Letter 2. (Song: If you're gonna leave by Emerson Hart)
Dear Lisa,
There's a lot I want to say to you. Maybe even too much that I want to say but I'll go with what I get. I know you think of me as a fool, a player and all of those things but deep down, I'm not. But it doesn't matter how hard I try, you'll never back down your guard. I guess, after all of this, I really am a lie in disguise. You pretend to be strong and so bullet proof but under that professional attire that you try so hard to keep, lies the real you. You try and show your persona as bullet proof. I just have one question. Did you have a doubt for my love for you, or did you have a doubt of your love for me? Did you hesitate to leave? Maybe I'm not the one, for you. If you're gonna leave, I told myself so long ago, then you better go. But I haven't kept my word. I haven't moved on, not quite yet. But now I woke up and decided that I wasn't gonna waste anymore time. So you have two ways you can run to. Me, or the forgetful path. But I I'm not going to waste my days on what might've been. Either way, you better hurry, because time is running out. The clock is ticking. Because, forever isn't lasting. But maybe a ring can show eternity with the vows that are proposed. But if you say that we're over. Then it's done. Maybe I'm just not the one…
Maybe i'm the joker
Maybe i'm the fool in your eyes
Maybe i'm the weak one
Maybe i'm a lie in disguise
Maybe i'm angry
Cause i'm the one whos always wrong
Maybe i'm not the one whos so strong
But did ya think about it
Did ya pull it in and pull out
Could you live without me
Did you ever really have a doubt
But do you understand it baby
When you say its over its done
Maybe i'm not the one
So If you're gonna Leave
Ya you better get going
Cause I ain't wasting no more time
What ya did and what ya didn't
So if you're gonna leave
Ya you better start running
Cause I ain't wasting no more time
What it might have been
We can stand on reason
We can fight about all the things
This isn't for forever
This is more than a wedding ring
But do you understand it baby
When you say its over its done
Maybe i'm not the one
So If you're gonna Leave
Ya you better get going
Cause I ain't wasting no more time
What I did and what I didn't
So if you're gonna leave
Ya you better start running
Cause I ain't wasting no more time
Whoa did it happen again
The things that you wanted
for being a friend
How did it happen again
Just look onward baby
cause some day you might need a friend
So If you're gonna Leave
Ya you better get going
Cause I ain't wasting no more time
What We did and what we didn't
So if you're gonna leave
Ya you better start running
Cause I ain't wasting no more time
I ain't wasting no more time
What it might have been
SEND.
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