~So dude, I have been listening to this band called Sixx A.M. and holy cow! this is some depressing shit.~
~But its so sad and inspirational. The album name is the Herion Diaries. You should check it out :)~
Alice,
Look what you've done to me. I have slipped past insanity. There is nothing left. I ran out of whiskey long ago. I had to find something else. Something to occupy my time. I couldn't help it. The blade was so appealing. The way it shined and glistened even inside the dark room. I needed to feel; for I have gone numb and blood is what keeps me alive. I must see the blood. The crimson waterfall fulfills my need. The blade loves me far more than you ever did. I lay in a ball on the ground and slice every inch of my skin open until I pass out; praying I won't wake up again. It wraps it's long sharp arms around me and gives me a sweet silver kiss. The pain is satisfied as I slowly pull the sharp blade across my waiting skin. Bitter red syrup begins to pour down my white skin and everything is ok again. Well not exactly ok, but better than before. I am a lifeless body. A lump of uselessness. You know I am nothing without you, and you have left my body here to rot. I am dying, decaying, crumbling, corroding, wasting away. I have held onto your promise for as long as I can, but I'm afraid this is the end for me. I will never let you go, but I finally realize that you have forgotten me. I was never anything. I am nothing to you. I thought you were my Alice. My Alice would never lie to me. My best friend is gone. My love is gone. She has left me to fester and putrefy in my loneliness. I grow older with everyday you are gone. Even time knows that my life is worthless without you. I don't need life anymore. I would like to die. I would like to be gone from this dreadful world. I don't expect to be here much longer. Please, Alice, save me. I am slipping away, and you are nowhere to be found. I must hold on to what little I have left of you. Just know that the little bit is slowly slipping out of my grasp.
Blood and Tears,
T. Hightopp
Oh wow. It is so hard for me to even write this. His pain is killing me. I've made my mind up on the ending. However, if there is a certain way YOU want it to end then you should review and tell me. I love your ideas, and reviews make me happy(: and the happier i am, the happier this story ends! :D SOOO! review! lol please! uhm..im thinking the next chapter will be a "Dear Hatter" letter from Alice..hmmm i wonder how she will feel? Come back and see! :) but until then, love ya(:
~Vanah:3