A/N SO WHOSE READY TO KILL CHARLIE YET? HMMMM? DON'T WORRY AS IF THE CULLENS WOULD LET THAT GO DOWN! BELLA FEELS CRUSHED NOW WHAT WILL SHE DO? WILL SHE WITHDRAW FROM EDWARD? WILL SHE RUN AWAY AGAIN? KEEP READING! AND REVIEWING! THANKS TO ESSIE AND NIKKI! EVEN THOUGH SHE ISN'T READING THIS BIG SHOUT OUT TO NATA AND CIA! YOU GUYS KNOW WHY! I LOVE FTN! FOREVER!
PLAY LIST:
HATE THAT I LOVE YOU -RHIANNA AND NE-YO
HALO- BEYONCE
EPOV
Everything happened fast after that. Bella felt o the floor and Emmett jumped up from the drum his body trembling with anger as he grabbed Charlie by the throat. Emmett was a big teddy bear until you fucked with someone he loved then the grizzly came out of him. Alice walked over to Bella and helped her up taking her inside. My body was shaking with anger and Carlisle raised his hand. "Enough Emmett." He said. Emmett sighed dropping a gasping Charlie on the ground. Carlisle had that affect on people. He said something and you did it end of story, no argument. Carlisle shook his head. "You should be ashamed of yourself Chief Swan. Tomorrow I will be calling my lawyer. You have a nice evening." Carlisle said as he walked inside. I sighed and looked towards the door. Was I ready to see Bella? With a scar upon her angelic cheek? Just to think of it made my blood boil. My cheeks were inflamed and I was ready to jump on Charlie and kill him. Emmett giant paw rested on my shoulder.
"Bella needs you." He said.
Those three words snapped me out of my anger filled haze and I nodded relaxing my jaw and fists taking a much needed deep breath walking inside. Alice was hovering over Bella protectively I moved around quietly to get a peek at her. She was holding a rag to her face looking down. I pushed passed Alice and she stamped her foot. I shot her a warning glance and she backed off. I wrapped my arms around her and she pushed away from me. "Just don't." She whispered harshly. I frowned and sat back on the couch running my fingers through my hair. She got up looking down walking to her room and I groaned.
"Giver her time son." Carlisle said sitting next to me.
"She is shutting everyone out again." I said.
"The ice queen return-ith" Emmet said.
I shook my head and glared at him.
He raised his hands. "Sorry, sorry. Just trying to lighten the mood. I see that stick is lodged back up your ass." He said walking out to the garage.
I walked to my room and slammed the door. Maybe opening up to her was a big mistake.
BPOV
I looked into the mirror and sighed. I had a swollen cheek it was burning red. Fucking great sperm donor. I don't see why Edward will even take a second look at me now. I knew I never should have let him in shit like this always happens to me when I let people in. I lay on the bed humming softly; I started singing closing my eyes:
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I can't stand ya
Most everything you do make me wanna smile
Can I not like it for a while?
EPOV
I groaned resting my head against my door. I heard a small sound coming from her door and realized she was singing. I opened my door walking out leaning against hers listening to her sing Rihanna and Ne-Yo I sighed and sang the next verse outside her door:
No, but you won't let me
You upset me, girl, and then you kiss my lips
All of a sudden I forget that I was upset
Can't remember what you did
BPOV
I shot up when his voice traveled through my door, it sounded like a chorus of angels. I leaned against my door picking up where he left off:
But I hate it
You know exactly what to do
So that I can't stay mad at you
For too long, that's wrong
EPOV
But, I hate it
You know exactly how to touch
So that I don't wanna fuss and fight no more
Said, I despise that I adore you
BPOV
And I hate how much I love you, boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, boy
But I just can't let you go
And I hate that I love you so
EPOV
And you completely know the power that you have
The only one that makes me laugh
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BPOV
Sad and it's not fair how you take advantage of the fact
That I love you beyond the reason why
And it just ain't right
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EPOV
And I hate how much I love you, girl
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
BPOV
I opened the door kneeling down singing with him:
One of these days, maybe your magic won't affect me
And your kiss won't make me weak
But no one in this world knows me the way you know me
So you'll probably always have a spell on me.
EPOV
I held her face in my hands singing with her:
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
That's how much I love you
That's how much I need you
And I hate that I love you so
And I hate how much I love you, boy
I can't stand how much I need you
And I hate how much I love you, girl
But I just can't let you go
But I hate that I love you so
And I hate that I love you so, so
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BPOV
By the time we were finished belting out that last note tears were streaming down my face. I was staring in his eyes.
"I hate you sometimes green eyes." I whimpered burying my face in his chest.
His lips brushed passed my hair, "Can I get a reason why?" He asked.
I pushed myself up. "Just listen okay?'" I said. He nodded and I leaned against the wall.
"I don't know how to say it." I whispered looking down.
He scooted against the opposite wall. "So play it." He said.
I looked up running into my room grabbing Sparky and plugging him up.
"Stay out there." I yelled. I found the melody in my head and started to play Halo by Beyonce.
I started singing:
Remember those walls I built
Well, baby they're tumbling down
And they didn't even put up a fight
They didn't even make up a sound
I found a way to let you in
But I never really had a doubt
Standing in the light of your halo
I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
It's the risk that I'm takin'
I ain't never gonna shut you out
I took a deep breath remembering his green eyes knowing he needed to hear this.
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Hit me like a ray of sun
Burning through my darkest night
You're the only one that I want
Think I'm addicted to your light
I swore I'd never fall again
But this don't even feel like falling
Gravity can't forget
To pull me back to the ground again
Feels like I've been awakened
Every rule I had you breakin'
The risk that I'm takin'
I'm never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
Halo, halo
Everywhere I'm looking now
I'm surrounded by your embrace
Baby I can see your halo
You know you're my saving grace
You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I can feel your halo halo halo
I can see your halo halo halo
I sighed placing Sparky down. "That's why I hate you. You break me down, my walls, my ice, my everything even when I want to be pissed at the world I can't be when those green eyes are looking at me." I said sighing.
He lifted my chin smiling. "You shouldn't have walls around me baby girl." He said.
I shook my head, "You don't get it, I fell for you, hard. And I didn't want too I don't want to love you. I want to hate you with everything in me. Everything Edward." I said staring into his green eyes.
"Why Bella?"
"So you won't hurt me." I whispered looking down.
CHAPTER NOTES: OKAY LEAVE COMMENTS LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK! BELLA IS MORE AFRAID THEN EVER? SHOULD E KEEP FIGHTING FOR HER? THANKS TO MY AWESOME NC! AND MY FTN FAMILY YOU GUYS GET ME THROUGH THE DAY! I LUFF YAHS!