It took longer than I expected but you get a long lemony chapter in return. :-D Hipular and Kiba94 wanted Zexion to be seme so Zexion is seme, it's that simple!

Warning: Yaoi, Lemon (Yeah, I know you've been waiting for it. Don't even try to deny it! xD)

Disclaimer: I don't own Kingdom Heart and so on...

A/N: For the first and only time we get to "hear" Zexion's thoughts in his point of view! *yay*

Zexion: I don't want to.

Me: You have to! We want a proper apology for causing poor little Demy to cry.

Zexion: I make him cry?

Me: Yep, at the very beginning of this chapter.

Zexion: ...

Me: Well, please enjoy this, probably, penultimate chapter of "Loving Learning"! ^_^

Demyx cried…

Axel heard him but he didn't know how to help him so he just stood there in front of his door listening to his friend's sobbing.

Damn it! Zexion should know how sensitive Demyx was! Why had the both of them to argue in his house anyway? Alright, it was the house of Roxas and him but it's the same.

The redhead's heart almost broke. He could nearly hear how the tears of the dark blond fell to the ground.

That was enough, he had to find Zexion and make him apologize!

With that in mind he left to search for the slate haired male.

- Zexion's P.O.V. -

I'm sorry. I really am and I can't stand my little Demy crying…

I take one last deep breath before I step through the door that's between my and my sobbing lover.

Oh, just why had this redhead to come and drag me back here?

Demyx sits on the bed in the exact same position he sat when I had left. I sit down next to him and pull him into my arms.

"I'm sorry Demyx, please don't cry"

He stops sobbing for a moment to look into my eyes. His beautiful oceanic blue eyes are red from crying.

"Zexy…" He murmurs sobbing. "Please don't leave me!"

My hearts breaks.

"I'll never leave you, Demy" I assure him, pulling him closer.

"But I don't want to be separated from you, not even for a day!"

I put a hand on the top of his head so he can rest his head safely against my chest.

No, I can't give into him now. My life is still waiting for me…

"I don't want you to go, Zex" He whispers.

Why does he have to be so cute? It's the purest torture!

"I don't want to be separated from you either, Dem. But I can't stay with you yet…"

What should I do if I simply stayed here? I don't even know what I want to become yet! Demyx never had that problem. Everyone knew he would become a musician and he did but I don't know what will become of me. And the one that said that librarian would be the perfect occupation for me was an idiot! I love books, yeah I really do, but that's the most boring job I could think of. Alright the silence in a library is really alluring but I need something to do, you know?

Just why does he have to cry because of it?

"If you really don't want me to go, I won't"

I hope it was no mistake to say that.

He looks at me and suddenly stopped crying.

"Really?" He asks.

Good God… please make him think about what I want too.

I look at him, nodding slowly. He, in return, looks at me and I just can't seem to read in his eyes this time before he nuzzles against my chest again.

Oh, why does he have to be so cute? Sometimes I hate him for that…

- Zexion's P.O.V. End -

He sat there on the step at the entrance of the formerly club…

Perhaps he was waiting or he just wanted to be alone. But the first was more likely.

Axel sighed and went over to him, sitting down next to him.

"So… he left?" The redhead asked.

His friend nodded slightly.

"I thought he would stay if you wanted him to?"

"I don't want him to be unhappy, that's all" Demyx replied.

"So, you're waiting for him?"

The dark blond looked confused. "Of course I am! There's no other one for me!" He said agitated.

"Right…"

It became silent around them for a while...

"So… have you done it yet?" Axel suddenly asked.

"Of course not!" Demyx replied startled.

"There's nothing of course about it"

"Yeah, not for you…"

"Not for me… that sounds like I'm some brainless fucker" The redhead complained.

"Sorry… you know what I mean"

"I guess you're right… But you won't tell me that you didn't want it yet?"

Demyx blushed.

"So what kept you?" Axel asked smirking.

"Zexion isn't ready for it, I guess… You know, we're expecting more from this love than just sex"

"Whoa, now you're speaking way too poetically for me!"

The redhead laughed. "I wouldn't survive that. I mean, now you're waiting for him without being within him before"

The dark blond's blush deepened. "Who says Zexion is bottom?"

