April 7th

Year 7

Disclaimer: Still own no one but Norah.

A/N – Special thanks to my guest star Beta, Beth!

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4/7/2000

To my Norah,

You'd be turning 6 on this horribly rainy day. As cold and as wet as it is, it's still a special day for Mommy and Daddy, the day Our Bright One visited Earth.

My desire to mother is as strong as ever. I want to be a mommy so badly. Not that I'm not your Mommy, but I hope you understand.

Jo and I reevaluate our views on Motherhood every six months. I refuse to allow her to try conceiving. I'm so afraid. What if something goes wrong? I can't shake my fear.

It just bothers me that I can't shake off my feelings. I just want to hold you so badly.

The dog isn't suppressing my urge to mother anymore. What can I do, Precious Girl?

Daddy hasn't dated since me. Right now, he's dating this beautiful woman named Leah. I hope she marries him one day. She really does do him good.

I love you.

Love,
Mommy