Dreams, Diaries, and love

A/n: Before I start I would like to thank Kurei Hoku for being my 1st reviever! Thank you soo much!

Kanami ran away from the farm and she ran as fast as she could. I hope Kazuma doesn't find the letter into later, when I am far away. She sighed to herself and sat down on a humungous rock. She took out a small candle and a match. Kanami lit the candle with the match, and then pulled out her diary.

Dear Diary,

Today I finally decided to leave Kazuma. He is very mean to me and he doesn't care about me. I left him in the middle of the night. I am sitting out here on a cold rock in the middle of the Lost Ground. I wish I would've brought a quilt or blanket to cover up with.

Damn, I am very cold. Why have I been cussing so much lately? I have been around Kazuma too much. I am glad I left him. Hopefully I will never see him again.

Cold-very cold,

Kanami

Kanami sat down her diary and looked up to the sky. Clouds formed and lightning flashed across the sky. Oh hell, she thought, before it started to pour down raining. She forgot her old umbrella at her house too.

Kazuma was wondering through the house with Megumi following him.

"Kazu-kun what seems to be the problem?" Megumi asked using the nickname Kanami had given him years ago.

"What did you call me?" He looked at her.

"Kazu-kun"

"Where did you get that from?"

"Kanami told me that's what she used to call you."

"Oh. Ok . One thing,though."

"What?"

"If you want to be with me, don't ever call me that."

"Umm… Well I have got to go, see you tomorrow Kazuma!" She gave him a peck on the cheek and left.

Kazuma walked into the kitchen to see that there was food on the table in some wrap with a small note that said 'Kazuma'. He looked at it and smiled She made me some food even though she is mad at he. He started digging in and when he was finished he went into his room and went to sleep. When he was drifting off to sleep he whispered to himself Tomorrow I will have to thank her.

Kanami ran in the cold rain searching for immediate shelter. When she was about to give up, a cave was on the right of her, and she noticed. She ran in the cave. She took off her coat and laid it beside her and let it dry. yawn oh my, it seems as if I am sleepy. Kanami laid down in the hard, dark, and cold cave. She went to sleep.

I was dreaming. And in that dream I was finally… me. I fell asleep, knowing someone could come along at attack me, but I did anyway. I was tired, melancholy, and frustrated all at the same time. What was happening to me? Was I falling apart? It it love? Am I in love with Kazuma?

Kazuma woke up with a smile on his face. Today was the day Kanami and him would make up and be the friends they always were. He pranced to her room and knocked. No answer. He beat on the door. No answer.

"Kanami! Come and eat!" No answer. Kazuma tried to open the door, but it was locked. So, he did the next best thing. He kicked the door down to reveal she wasn't there. He looked around, and all he saw was a small note. He picked it up and he read ,

Dear Kazuma,

I left. I hope you're happy. Now you can live with Megumi and won't have to worry about me. I will miss the farm, okka-san, the mooing cows, and most of all,I will miss you. I love you deeply and I wish for you the best.

Love you always,

Kanami.

"OH MY FRIKEN GOD!" He screamed out loud, and he broke down, "S-she L-left M-me. The most precious person in my life left me!" You could see tears rolling down his cheek. He was hurt. Very hurt.

Kazuma ran out of the house and he ran in to okaa-san's house and saw that she was cooking.

She greeted him happily "Mornin Kazuma! Where's Kanami?"

"I don't know, she's gone!" Kazuma broke down once again

Kanami woke up to see that she was still in the cave, and the rain stopped. She went over to her coat and saw that it was dry. Oh think gosh it's dry! I thought I was going to freeze! Kanami put the coat on and looked in her bag. In her bag was some leftovers from yesterday, so she decided to eat them (by the way, the leftovers are in a container!).Whenever she felt she was full she put them back in her bag.

Now I know Ryuho, Mimori, Tachibana, and Cammy's house is here somewhere.. hmmm…

She looked around and she finally found a small house with a car that looked like Tachibana's.

Kazuma continued to break down when Megumi came in and scooped him up in her arms.

"You ok?" She asked, giving him a smile

"No. Kanami's gone. She left sometime last night." He looked down

"yes!" Megumi whispered, and Kazuma caught what she said. He pulled away.

"What do you mean saying 'Yeah'? Kanami was my best friend."

"Well.. umm…"

"Wait a minute! You never liked Kanami from the start, did you?"

"umm.."

"Don't lie to me!"

"No I didn't"

"Why?"

"Because she was so nice and sweet and okaa-san always talked about her. Then I noticed that she lived with you so I thought you two were ..you know."

"YOU ARE SUCH A BITCH! I BET KANAMI NEVER CALLED YOU THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE! WE ARE OVER! YOU ARE COLD HEARTED!" He screamed and then ran out of the house.

Kanami walked up to the tiny house and knocked on the door. When it was opened, there stood Mimori, smiling at her.

"Kanami! How are you?" She asked, giving her a hug that would kill even the biggest of animals.

"Hi Mimori." Kanami smiled back.

"So what are you doing here? And where is Kazuma?"

With the mention of Kazuma, Kanami broke down in tears. Mimori screamed to the others.

"COME HERE! SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH KANAMI!"

There came Tachibana, Cammy, and Ryuho. Ryuho looked at Mimori.

"What happened? Why is she crying?" He looked at Mimori with caring eyes.

"I mentioned Kazuma and there she was, crying like crazy." Mimori was worried.

"Do you think he is dead? Kanami, is Kazuma dead?" Kanami shook her head no

"Then what is wrong with him?"

Kanami managed to speak a little.

"I…I left him. You see, he met this girl on the farm and they hit it off and he chose her over me and I left him. I miss him so."

"Oh Kanami." Mimori hugged her more.

"Kazuma is such an emotionless jerk to see that he was breaking your heart after he met that girl." Tachibana added. Cammy only nodded.

"I know. I just couldn't tell him that I was hurt, you know how he is." Kanami started crying again, only to make Mimori embrace her tighter.

"Yeah I do." Ryuho sighed Kazuma. I hope you have realized what you have done Kazuma.

a/n: I liked this chapter. It was very.. Emotional. Please review and if you have any ideas lay them on me and I might consider using them!

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