I got this feeling that maybe im not wanted that maybe it would be better if i was not here that everyone would be better off if i wasnt here is it right for me think like this it also pisses me off at the fact that i was told that i make people miserable its not that i do its the fact that i do it and i dont know that i did while i was only being myslelf not bothering anyone but still making them want not to be around me it kinda makes me miserable myself but you know what they say misery loves miserable company!!!!!!!!!!!