A BROTHER'S LOVE
A/N: I listened to Rock music the whole time I wrote this chapter.. so natural I'm going to put one of my favorite songs on this chapter. Since all of you were eager for more detials the rating had to be changed to M but, I'm going to get more detailed.
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Chapter 7: Going Under
Now I will tell you what I've done for you
50 thousand tears I've cried
Screaming, decieving, and bleeding for you
And you still won't hear me
Don't want your hand this time I'll save myself
Maybe I'll wake up for once
Not tormented daily defeated by you
Just when I thought I'de reached the bottom
I'm dying again
Tucker tied one end of the cord to the bedpost on the middle of the headboard. The other end was tied cruelly tight around Ed's pale, delicate wrists. He sucked in a breath as the frist drops of blood slide down his bare arms. He wasn't ready for this, Ed would never be ready for any of Tucker's rapes, but he had no choice. So he paryed once last time, "I'm begging you, God please let something happen so I won't be raped tonight. I don't care what, just let something draw Tucker's attention away from me" but Ed knew God wasn't listening, he hadn't listened to Ed in nearly 14 years, ever since he had last went to church with his mother, so why should he listen now?
Closing his eyes tight he heard Tucker,who he knew was now completely naked, slide into the bed and grab ahold of Ed's rags. Those rags were ripped off so easily, and Tucker was just so eager. But when Shou Tucker saw that his younger partner wasn't fully hard and erected he grinned, "so we are trying to play hard to please tonight?" he said soothingly as he stroked Ed's still under developed arsenal until Ed started to squirm and his erection rose up to Tucker's desired height and got nice and hard.
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm going under
"Now that your ready, it's time for the real fun to begin" Tucker's heavy body almost crushed the blond boy as he simply plopped himself onto of him. Pushing himself against the trembling boy he allowed himself the pleasure of digging deeper and deeper into the boy's body causing Ed unbearable pain. But both his screams of pain and moans of unwanted pleasure were muffled by the rag that had been stuffed into his mouth only moments ago. Tucker on the other hand had a good hold on Edward's hips, grinding away and moving in a rythmn that would only come from someone who had had sex once too many times.
Sweat rolled down both the men's bodies, and tears flowed down Ed's face. But finally exhausted Tucker removed himself from Ed and rolled over to lay down beside him. Reaching up he undid the cord and Ed's sore arms fell limply onto the bed. Tucker removed the cloth gag from Edwards mouth and bruised his lips several times in a series of rough kisses. "You have become such a good little whore, you never complain and you move just the way I want you too" Ed flinched when Tucker kissed the top of his head.
Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies
So I don't know what's real and what's not
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again
Tucker was finally asleep, and Ed was so thankful for that, he had ridden Ed three more times that night before he finally rolled over and went to sleep. Even though it only made the pain worse to move Ed got up and searched for the remains of his rags. Finding only the last bits of his shirt he gathered them up and headed downstairs. Finding the seamstress's sewing room he stitched his shirt back together, ingoring the small pricks of pain when he poked his fingers. Need to clear his mind made him oblivious to his extreme exhaustion and need to get away from Tucker's room made him ingore the aches and pains of moving.
In the morning he payed dearly for staying up all night, he fell asleep polishing the rails of the main staircase and Tucker found him. Every maid in Tucker's house flinched and felt sorry for the boy, they all knew what Tucker was going to do. And Ed's screams comfirmed it, Tucker had chained him up in the cellar and had whipped him. Tucker kept a whip around for some of his wilder alchemy projects, and to punish his slave. Tucker's whip was the cruelest object the Edward knew, the whip had countless prongs and each prong had a piece of broken glass or sharpened bone tied to it. Tucker keep the glass and bones in a fire so they were hot and did more damage.
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
15 lashes for falling asleep instead of working, 15 burning,bleeding,pain filled lashes added to the collection already across his back from past wrongs. The shackles that hung from the ceiling jangled loudly as Ed screamed and twisted around, only two more left to go then it would be over. Crack,scream,crack, and one last scream, then Tucker dropped the whip and unlocked the shackles. Ed dropped to his knees, tears streaming down his face and his hand and teeth clenched so as to fight back the pain. "I'm sorry Edward" Tucker sank down to his knees beside the boy and lays a arm gently on his shoulders. "I didn't mean to hurt you" he says soothingly into his ear. "But you have to learn when it is the right time to sleep and when is the right time to work" he kissed his blond head and got up holding out a hand to help the boy up.
Having no choice Ed gave Tucker his hand and weakly got to his feet, Tucker left him back at the railing where he had stopped working. He pretended to work until Tucker was out of sight, then he threw down his rag and leaned gently against the head of the maids who had appeared behind him. Two other maids, two small girls, started working on the railing. "Tucker whipped you again didn't he?" the woman asked helping Ed sink down to the ground so they could sit there comfortably and rest while the girls worked. Ed nodded and closed his eyes.. "so tired, all I want to do is sleep" he thought wearily. "And I don't ever want to wake up."
So go on and scream
Scream at me I'm so far away
I won't be broken again
I've got to breathe I can't keep going under
I'm dyin again
Same thing happened last night, his wrist were cut open again by the cords and the cloth was stuffed into his mouth. His rags were ripped off and Tucker rode him over and over again, but Ed didn't take it as hard as last night. He had made up his mind earlier today. And if he could make it through this night he wouldn't have to experience this ever again. If he could make it through tonight he would be his own master. If he could make it through tonight he would be extremely lucky. For almost 4 hours he was ridden on and off until he had no more air in his lungs left to scream.
"Good bye Riza, when we meet again I'll see if Tucker won't let me take you home" Ed said giving the head of the maids one last hug. "Don't get into too much trouble Edward" Riza smiled at him and hugged him back. "Now go on before Tucker wakes up" Ed grabbed the sack of food Riza had packed, she had fed him alittle bit of it already so he felt well enough to move on. Riza watched the boy slip out the door and out through the back garden. Even though she had prepared herself for this she still felt sad. The boy had been through so much in his life, so many things he should have never experienced, yet he still seemed to have alittle strength left in him. And he felt like a son to her, and too see him leave broke his heart because somehow she knew that he was never going to come back.
I'm going under
Drowning in you
I'm falling forever
I've got to break through
I'm goin under
Goin under
I'm going under
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I picked this song because I thought it fitted the story. And now I want to thank all of you wonderful people who had made reviews on this story and have kept me going. I think I would have quite writing on this long ago if I hadn't known so many people would like it. Ok, I got as detialed as I could get so I hope you like it. Every
one can be happy now Ed has left the building!