H-he-made me-" Come on Near, tell me who it was. "I'm s-sor-ry-" Near broke down again. I hugged that thin frame close, hearing muffled sobs against my chest.

"H-How could he-It was s-so awef-ful-I trusted h-him-and he---and he--he raped me!" I almost choked when Near finally said it. Even though I had already known it, it was still terrible to hear. "How could he…..Matt.."


"YOU PIECE OF SHIT!!" I scoffed, punching that bastard in the face.

"M-Mello?" Matt tried to pick himself off the ground. He looked like he's just seen a ghost.

"HOW COULD YOU DO THIS!!!" I snapped, pointing the gun and releasing the safety.

"Hey…w-wait! What are you talking about?" the redhead finally stood up, blinking the blood away from his eyes.

"Don't act dumb! I know what you did to Near!!! You SHIT!!" I snarled, kicking Matt in the stomach.

Matt got up sluggishly, holding his body in a hunch manner. "Tell me it isn't true!" I huffed. There was no answer. So it is true.

"DAMN YOU!!" I smack the gun on Matt's ear. I aimed the gun right between those eyes, ready to pull the trigger. UGH!! WHY COULDN'T I DO IT!!!


"Hi there, what's you name?" I stared at the redhead. He was the first kid gutsy enough to come speak to me, everyone else was too afraid.

"Name's Mello." I said acting cool.

"Mellow, so that's why you're so cool all the time." the kid grinned like some idiot.

"No, it's M-E-L-L-O. There's no W, you got that?" I said with my tough guy voice.

"Ooh, Mello, no W." the kid giggled. What the heck is an idiot like him even doing in Wammy's? I thought to myself.

"So Mello, you wanna go play some football?" that was the first time anyone invited me to play.

"Y-Yeah" I was surprise.

"Cool, let's go." the redhead dragged me along, "My name's Matt, by the way. You and me, we're gonna be best buds, right?" he grinned at me again. My first friend.


UGHH!! Why am I remembering these things now! I can't, I can't do it, he's my best friend.

"Get lost." I gritted my teeth, "I don't ever want to see you again."

"Mello" his voice sounded pleading.

"I said get lost!!" I snapped, "If I ever see you again, I'll kill you, I swear I will!!"


I walked into the apartment, it was empty, Near was gone. "NEAR" I called out, looking high and low, suddenly I heard footsteps, and the sound of the door closing. "Near!" I ran over and wrapped my arms around the kid, she was so warm.

"Near, where'd you go?" I quickly asked like a frantic mother.

"Mel-lo?" Those black eyes widened. "W-What are you doing here?"

"What are you saying? I was worried, so I came to check on you." Near, why are you acting so strange?

"But you're only suppose to be here in the morning." Near looked confused for the first time, "I must be losing my mind faster than I thought."

"W-What?" Near, why are you saying all these strange things?

"I must I'm dreaming or something." Near mumbled as if I wasn't there.

"Near, what are you talking about?" I tried not to raise my voice, "I'm real! I'm here right now!!" I took those slender fingers and ran them on my face.

"NO!" the kid pulled away, stepping back, "Mello's gone. He's dead."

"No Near, I didn't die. Look at me, I'm real!!" I shouted, disbelieving that Near could be so daft, so this whole time she thought I was what? An imagination?

The little thing shook her head, white curls swaying, "No! Mello's dead! He was killed by the Death Note!" Some tears were rolling down those pale cheeks.

"No, I didn't die. I shot Takada before she wrote my name. I was with you the whole time, helping you with the Kira case in the background. Near, I'm alive, I'm real!" I felt like I was on the verge of breaking down myself.

"It can't be…" I heard sobs, "If this is real, that means everything else is real….all those things…Matt.." Near collapsed, holding that perfect porcelain face in her hands.

"Near, I know it's hard, but it's real." Near, I'm so sorry for letting you go through all these sufferings, after all the ordeal you've been through…I should've been there……I'm sorry…


Ooh...looks like all of them are alive...isn't that just peachy...anyways..REVIEW!! I need REVIEWS... Seriously...I think I may have a disease or something....

P.S. To zizi..Welcome back...I thought you were gone...