Disclaimer: Don't own Naruto
So I heard this song on the radio one morning and for some reason it really struck me as something that could pertain to Sasuke. I've always felt that he had a very worshipful attitude towards his brother and that love is not something a person can easily forget. The song is by Juliana Hatfield "My sister". I replaced the sister with brother since it would make more sense. Also I haven't had anyone edit so I apologize for those mistakes.
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My brother... my brother... my brother.
Sasuke could not think of anyone else. Always on his mind, while he trained, every time his eyes closed. The nightmares are always in red and black. He had stopped thinking for a little while and instead his mind was focused on blue eyes, blond hair, green eyes, pink hair, a scarecrow with a mask.
I hate my brother, he's such a bitch.
he acts as if he doesn't even know that I exist.
But I would do anything to let him know I care.
But I am only talking to myself cos he isn't there.
Sasuke hates that man. He truly deeply despises him with all his heart. He tells himself this everyday. This isn't true though. He knows that he will never have the hate that man wants from him but still he goes on pretending.
My brother, I love my brother, he's the best.
He's cooler than any other guy that I have ever met.
He had the greatest band, he had the greatest girl.
He's good at everything and doesn't even try.
Sasuke secretly knows that he can't hate his brother when all of his memories before...that day were happy. How could he hate someone that gave him piggyback rides, and read bedtime stories. How could he hate the one person that remembered that he existed.
He's got a wall around him nobody can climb.
He lets his ladder down for those who really shine.
I tried to scale it, but to me he's blind.
So I lit a firecracker, went off in my eye.
Sasuke is trying to be like his brother. He said that he wants to be strong for revenge but really he just wants his brother to notice his presence again.
I miss my brother, why'd he go ?
He's the one who would have taken me
To my first all-ages show.
It was the violent femmes and the del fuegos,
Before they had a record out. before they went gold,
And started to grow.
Sasuke remembers why he really hates Itachi. He does not hate him because of the massacre. He does hate him because he took his childhood away. He hates Itachi because he betrayed him. He hates Itachi because he left him.
Sometimes, at night in Orochimaru's lair, Sasuke wishes that Itachi will come and save him from this hell he's living now.
I miss my brother. I miss my brother.
I miss my brother. I really miss him.