The Journal

Summary: James recieves a journal for Christmas from an anonymous sender. What better to do with it, than write? Seventh year, JL pairing. R&R please!!

A/N: Wow.. I'm working at a speed that amazes even myself.

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Harry Potter belongs to J.K Rowling.

January 10, 1979

Well, I guess I kinda solved a mystery and got my girl.

So, here's what happened.

I was walking back from one of the Prefect meetings, after Sirius decided it would be funny to hex my ink bottle to explode the next time someone opens it. Yeah, there were a lot of glass and shards flying around the place, along with ink. Lily, decided to keep quiet about it though. I was so sure that I was finished when that happened. She just watched, then helped me clean up.

The meeting finished with no other incident, so I'm walking back to the Tower, when who do I stumble upon, other than my faithful Lily-flower? She was in a state of down-ness. I cheered her up with a kiss...

...and lets just say that things began to climb after that.

I can't exactly say how I feel right now. I mean, I spent a good part of my six years here trying to get Lily to like me, and finally, it happens. I mean, this is a girl that I've liked since MY FIRST YEAR. Now, suddenly, we're together.

Oh god, what if it doesn't last? What if I break up with her? What if I'm not good enough for her?

What am I thinking?

There isn't much I can do, can I? I mean, well, all I can do is be my sweet, James Potter-ish self, and hope that Lily likes that too. Oh gods, things are so rushed that I really can't believe it all just happened.

About the journal, well, it turns out Lily sent it to me. She expected me to chuck it into the bin the minute I see it, but I told her that I didn't want my face being curse off my an inanimate book.

Yeah, that was funny.

You know, looking back, I don't think I'd have remembered what happened in the past two weeks. Sirius runnin' into the wall, Lily asking me for a quill, my essay on Fliddle...hee hee. Lily laughed really hard at that. My will...

That's one think I'd rather forget.

Oh well.

Life doesn't always go the way you want it to, and you can't always expect it to. I mean, look at me. A few days ago, I was dying for Lily's undivided attention. Now, I've got it. I'm going to miss serenading her in front of everybody during meal times, but hey. I can make sacrifices.

Now, I'd better go. Sirius wants me to help in bullying Peter into sneaking into the Girl's Washroom.

Sometimes, I really have to wonder if he has a brain.

Byes,
James.

A/N: And there you go! Thank you all very much for reading. And, for one last time, please don't forget to REVIEW!!!!

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