"Oh, is he not?"

"I don't know!" He replied quickly. "And I don't care right now…"

"Right. When is he coming back?"

"His first vacation starts June"

"What? But that's such a long time!"

Oh, he was such an idiot!

"Right" Demyx said sadly.

"Well… at least the weather should be nice by then…"

The dark blond stared at the ground.

Zexion should be proud to have such a patient lover.

X X X

Zexion sat alone at a table. This really reminded him of school… It was much better though. His courses were really interesting. He still preferred to be alone though. Sometimes he spoke with Vexen, his senior, about his work and theories. The blond was really intelligent but pretty much the strangest guy he knew. Zexion preferred his presence though if he could avoid a certain someone in return.

This certain someone had the same courses as the slate haired male and used every chance he got to stare at him. He really just stared. He hadn't said a single word to Zexion yet!

This guy had silver hair and his name was Xemnas and that's pretty much all Zexion knew about him.

"Zexy! Are you coming?" Vexen shouted through the room.

Right. There was this project Vexen wanted him to help him with.

"Yeah, I'm coming…"

He stood up and left the room with the long-haired male.

Oh, he hated those long corridors and every time he found a new reason for it. Today it was the high possibility to meet the person you wanted to avoid. Vexen didn't even notice him but Zexion couldn't ignore the stare of the silver haired man when he walked past him. He felt awkward, this gaze nearly frightened him.

"Hey, are you feeling sick?" Vexen asked.

"Huh? No, I'm fine"

At least as long as Xemnas wouldn't appear again.

Good thing vacation would start soon…

X X X

It felt good to be home again. Even the air at the station seemed to be welcoming him.

He was home after what seemed like an eternity. Now there was only one thing missing.

"Demyx…"

He smiled when the dark blond pounced on him, hugging and kissing him passionately, before he could even say anything else. Right, talking wasn't needed in this moment. Instead they were just kissing… in front of everyone again. Zexion was kind of used to it already.

After some minutes, that seemed like a second compared to the time they had been separated, Demyx pulled back. His oceanic blue eyes sparkled.

Oh, how he had missed that.

"Zexy, Zexy! Come on, come on! I've been waiting for you. That stupid train came ten seconds too late!"

Zexion just smiled. Something about that "absence makes the heart grow fonder" was true after all. He was happy and nearly started laughing when his lover dragged him towards the exit of the station impatiently…

X X X

"Come on, Demy! Where are we going? You don't have to show me around the city like I've never been here before"

They were walking through the city for hours now and Zexion was exhausted.

"You can rest later, Zexy. The day isn't over yet!" Demyx replied cheerfully.

He was a bundle of energy, like always. Why was he dragging him into the park though? It has never been interesting; it was nothing more than a big green meadow and a few trees anyway. This place had always been boring.

"Come on Zex, it's not much further"

What was not much further? Zexion gave up complaining; he couldn't do anything but following his lover that was walking across the meadow. Suddenly Demyx stopped in front of him.

"What's wrong?"

Demyx turned, holding some kind of scarf in his hand.

"Oh, please no…"

"Come on, it's a surprise" The dark blond said smiling at him.

Zexion couldn't believe that he actually allowed Demyx to blindfold him!

They walked a few meters before he was unblindfolded again and he couldn't believe what he saw. A picnic blanket, a picnic bag… in the middle of the meadow, nothing else far and wide.

"You like it?"

"It's great" Zexion replied. "But why here? Here's…"

"Nothing but the two of us" Demyx finished the sentence smiling.

Zexion blushed slightly. "You're right… It's wonderful"

Demyx smile grew wider.

Nothing was worth more than this togetherness, simply lying together their fingers entwined and staring at the still light blue night sky; only a few dark clouds were to be seen.

"Have I ever told you that I love you?" Zexion asked.

"Yeah… but it has been while since the last time"

The slate haired male chuckled. "I love you, love you so much"

He leaned over his lover to place a soft kiss on his lips.

The oceanic blue eyes sparkled. "I love you too, Zexy"

X X X

Demyx was ever so cheerful when they arrived at their apartment. He complained about being lonely without Zexion but his lover knew he was annoying Axel everyday he wasn't there.

