A/N: Well I kept on writing, and I'm sorry it's been so long, my computer wouldn't let me go into login or do anything but read stories…so a bleh. Um any ideas or things you may want to see in the following chapters would be great…so here are the replies:

Purple Lurker: Thanks a lot, um, yeah so any ideas for the future chapters?

barricade girl: Um, I don't know why it should be deleted, probably because people may be getting sick of the whole gay island romances (don't kill me!). Yeah, I know I don't have great grammar my spelling is also horrible, thank god for spell check, but it doesn't get everything so sorry. I'll try to fix it my little problems, but it's hard because hey, I was placed in an ESL class, so that kinda harmed my ego…big time. Thanks for reviewing!

All Apologies: Lol, I love the Jack and Ralph as well but no one really writes that much under LotF, so yeah I have just recently moved onto Harry Potter fanfics. Well thanks for reviewing and I hope you like this chapter!


Chapter 2

Jack

Leaning forward we kiss. Ralph's eyes widen and he stiffens but shows no other signs of recognition. I pull back and frown.

"Ralph, come on, kiss me back" I mutter. He does so this time, our tongues meeting each other and then roaming each others mouths. My hand slides down his chest, and dips inwards when reaching his stomach. Then my hand finds the band of his shorts.

I sit up gasping for air. Looking around my cave, I see it's dark and empty, save for the pile of burnt sticks in the centre. What a stupid dream. I'm over Ralph…aren't I? Does a single hug just suddenly flair past feelings back up? God, that dream was so real. Mmm, was Roger right? I get up and pull the flap aside. Light floods in and I wince. It looks to be about lunch time. So everyone would be either looking for a fruit snack or swimming. Excellent. I climb down towards the beach. And find myself walking past Ralph's small cave. Sam or Eric was walking towards it with an arm full of fruit. I walk up to him and he freezes. I hold out my arm s and he looks confused.

"Its beautiful day, I'll take them in to him, you go swim" I state quietly with a smile, the twin looks slightly suspicious, but seeing that I'm determined he smiles back and hands me the fruit, then runs away. I walk in and nearly hit my head on the roof of the cave. Ralph sits up, his back still to me.

"Just put it down over there Sam" Ralph voice rasps, he's still getting used to talking again.

"That's good and all, but I'm not Sam" I smile, Ralph whirls around, eyes wide. He sighs.

"For a second there I thought you might be Roger" he croaks. I sit next to him and hand him the fruit.

"If it was Roger, I'd be scared too, come on, you've got to eat" I state, he looks at the fruit, and looks like he's about to put it down, but I glare and he takes a bite of one. I sit and watch him finish one, and then two small pieces of fruit. But when he puts down the third when I glared, he looked at me pleadingly.

"I'm full" he states, avoiding my eyes. I scoff, and put my index finger in the middle of his chest.

"Look at my finger Ralph" I snap, he does so, I slide my finger down "You can see your ribs poking out, and look here, your stomach actually caves in!" I state as my finger falls into the ditch called his stomach. He looked ill, and that was my fault too. "Come one Ralph, finish what I brought in" one more pleading look my way, and he begins eating again. On the fourth piece of small fruit (A/N: I think the fruit is bananas because you can eat a lot of them without being full.) Ralph looks worse. Suddenly he head arched forward and he vomits. I grimace. What's wrong with him? Four bananas and he vomits from eating too much? Ralph looks up, looking woozy. I grab his arm and pull him up, leading him outside. He winces at the light and buries his face into my shoulder. Man, he could easily put you on a guilt trip. I lead him up the boulders until we reach my cave. I take him inside and let go of him.

"Where are we? And why am I here?" Ralph asks hoarsely. He looked around at the large pile of pig skins spread out making something like a double bed, the log which at the end had a knife jutting out, the black cloak folded to make a pillow and the pile of sticks in the centre.

"This is my cave. You're here because you puked in your cave, and I'm fairly sure the other caves have already got boys in them" I state evenly. Ralph looks slightly suspicious but shrugs. He doesn't want to cause a hassle. "What do I have to do to get you to act like your normal old self?" I sigh and Ralph shrugs. "Don't go all silent again; your voice will be even raspier."

"Like you care" Ralph croaked, leaning against the cave wall, his pale, clammy skin, going normal again, though still pale.

"Of course I care, Ralph. I didn't intend on anything like this happening" I say reassuringly. Ralph gives me a cryptic glance.

"Why is it so cold in here?" Ralph asks. I notice that he's got goose bumps and is shivering slightly.

