April 7th

Year Six

Disclaimer: Nope, own no one recognizable. If I did, I definitely wouldn't be on a $ 20 computer.

A/N-Still Unbetaed.

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4/7/1999

To Our Bright One,

For our third anniversary, Jo got me a Pug puppy and a dog carrier. So, I walk around Soho with a puppy attached to my chest. Her name is Starlite.

Taking care of this puppy is calming my maternal instincts. Hopefully, she'll suppress my urge to have a baby. I almost wonder if this is what Auntie April went through with her raging instinct.

Jo still doesn't wonder where I go every year on your birthday. As much as I love her, sometimes I wonder just how dense she really is. All I want to do is tell her all about you.

Uncle Benny's second child was born today. Lucy Rose joined Benji aka Benjamin Coffin the Fourth. Two Boho children-born on the same day; what are the chances?

Sometimes I wake up and swear you're in my arms. Am I finally losing it? Why now? Why not six years ago when the pain was so fresh? Why now? Why?

Always remember you are loved.

Love,

Mommy.