HI PEOPLE!!! THANKS FOR THE REVIEWS!!! I COULDN'T READ THEM ALL BECAUSE MY DAD WAS FIXING MY CELL PHONE AND ERASED ALL OF MY REVIEWS :( BUT I SAW HOW MANY I GOT SO HERE IS ANOTHER CHAPTER OF TEARLESS!!! XOXOXO
BPOV
It hurt. It hurt bad. I was embarrassed, depressed, sacred, and in pain. Why me? I'm Lying here on the floor crying in front of my X-boyfriend and he never really loved me. I wish my sister was here. Mariah was her name. She was always on my side. When I was a witch, she would always get me out of trouble when I needed it. When I cried, she always made me laugh. I missed her so much. I looked at the Cullen's. Their faces were pained. Why would they care? They left me here to die. They new I couldn't survive. Suddenly Biannca was at my side. "Don't cry mama, don't! Please!" Then she looked at Lucca. "I hate you I hate you so much! Why do you abuse her! Just look at her!" Lucca was about to hit her when I put her behind me, and got into a protective position. "You can abuse me Lucca, but you can't abuse her." He glared at me and said, "We'll talk about this later tonight." There was a long silence. "Well," Aro started. "Why don't I show you to your rooms." "I don't think that's necessary." Elzar said. "My coven will be going home today. Goodbye Aro, Lucca, and Cullen's. Good luck Riah." and they were gone. "Would your family care to join us Carlisle for a week. We would treasure your company." They hesitated. "Sure Aro, we would be delighted to stay with you for the week." "Well then let me show you to your rooms." I looked up at Edward as he stared at me. He had the same face as the night I got the paper cut.
Five hours later, the Cullen's had their rooms. Uunfortunately Edward was next to mine and Lucca's. I got to my guitar and started to sing.
Self why are you awake again
Its one am. Standing with the fridge door wide open
Starring such a sight
Florescent light the stars are bright I might make a wish
If I believed that shit.
As it is i might just watch TV
Cause its nice to see people more messed up than me.
I say to my self, as I smile at the wall.
Its gonna be alright
no matter what they say
its gonna be a good day just wait and see
Its gonna be OK, cause I'm OK with me
Its gonna be, Its gonna be, Its gotta be
I shiver, shut the door,
Cant think standing here no more,
I'm alone my mind is racing,
heart breaking.
Can you be everything I need to be,
can you protect me like a daughter,
can you love me like a father,
can you drink me like water?
Say I'm like the desert, just hotter.
The point of it all, is that if I should fall,
Still your name I'll call
Its gonna be alright, no matter what they say!
Its gonna be a good day just wait and see.
Its gonna be OK, cause I'm OK with me!
Its gonna be, its gonna be, its got to be,
As long as we laugh out loud,
laugh like were mad,
Cause this crazy mixed up beauty is all that we have,
Because whats love like an inch,
We cant scratch, a joke that we catch,
But we still laugh!
I go back upstairs,
turn off the TV,
You say 'It'll be OK baby, just wait and see'"
Then, the door opened to a furious Lucca. "What the bloody hell was that! Femmina! Perche lei cio farebbe? Lei sa meglio! (Bitch! Why would you do that? You know better!) Then he hit me. I screamed at the top of my lungs.
EPOV
"AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!" I heard someone scream. It was Bella. I ran to Alice's room. She was sobbing on Jasper's soldier. "He's abusing her." All of a sudden a girl who looked kind of like Alice but with hair down to her waist appeared in the room. Alice, Jasper, and I screamed and so did she. After we were done screaming I asked, "Who are you?" The girl looked at me and then smiled. "I'm Mariah, Bella or "Riah's" sister." she sighed. "Don't tell them I'm here. All witches were banned from the Volturi castle. And I'm guessing, you are Edward?" How did she know my name. "How do you know my name." She sighed again. "I know all of your names. Before Bella got... married, she was sobbing really hard calling "Edward, Edward, my love, please come back!" She... cried my name? "Doesn't she... hate me?" Mariah laughed. "Of course not you silly vampire! I text her every night, oh and don't tell Aro that, but she tells me, 'I wish I could have been better for him! I wish I was as beautiful as a vampire! I'm not mad that he doesn't want me! He deserves better! I'm a monster. I don't belong in this world." "No," I finally spoke. "She can't do that. She is not a monster! I'm the monster! I thought she deserved better!" Then I was sobbing. Mariah came up to me and patted my back. "Edward, please don't do that. What Bella told me is that 'there is only two things in this world that can hurt me. One of them is Edward leaving me, and the other one is Edwardsuffering.' So try to be strong." She looked at Alice. Alice then said, "How did you know we were here?" Mariah laughed again. "Well Alice, I'm just like you. That's what Bells told me. 'I'm so happy I have you Mariah. You are exactly like Alice. I wouldn't be surprised if you were her twin. Shit, I have to go, but here is my number, if you need any help just give me a call. Goodbey." She hopped out the window and disappeared into the misty fog.