They barely stepped through the door before Demyx started pouncing on him. They exchanged breathtaking kisses and his tongue slid along Zexion's lower lip, asking for entrance. But the slate haired male refused to part his lips. Instead Zexion's tongue entwined his and they shared an open-mouthed kiss. He used his chance to explore the sweet interior of the dark blond's mouth.

He pushed Demyx against the wall, gentle but urging, and felt how aroused his lover was.

"Zexy…" He whispered, sliding his hands down Zexion's arms.

"Do you want me?" He purred and Zexion gasped when his hands slid beneath his shirt.

He felt his member reacting to Demyx's caresses and he couldn't bring himself to say no. The slate haired male wouldn't decline the offer his lover had made with that question.

"Yes" He breathed into his ear and saw Demyx tense up for a moment. When he looked up at him he smiled innocently but with lust in his eyes.

Zexion led his lover to the bedroom, pushing him onto the bed immediately. They shared a passionate kiss, his hands moving to the hem of Demyx's shirt. He broke the kiss to pull the article of clothing off of his body. Zexion took his time to admire the slender frame of his lover before he began to cover the soft skin with his kisses.

Demyx gasped and moaned when he felt Zexion's tongue gently licking at his nipple. He slightly pulled at his shirt, wanting to feel his lover's skin as well. Zexion quickly removed his shirt and continued to place soft kisses on Demyx's skin. The dark blond's hands slid across his chest, squeezing his lover's nipples in a playful manner and enjoying the soft moans the man above him emitted. He groaned when Zexion touched his still clothed groin teasingly.

The slate haired male fumbled with Demyx's belt when his lover suddenly pulled him down to kiss his neck and then bite it. With the belt undone the pants were removed rather quickly, followed by his boxers. Demyx blushed but forgot his embarrassment immediately when Zexion began to stroke his member softly, the sensation flooding through his body.

He moaned and tugged at his lover's pants, wanting more. Reluctantly Zexion pulled back to take them off, freeing his erection from the annoying material. Seconds later he was on top of his lover again, their erections rubbing against each other.

Demyx felt his orgasm build up, needing release soon. He needed Zexion within him now.

"Zexion" He gasped.

The slate haired male noticed the precum leaking from his lover's member while he continued to stroke it gently.

"Do you have lube?" He asked.

Demyx nodded. Unable to speak without moaning he pointed to the bedside dresser. Zexion found the tube quickly and coated three of his fingers with the lubricant.

"Please tell me if I'm hurting you" He said, placing a soft kiss on Demyx's lips before he entered his lover with a finger.

The taller male gasped at the intrusion. Zexion waited for him to adjust to his finger and began moving it in and out. His lover moaned softly and he added another finger starting to stretch his walls in a scissor-like motion. After a while he added his third finger.

Demyx moaned when he found the spot him that gave him the most pleasure. Zexion removed his fingers much to the dark blond's disappointment and prepared himself to enter his lover, coating his member with the clear liquid.

Still stroking Demyx's member he thrust into his lover slowly. Demyx moaned loudly when he felt pleasure mixed with pain.

Zexion waited for his lover to give him permission to move further. When his lover pulled him down for a kiss he knew what Demyx wanted to tell him with that. He pulled back and thrust into him again, moving slowly; careful so he wouldn't hurt him.

Demyx moaned, digging his nails into his lover's shoulders; encouraging him to move faster. When Zexion thrust into him again he hit that sensitive spot within him.

He arched his back off the bed longingly. "Zexy!"

Kissing his lover passionately Zexion grabbed Demyx's member and began pumping it in time with his thrusts.

He felt Demyx's walls clenching around his erection when the dark blond spilled his seed between their bodies. With one last thrust Zexion came, releasing into his lover.

He pulled out of him, resting next to his heavy panting lover. Zexion leaned over him, looking into those oceanic blue eyes to see the lust still reflected within them.

Slowly coming down from their sexual high they shared another passionate kiss.

"I love you" Zexion whispered into his lover's ear.

Demyx chuckled and smiled at him, innocently as always.

"I love you too"

Actually I wanted this chapter to be longer, yup even longer, but I didn't want to keep you guys waiting^^

Reviews are welcomed as always :-)