Kai's Nightmare

Kai's POV

I was lying in the dark. The light from the full moon spilled through the window. The smell of mixed body fluids flooded my senses, and my stomach was cramped. I was repulsed.

"where an I, I'm leaving," I said.

i climbed out of bed and headed for the bathroom when I heard a very deep masculine voice "Go ahead," he replied.I turned around and saw a very built man with blond hair lying on the bed that I was once in completely naked just lying there, I then noticed a shadow near the door and another man not as well built with dark brown hair was near the door only in black silk boxers.

His words shocked me. I was confused, and for a moment I wasn't sure what had happened. I started to get dressed, but before I could finish the blond man moved to stand with the other man in the doorway holding his terry-cloth bathrobe closed with one hand.

"To have such a beautiful face and body, it is a shame to not use it," he said. " but we broke you in" replied the other both with sick lusty grins on their faces.

He turned and started for the living room, leaving me with the other man "turn around so I can get changed you sick pervert" I shouted. But he didn't he just winked at me and the removed himself from the room. I quickly put on my clothes and got ready to leave.

I ran to the front door when I heard "You want something to drink?" the darked haired one asked. "All we have right now is water."

"No," I said.

His small-town, choirboy smile was different from before. Now it seemed like the smile of a clever, evil cartoon care who had just swallowed a canary. I sat on the couch near his chair. A small brass lamp illuminated the room,. The room relfected how I felt--cheap, trashed and used.

"What just happened?" I heard some part of me ask.

"We made love," the evil cat responded.

"Made love! Lovemaking is between people in love," I said, my voice a whisper. I was speaking more to myself than to him, questioning my own actions as well as his.

"Okay, if we didn't make love, what did we do?" asked the other asked.

"you raped me, YOU FUCKING RAPED ME," I shouted.

"Rape no, Lust! Okay, maybe there was lust, but both of us had it. What are you trying to say?"

"I am saying that I told you before that I didn't want anything sexual I was just walking the street when you came up to me, and OH MY GOD you knocked me out didn't you." I sounded amazingly calm for me anyway, as the scene played back in my mind like some old black-and-white movie.

"Are you saying we raped you?"

"Yes."

"No way. You wanted us. we could tell by the way you were walking. I just helped you make up your mind," he said again. He smiled.

"Come on in, baby how about we go again" the dark haired one asked.

"NOT ON YOUR LIFE" I shouted and just ran out the front door and onto the cold streets of moscow.

As I ran down the sucluded streets it all ran back into my mind of what had just happened to me

I remember saying no, and no again I remember screaming for them to let me go. I remember them saying come on you know you want it. I remember one pushing me down and forcing my pants and boxers off while the other held my hands down, then all I remember was looking down and seeing him with nothing on and this arful pain between my legs, I felt like I was being ripped apart. As I lost consousness I heard the laughing that laugh with alsays haunt me.

My mind had begun to race. I was cold in pain and weak. I had to stop I found an alley and laid down. I looked down and saw blood, my blood, I realised I was bleeding but before I could do anything I just collasped.

The words still in my head

I had been raped! Kai hiwatari raped……….