The whole world was getting bigger, so was she

The lines where being crossed.

she dreamed about him,

thought about him,

only to finally realize

he was gone.

And then she

just cried

Stella was sad, and tired. Too tired to work... to get Mac out of her mind, but working was never going to do it. She thought of mac dreamed of him still thought of him every minute. Stella was sitting watching Law-and-order reruns. She was so tired, and her puffy stomach just poked out. Being pregnant sucked for her.

Stella had always dreamed about the family she wanted because she was in Foster care her whole life. Now her baby was gonna grow up with no father. She was bored, and even more, she was gonna need to be at work at six thirty tomorrow morning.

Stella went into her bedroom, and as she got into bed, she passed out right after she pulled the covers over her body.

In her dream she was finally happy, and smiling. Her and Mac finally happy, but Mac left in her dream she was upset just like she was in real life. Stella woke up crying, and since it was almost time for work, she got up got dressed brushed her teeth. She was tired but she knew she couldn't drink coffee.

She wanted it to work.

He wanted to know his son.

She wants a baby to raise with him.

He never knew about his four year old.

Now she's alone.

And the love story gone.

The baby is here.

And she's

alone.

In her dreams most were happy. In some she was sad, and in others she was heart broken. she wanted to see Mac, to see why he didn't want to come back. She assumed he does want to come home, but he also wants to stay with his son.

As Stella walked into work she got this fast heart beat like something was wrong. She could practically feel the babies heart beat too. Everyone's heads were down. "Adam was caught in a bomb and died on impact." As she heard Stella put her hands over her mouth. He was to young to die. She thought.

Lindsay, Danny, Don, and Jessica sat at the table, with their heads hung low. "Adam just went out into the field. He had no clue the doors where set to explode when you open them."

"Are we investigating this?" Stella questioned

"No" Jessica said laying her hand on Don;s thigh.

Stella personally thought that was a stupid question.

Over in London. Mac was looking at the picture. "Maybe i should go back" Mac thought. Mac looked at Dilan. "Maybe i should not go back" Mac thought. Peyton was looking at Dilan play with his blocks. Peyton did not want Mac to go back to Stella. She wanted hem to stay here and merry her.

"Mac dear?" Peyton asked,

"Yes?"

"Everything okay?" Peyton asked.

"Just thinking."

Mac was thinking about going back helping her with this child. But he did not wanna leave Dilan. He was not gonna miss out on his life, anymore than he already had.

Stella sat in the lab. rubbing her stomach she felt sick to her stomach. She was eating chips from the vending machine upstairs. She could hardly believe it, in five months she was going to be a mother. All by herself unless mac comes back, which she doubted would happen.

Stella fell asleep on her desk from doing all the paperwork in the world. Don and Jess went home to their daughter and Son, who Lindsay and Danny had been watching, along with their kids, Lucy and Jacob.

Jessica and Don walked into Stella's office with two five month old twins Danielle, and Don the III. Stella was totally asleep.

"Stella wake up." Jessica whispered, tapping Stella.

"What?" Stella asked picking her head up,

"Morning?" Don asked.

"yeah, I guess." Stella said as she rubbed her eyes.

"You wanna hold them?" Don asked

"Of course." Stella said

Jessica handed Danielle to Stella. but when Don came over with Don the III she swapped babies.

"He is so big!" Stella said as she looked at him.

"Since we are not working you are free to come over and look at the baby stuff in their room to get some ideas..." Jess said

Later at Jess and Don's house. Don ran into the house hopped over the couch and put Call of duty: Modern warfare 2 in the XBOX. Jessica saw him play it twenty four hours a day when they where home from work.

"Does he always play that?" Stella asked Jess

"Yeah." Jessica said plainly.

When Danielle and Don the III started crying, Jess hurried up and got them out of their car seats. They were only five months but knew how to crawl.

"Wow you design this?" Stella asked

"Yep...Hold on a moment..." Jess ran out.

"DON ARE YOU EVER GOING TO GET OFF THE MODERN WARFARE?!" She screamed

Don jumped up out of his seat.

"Yeah like now." Don said ducking so she can't hit hem

"Damn wife ruins my damn game time" Don whispered

"What did you say?" Jess asked turning around with raised eyebrows

"Nothing dear."

He was always there when she needed him.

Now he's always gonna be gone.

is it time to move on?

or not?

does his life mean more to her?

or does her life mean more to him?

does love go against darkness?

or does darkness go against love?

It was the day of Adam's funeral. He was killed by James forknock. He said "It was meant for my ex-girlfriend not him." But of course the wrong person opened the door and died. Everyone was in black. Mac was not there. Someone must have told him...

"would you like to say something?"

"Of course" Stella said, standing up. As she walked up to the front and stodd where she was gestured to, she said "Everyday as CSI's we find the evidence to put the person who did it away. Some of us had no clue what it was like to the people that just lost a person they loved. Now we all know the feeling of what it's like to lose a loved one. A co-worker, a friend, a Uncle, and a son. Now we can all look at those people and truly say I'm sorry." Stella said.

They Later buried Adam next to his grandfather. Stella rode in the car with Jess and Don, and their kids.

"Poor Adam." Jess said

"Yeah."

"He saw his life just go by him in a blink of an eye" Jess said as she looked back at Stella

"Stella?"

"Yes?"

"You wanna stay at our place?" Jess asked

"Sure."

When you have known one person your whole life,

you never thought they would break your heart.

They always said I love you forever, but

forever does not always work.

you get broken into two.

crying to sleep

knowing

what

he

did.

"You can sleep in the guest bed room" Jess said.

Stella went into the guest room and went to bed.

Don snuck out of the bedroom and got on modern warfare 2.

Stella started to laugh because she knew that Jess was going to come out of the bed room and kick him.

"GO TO BED DON!!!" Stella yelled.

Don ran back into the bed room and lied down, only to be disturbed by the smack Jess gave him.

"I told you no game..." Jess said.

"I'm sorry." Don said as he fell asleep.

Sorry it took so long ! I was busy