I know it was short but i didn't want to muddle it in with the last chapter. thanks for the reviews.


It had been a few days since a system overload caused me not only to tell everyone that I could feel it when Christian made love to lissa but I had been on the verge of doing the same thing with Adrian right in front of them in the middle of the library. Goodness rose where your self respect is lacking terribly.

And it was because of this that I had asked Adrian to leave me alone for a while, that I would talk to him when I was ready. Him being Adrian I expected him to ignore my requests for privacy. So you can imagine my surprise when I was able to sleep for a week straight without interruptions. As a matter of fact I was beyond surprised I was actually lonely. I hadn't realized how much those dreams meant to me, until I was left to face my own nightmares of a red eyed Mia and a very happy Dimitri, happy with someone other than me. A very pregnant Tasha and….

I jerked upright out of my bed. I wasn't exactly sure what I was intending on doing since I was in my dorm and it was well past curfew. That never stopped you before. I thought to myself. But then again I had always had my Russian god to help me sneak back into my dorm. If I where to get caught this time I would definitely get in trouble. That would make Dimitri mad. I would have failed to make him proud as I had said that I would. Decisions.

I didn't really have any other choices I was miserable, this shield crap was getting on my nerves and on top of it I am pms(ing) great rose real great. Well off to Adrian's. I thought getting out of my bed and slipping on my sweat pants and some tennis shoes. I stuffed some clothes in a bag. It was four in the morning so it would be time to get up soon anyway. No use in trying to sneak back in.

I getting across campus was easy. Getting to Adrian's room was easy. What was hard was knocking on his door. Part of me knew that if I did this there was no turning back I said that I would come to him and here I was at his door. Another part of me took that into consideration but didn't care, I wanted this, and he wanted this. Why was lissa the only one allowed to be happy? Sure he was no Dimitri but he was just as good if he took himself and everything else seriously every once in a while.

Slowly I lifted my hand to knock on the door. I wasn't even aware that I had made contact with it until I heard the lock twist. The two seconds it took me to notice it was all it took to get lost in the jade green eyes now staring back at me.


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