Thanks for the reviews. And just to clear up any confusion chapter four was a flash back. Enjoy.
"Rose, Rose" I woke up to the sound of a very worried Lissa. "Rose what just happened?"
"What do you mean?" I asked sitting up. "Am I in the clinic?" I was really starting to get confused.
"Yes Rose why the hell wouldn't you is in the clinic? I mean first you where meowing then you took off running, by the time we found you, you where past out in the snow." Christian said.
"I over did it with the running so I sat down to resting my eyes. I must have fallen asleep." I lied.
"Yeah and if that where true then you would have woken up when Lissa smacked the crap out of you." He said smiling.
"Yeah well im a heavy sleeper." I said. I continued to play dumb because I definitely didn't feel like being questioned about why I had passed out.
"Whatever Rose if you don't want to talk to us about it then just tell us but blocking things out will cause you more harm than good in the long run." Christian said.
Boy was he right but there was no way I could deal with this right now. And I didn't appreciate the fact that he was right. So I responded in the only way that I possible could.
"Who the hell are you all of a sudden? Dr. Phil?" I snapped.
"Rose he is just trying to help, and he is right you know, you can't just tune out your problems, trust me I know this for a fact." Lissa said.
"Look I don't want to talk about this right now." I said defeated.
"So there is something bothering you?" Lissa asked.
"Yes, but like I said I don't want to talk about it."
"Okay but we are always here when you do want to talk about it."
"I know" I said standing up to leave the clinic. Just as I did the doctor walk in.
"Feeling better?" she asked truly concerned.
"Much I just overdid it that's all, can I go or…"
"No no, you can go just be careful." she said.
"Aren't I always?" I smirked as I left the room.
I was alone for a while walking slowly to my next class. Yay me Stan alto always knows how to brighten a girls day. I was dwelling on what he would do to further humiliate me today when I caught the smell of cloves.
"Hey Adrian" I said.
"What gave it away?" he smiled. With a cigarette through his teeth.
"Gee I don't know maybe the clove flavored cancer stick hanging from your mouth." I said. Still not looking at him.
"Why so mean, little dhampir, you act like being near me is repulsive." he said sounding truly hurt. Oh great time for the guilt card.
"rough morning, im sorry, and your not repulsive it's just when you smell like cigarettes and alcohol it well…….it's a turn off, yeah even I drink but I don't smell like alcohol twenty four seven." I said. I didn't have the strength to lie to him and something about him just talking to me without the flirting was a plus.
"I see, but I have to or else I would probably be going crazy like lissa did. I mean she has you I have no one." he said. Wow he was either really drunk or as impossible as this was semi sober.
"that's not true I mean you have me too, but you never just talk to me, you make me feel like im just a possession and that makes me mad, nothing is ever serious when your drunk, and you can't count the dreams because I realized that no your not exactly drunk but it's a dream so you head is still in the clouds."
"Wow Rose I didn't know that was how you felt." he said dropping the cigarette and stamping it out. "Maybe if you would have just told me this in the beginning we would have a better relationship."
"No Adrian if you would have treated me like a person and not like a walking sex toy then we would have a better relationship." I said stopping in front of my class room. "Look Adrian you can talk to me when ever you want about anything, I mean one thing you and I have in common is that neither of us is open. And if you want to have any type of relationship with me you have to be willing to tell me everything." maybe that was the wrong thing to say because he just picked up another cigarette and lit it.
"That goes both ways little dhampir" he said.
"god your so damn stubborn, talk to you later Adrian." I said finally going inside the classroom.
Things are about to get complicated. (i mean when is rose's life ever simple) i hope you enjoy please review.