Ok..Here's a soft lemon...but no rapes..I don't think Near can handle any more...Anyways...Please R & R....

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Truly & Madly

Mello's POV

"Mello?" Near croaked.

"I'm still here." I smiled, leaning down to kiss those white bangs.

"Mello I-" the kid placed a hand over her mouth.

"What's wrong?" All these worries never seem to end. Suddenly, the kid pushed me, almost letting me fall from the bed and rushed straight to the bathroom.

"Near!" I ran after, finding the kid throwing up, "N-Near you ok?" I stammered, holding those white curls from Near's face.

"Yes, I'm f-" the kid couldn't even finish before throwing up again. I helped Near up after she finally stopped, helping the little thing to wash up. "Near, we should take you to a doctor." I was seriously worried, I've never seen Near this sick, ever.

"No, that won't be necessary." that freakin' monotonous attitude again, "This is quite normal."

"What the hell! What's normal about throwing up!!" I snapped. Near grimaced, started twirling on a lock of hair again, I sighed, calming myself, "Near don't be like this. I'm sorry." Reaching forward and hugging that thin frame. I felt the skin on my chest get wet, the kid was sobbing again. Darn it, when did Near get so emotional?

"Imm-rek-ant-" the kid mumbled against my bare chest.

"What was that?" I loosen my grip, looking at those watery black eyes.

"I-I-m-pregnant."

Near's POV

"I-I-m-pregnant." There, I finally said it. I never felt so relieved. I took in a deep breath, looking at Mello, he had a very strange look on his face.

"How far are you?" he asked, yellow hair covering his eyes.

"I-um-two months." I don't get it, what was Mello thinking?

"Get rid of it." He said through his teeth.

"W-What?!" I was caught off guard, "Why? I thought you'd be happy. It's yours. Mello, this is our baby." I was tearing up again.

"I said get rid of it!!" Mello scoffed, glaring at me.

"Mello, please, I thought you love me." Why was he acting this way? I didn't understand, it wasn't logical. The reason I kept the baby was because I thought it was what Mello wanted, and now he's telling me to get rid of it. No, I couldn't do it, this thing inside me, it was the only reason why I'd even bother living after his assumed death.

"Yes I love you and if you love me back, you'll do as I say." Mello said calm, but there was a ragged tone in his voice. "Get rid of it" he repeated.

"Mello.." I whispered through my sobs, suddenly I felt a very strong tug and Mello dragged me along, "W-what are you doing! Let go!" I squirmed. I was shoved into a car, Mello got in as well. "We're going to get that thing out of you now!" he huffed, locking the doors and roaring the engines to life. He drove way over the speed limit and we arrived at a hospital very shortly.

Mello got off, walking over to my door and opening it, "Get down."

"N-No" I stuttered, I had enough of doing everything Mello says, I wasn't going to comply to this, I'm keeping the baby, and that was final. I gave Mello a very firm look, so that he got what I meant.

I heard him groan, then he got in, sitting on me, and swiftly locked the door. I gulped as he lowered the seat so fast, my head thump. "Mello.." I shuddered. Oh no, I thought we were over this.

"Near," he breathed in, trying to calm down, "you just don't get it. I'm looking out for your best interest, so just do as I say while I'm still asking nicely." Was he threatening me?

"I knew it," my visions started to blur again, that means I must be crying, "I knew you didn't love me. I knew it, all you wanted was someone to spend the night and now you can't deal with the consequences."

"Don't you ever say that. I love you, more than anything." he leaned his forehead against mine.

"Then why-"

"I just don't want what happened before to happen again." Before? I blinked, confused. "You're not ready for this." he finished his sentence.

"No Mello" I said, wiping my tears, "You're not ready for this, but I am. I'm keeping the baby, whether you like it or not. I've been at this for two months now, with no help from anyone and if you don't want to be the father, then fine, I'll just raise the baby on my own." I huffed, finally returning to my old independent and confident self. But somewhere deep inside, I was shivering, scared if Mello was going to do those things again.

…silence….

"Hmph" Mello smiled, rolling his eyes, "I just can't win can I?" I didn't answer, instead my hand reached for my hair again, relieved that at least Mello was joking, so that means he wasn't going to hurt me. "Haiz…" He shook his head, sighing. "Fine, I guess I can't really do anything, since it's your body."

"That's right, it's my body and my baby," I sounded childish, pouting.

The corner of his lips curled into a smirk, then he pinched my cheek, "You little rascal." I winced, pushing the hand away, then I leaned forward, kissing Mello, accidentally giggling. "What's so funny?" Those blue eyes focused on me. "For once, I kissed Mello and not the other way around."

"You little rascal." he said again, grinning, and tousling my hair. His eyes went very soft, kissing me on the lips gently, licking my lower lip for entrance, I parted, letting his tongue pass, tasting each other. I never thought I'd see the day, but I was indeed making out with a guy in his car. It was refreshingly amusing.

"Mello" He slid down my pants, I was glad that the windows were so heavily tinted and that we were the only ones down at the parking lot. I helped him with his leather pants then slipping off his vest, hands idly resting on his chest, feeling the muscles flexed. I wrapped my now naked legs around Mello's waist, slightly shaking from fear or excitement, maybe both, I've never 'exposed' myself like this before. I think Mello was surprised too because there was a very short pause. He chuckled softly, placing his mouth on my breast. His mouth went to my neck, nibbling on the skin, sucking and biting.

I felt his erection touching my entrance so lightly, he brought his face up to mine, he had a worried expression, "I promise this won't hurt." Mello, why did you have to say something like that? All the memories were flooding back, I shut my eyes, trying to block it out. He stroke my hair gently, waiting for an answer or more like a consent. What should I say? Would he hurt me like all those times? Up until now, the sex we had was sort of a one-sided thing, I never really wanted any of it. My heart pounded rapidly and breathing became difficult, I was scared.

"I-I don't mind getting hurt." I let the first thing that came to my lips blurt out. I opened my eyes, looking at disappointed blue eyes, for once, I've answered a question wrongly. I gently ran a hand on his scarred face, smiling, "No what I mean is, I know Mello won't hurt me, I want to be with him" I heard a sighed then Mello kissed me chastely and pushed himself through me. Mello was always good as this, but somehow it seemed so much more pleasurable this time, I was mentally memorizing everything that was happening, his smell, his touch, his kiss, his voice, his love.

"Mmn.." I heard his moans, I was really happy that I could satisfy him. My heart was pounding so hard, I couldn't even out my breath, I couldn't help but feel like I'm being teased, Mello already knows my sweet spot and yet he was taking such a long time to reach it. But from what I can tell, Mello always likes to take his time, and I'm not really good at this, so not much to complain about.

Finally he touched me just the right way, my body tingling from the orgasm as he pushed further, "I love you, truly and madly" he said in my ear. I never felt so complete in my life, only Mello can make me feel this way, this is right, this is how it should be, no sadistic lust, no masochistic needs, just me and Mello loving each other. "Near, I love you"

"and I'll love the baby too, I promise, forever and ever."

A few tears escaped my eyes, so this is what happiness feels like, "I love you, Mello, I love you" I rubbed my hips against his, encouraging. He pushed some more, the feeling was great and perfect. This is real, all of it is real, everything. Mello's here with me and we're going to have a baby together, it's real…..

Hehe...so what you guys think...I actually did some studying before writing this...hope my lemons have improved....anyways..I think I'll be writing some fluffy or another lemon for Mello & Near before getting back to Matt...does anybody mind the rape thing...cuz I think there may be at least one more ahead...seriously...send your comments to the REVIEW box....