"You mean you can handle that ice water, but you can't handle sitting in a cave?" I smirk, but my smirk changes into a frown. Ralph's breathing has become jagged. I walk over and sit next to him. I put my hand on his shoulder, which is surprisingly clammy. He's not looking so good. I rap my arm around his shoulder and pull him forward, into my body. He shakes uncontrollably. Two days, two hugs. Life on this island was getting weird…er. Oh Ralph what's happening? I rest my head upon his, and fall into a doze.


Ralph

The nauseousness feeling passes and I take large gulps of air. My head is on something smooth and warm, which is as strange as my life can get. Me? Warm? I must be dreaming.

"I should have expected this" I hear a familiar voice sneer.

"Shut it Roger. He was ill" Jack snaps and as he does so my head rest moves. Now that I think about it I can hear a steady thumping. A heart beat. It all makes sense now. I was leaning on Jack, that or lying on him.

"Yeah and he must have been ill at the lagoon too. I can read footprints just as easily as you can. I think past feelings are coming forward. But that may just be me" Roger states happily. Past feelings? What's he talking about?

"Shut it Roger, I told you, I'm over Ralph" Jack snarls, getting angry. "And if you say it again, as soon as I'm not being someone's pillow, I'll hit you" I can feel Roger grinning.

"This might just be me, but I have a feeling that if it was anyone else in your arms, than you'd have nudged them aside, to hit moi" Jack's heart starts beating faster, and his skin is heating up. Probably in fury.

"Get out Roger" Jack scowls. I can hear Roger chuckle and leave. Jack's arms wrap around me lightly, he makes a slight noise as he changes position slightly. I yawn and sit up. Jack's blushing, looking up at me uneasily.

"Hey" my voice rasps out. Why won't it go back to normal?

"Hey" Jack smiles nervously. I look around, Jack had moved me over to his pig skin bed, and now he was lying down. I yawn again. Life was getting weird on this island, I wish it would go back to how it was when we first landed here…or even better, I wish we hadn't crashed in the first place. Jack looks tired and worried. I can also see the embarrassment. 'Past feelings' aye? I'd smirk if I knew that I wouldn't get hit. I'd always noticed certain things about Jack that were strange…but I had ignored them because I thought that quite a few boys on the island were strange. It all made sense now…his eyes always following me, his hatred of my closest 'friend', Piggy…Jack liked me…more than friends. And though those feelings had apparently left, Roger felt they were reawakening. It was all hilarious when you thought about it, I mean no it isn't. It was bad. Very bad. The cave seems to be spinning; I think I'm over thinking. Nothing is going to happen, so there's no point in thinking about it, right?

"Ralph, you okay? You look well I don't think it's that possible for you to get paler, so um, you look queasy?" Jack mumbled. Of course I'm damn pale! This isn't natural.

"Would….is it possible to go down to the lagoon?" I whisper, Jack looks away, I hope he's thinking about it.

"Okay, I guess there won't be much harm in it" Jack stated firmly before standing up and beginning to walk away. I quickly follow. Once we get down onto the beach I smile. The sand isn't cold like I'm now used to, it's warm, and I can hear waves thrashing about, no longer calm. Jack's looking at me strangely. My smile quickly vanishes. I don't know what to think anymore. Does Jack want me to be upset and tortured like I used to think or does he want to make things better between us? We walk over to where the other boys are swimming. The boys stop and stare at us, totally shocked. With a little nod from Jack I'm wadding into the water and the boys start to swim and play again. It all seems slightly awkward, but at least I'm back where I belong. In the water…when it's a normal temperature I mean.


Jack

I sit on the warm sand and watch the boys play in the water. After the awkwardness passed the boys pulled Ralph into their games. He was smiling because after a few minutes a new pair of boys would drag him into a new game. It was amazing to watch. Ralph whirling around to greet the latest boy, his blond hair fanning out as he did so. And his skin seemed almost a normal colour. Almost. Then the sun started setting and some of the boys slowly began to leave. Stranding, I wadded out to him as he sat in the shallows, allowing small waves to crash over him. He grinned when he saw me, and I saw a flash of the old Ralph behind his eyes. I smile back and help him up. We walk back to the sand and sit, watching as the sun begin to set. It was awfully strange. Sitting side by side with Ralph just watching the sun, without talking, or anything really. Our shoulders touch very slightly, just skin skimming skin. At the same time we leaned in, resting our heads against the other ones. Using the other boy for support. And we sit like that until the sun disappears from view, behind the horizon.


A/N: Yeah, well I know that right now this is really boring, but it'll get more interesting soon, I have some plans that involve Roger and yeah, you'll soon see. I'm sorry if it's a little corny or whatever. I just don't really know what I'm writing…so Meh, glad that most of you like it…please review

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