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Dream come true.

"roza?…" Dimitri said. Looking at me. This was beyond cruel not only was I remembering but I was also forced to watch it. The day that Dimitri "broke up" with me I knew the words that where coming I just didn't want anything to bring me down from the height of our stolen kiss the night before. and cue weird flashback bubble. I thought as I watched the scene unfold.

"don't Dimitri I already know what it is that you want to say, and I don't think that I can actually have this conversation with you, I don't want to get mad at you because after all I was the one that thought it was a good idea, hell I was the one who gave her the damn idea and I will beat myself up over that later but right now can we just train." I said hoping he would agree.

to my utter surprise he did. He regarded me with complete seriousness and I for once acted like his student giving every thing I had. I swear I think that I fought my hardest pinning him six times before practice was over. He managed to get me down twice but I was so overwhelmed with emotions. Hatred, pain, love, longing, rejection, regret, and the fact that this was the last time I would get to train with him.

To make him proud was my over all goal. And I wanted him to see I could be as mature as him. I knew it wouldn't change his mind, the decision was made the night I told him I was okay with it. Or as I like to think of it as the night I lied to make him happy. I had meant it when I said that I wanted him to be happy and I stand by my word. So I was going to make the best of my last day with him. I thought about playing him and making him see what he was walking away from but that wasn't what I wanted to do. I wouldn't be able to look at myself in the morning if I did. The thought alone disgusted me.

"roza?" he said when I ran to get my water. I ignored him. "rose, look at me" damn it a direct order. Just like the one that got us into this mess in the first place.

"yes?" I asked turning towards him still drinking my water.

"we have to talk about this eventually, I don't want you to come down here tonight and be disappointed when you don't find me here." he said.

"um ouch, that hurt a little" I mumbled. I was certain that we had gotten past the point of hiding what we felt from each other. So as possible as it was for those words to piss me off he was right even though I knew he was leaving today I would still expect him here as if he could be in two places at a time.

"sorry roza"

"it's fine I just…..shit" was all I could manage to say. That one little swear word that he had heard me say so many times before though held pain rather than and sarcasm.

"I know, and I wish I didn't have to do this to you" he said. Times like this I was glad he knew what I was saying without me having to actually say it.

"it is my fault, all of it, my fault, if I hadn't have run away you wouldn't have been the one to bring me back and save my education. If you hadn't have caught me with Jesse you wouldn't have had another reason to be attracted to me, and I wouldn't have bared my sole with you. We would not be so close, and that damn kiss well you know what happened after that, then you told me you loved me, if I hadn't survived that damn crash well there would be no reason to love me would there?"

"don't talk like that roza"

"it is true Dimitri"

"yes, all of it is true, but I am glad I got to spend what ever time I did with you rose" he said hugging me.

"yeah same here."

"you are really brave love"

"well lets face it old man I'm seventeen and even if I could have kids I probably wouldn't because im just to screwed up to raise them right, Tasha is ready and who am I to deprive the world of another bad ass Russian, oh excuse me Russian Romanian hybrid." I chuckled. As if it was the easiest thing to do.

"you aren't screwed up rose and I am not that old, but yes Tasha is ready, if your doing this because you want me to live out a dream of having kids then im not going to do it." he smiled a little.

"dimitri, seriously, you know how rare it is for a dream to come true? More importantly do you know how rare it is as a dhampir to have a dream come true, living your life and dying for someone else is all we are good for apparently. If you turn her down your chances dwindle. I know you love her, and she loves you. I would never be able to forgive myself if you stayed for me."

"oh roza, you are truly the most selfless person I know" he said kissing the top of my head.

"it would have been so much easier for me to leave here with both of us mad at each other."

"it would but this is where I get selfish, I want you to know why I am not putting up a fight. Maybe one day I we will look back at this and see how this made me a better person. We will both have kids that passed through this school and realize that we did the right thing. And on the off chance this is the wrong thing well, you know I would take you back in a heart beat." I said.

"well you are definitely not making it easy roza but thank you. That is exactly what I didn't expect to here. But I am glad you said it." he said lifting my chin to look me in the eyes.

"so is it going to kill us if I kissed you for the last time?" I smiled at him.

"no I don't think so and if it does I will die a happy man."

"and I a happy woman" I said as our lips met.

This kiss wasn't as guarded as the stolen ones where because this one wasn't stolen. We deserved it. It was what would get me through the day even though I hoped I was dreaming. When we broke apart he told me he loved me and left the gym. I followed but went in an opposite direction.

The day had me both numb and happy. I was still lingering on the kiss that he had given me. The one so full of love. I was so happy that I ran towards the gym with excess speed. Part of me knew that I wouldn't find anyone there but the other part hoped that it had all been a dream. I swung open the doors to find it empty. No practice dummies, no sparring mat, not Dimitri. I felt like shit all over again. I went to stand where the mat use to be. I was taken by surprise when I saw a white piece of paper lying there on the floor.

Roza,

I knew you'd try to come looking for me. And I am so sorry that I am not there to hold you and wipe away the tears that are most likely running down your beautiful face. I am so sorry that you and I couldn't be together, more importantly I am sorry that I couldn't make your dream come true. You are my world Roza and to see you happy make me happy. You told me you wouldn't be happy if you tied me down, I should have talked you out of this selfless phase and stayed with you. But you aren't weak Roza you know what's best for you, something that you and I have fought over many of times before. I am proud of you and I love you.

Dimitri

p.s. please try to make curfew.

He was right about a lot of things. How could someone know me so well but now belong to someone else. I couldn't move I was stuck here in the spot where his feet would have to have touch holding a note that he had held. Reading the words that he had written. shedding the tears he foreseen me shedding and dying inside as he knew I would.

"I love you too" I said before crying myself asleep on the gym floor.

i know it seems like fluff but why have them fight when she told him to go? I cried writing this. like i said i take alot of my stories from real life. i hope you Liked this one as well.