Cat Call
I woke up feeling slightly flustered and embarrassed. I wasn't quite sure why I was embarrassed because he had physically been with Lissa it hadn't been my body that he actually touch but it didn't matter. In a sense he was all that mattered.
"oh shit" I yelped.
I had forgotten completely that I had hit him, and with the crunch I hear it was evident that I had broken something. A small smirk tugged at the corners of my mouth as I thought of all the time I would have loved to punch him. Now I felt crazy for wanting it. Why would I honestly want to hurt the person I love more than life itself.
"These aren't your thoughts get yourself together rose." I said aloud as I walked to my bathroom. I knew to a certain extent that I was right but I was also wrong. These where as much my thoughts now as they where hers. He was as much mine as he was hers. "snap out of it rose, there is nothing you want from him" I said stepping into the shower.
Oh but there was. I needed his touch. It had been awesome through lissa but I wanted to be the first person. I wanted his hand directly on me. I closed my eyes as I fantasized about all the things I wanted him to do to me. All the things I was sure he would do without regretting like Dimitri would.
"Damn it Rose!" I scolded myself. I needed a distraction, but what could be more distracting than fantasizing about having sex with you best friends boyfriend. Dimitri! On a normal basis I would not let myself think about such things but as I could clearly tell there was nothing normal about this. I tried to picture dimitri and his shoulder length hair and tall figure. His deep brooding eyes and his Russian accent. All of which turned right back into Christian and his shaggy black hair deep blue eyes and oh so rugged sensual voice.
"meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow MEOW MEOW MEOW!" I screamed it was the first thing that popped into my head that wasn't boy or sex related and at the moment it was all I could muster so I repeated it until I was successfully out of my dorm and in the commons.
"Rose?" Lissa asked eyeing me suspiciously.
"yeah-meow meow meow meow" I said fixing my plate.
"do you mind telling me why you are meowing?" she asked.
"I have a lot on my mind and I really don't want to think about it but it so damn-" my words where cut short my the entrance of the cursedly sexy fantasy himself. "meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow meow" I began again.
"oh..kay, I would ask if rose lost it but the obvious answer would be…yes" Christian said coming up behind lissa and wrapping an arm around her. I half expected to see a bruise on his face, but well being a kick ass healer had it's perks. Like when you or your body invading friend punches the crap out of your boyfriend after having sex. So he looked good. To good. This boy was going to kill me and if he didn't Lissa would if she every found out.
so no I haven't exactly gotten five reviews but seeing as i just write what comes to mind and edit later i had to write this out tonight. Now i need ten reviews chapter 3 is already written so i won't have to worry about loosing my train of thought. lol. and the cat song well that literally was the first thing to pop in my head. again flames are welcome but please don't be rude.