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Chapter 4: Ending It Here…
After reading your answer it showed me all the more that I shouldn't have bothered to read and even write back. You're right I am mad and this is going to be the last time I write. Should you write a reply to this I will read it, but don't expect an answer from me. To come back to your question about knowing me. You do know who I really am, but it is just a small part. I know you will watch my back just as I would yours, that is the reason why I can be a little at ease when you're around.
You can wish for anything you want Schuldig. Even if we are not free to do what we like, you are free to think and wish for what you want. Don't forget one thing though, wishes seldom come true. Sometimes, it is better not to wish for anything at all. It is good to know how far your loyalty to me goes, but I would never ask of you or anyone else of my team to die for me. All the others do not matter.
Asking me why I saved you was a stupid question indeed. You know why. I had visions of you and vaguely of Nagi and Farfarello even before I graduated from Rosenkreuz. From what I have seen I knew you would be the right one. Only later did I realize that you would become a friend. It was something that I though I would never have. A person I could trust and depend on, but you know this already and I see no reason to repeat myself. I don't know if you are the strongest telepath there is, it could be Rosenkreuz lied, they always do, just to make you arrogant. Strength doesn't only lie in having strong shields. Other telepaths who had almost impenetrable shields, like I, had become mad. Your shielding has always been bad and still you didn't go mad and you are yourself. I think that is being strong.
Schuldig, don't act so surprised about me staying awake for 24 hours. I'm sure you take it for granted and never wondered why our team functions so well and everything is taken care of on time. I've gotten used to go without sleep for a day and coffee usually helps. On that note, you have to go and buy some, we are almost out of coffee.
Oh, did I say nonsense about your 'confessions'? It was very late when I wrote back. I don't remember very well. I admit it was not nonsense. On the contrary it was an interesting inside what you think about the team, yourself and me.
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