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The Kool Kid And The Nameless One

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Chapter Two: In Memories With Something Called 'The Last Dance' (Part One)

"NO!" screamed a raven-haired teen. Cold sweat was running down from his entire body.

'Oh damn it! I'm having the same dream again' thought himself.

A sixteen years old Natsume Hyuuga sat on his bed, replaying what happened in his dream earlier before. Even though he wishes that those dreams were kept as fantasies, but he knows, all of them are real.

The way she looks at him, her hair, voice, look, and everything about her. But the most part that he missed about her is the way she smiles. No matter it's her clumsiness or maturity, those smiles of hers can warm everyone's heart, including him.

'It's been almost 4 years since she left'

Natsume gets up from his bed and went to the bathroom to take a shower. After drying himself up, he put on his school uniform. He was about to leave the room when his gaze fell upon a book on his desk.

'Feh, stupid little girl…'

He walked towards the desk, picks the book up and began reading the last page that where half written.

Dear diary, (Part I)

Today me and Black Cat, AKA Natsume-kun are having our high-ranked mission. This morning is cheerful as ever and as usual I bumped at him. He's such a meanie sometime but I know that deep down inside his heart he such a nice person. Maybe he has his own reasons for that.

Well, Hotaru seem to be nicer as a matter of fact; she didn't try to shoot me with her baka-gun. Man, I hate those things. Ruka-pyon is still with his pet furry rabbit. I wonder how he and Hotaru made up. But they're such a wonderful person. Maybe this is what people say love is such a mysterious thing... Sadly, I still can't understand it though...

Well, I had to go to the meeting now! I hope I could make Mr. Kuro Neko to turn his frown upside down today…

(P/S: I will continue part two after the mission tonight)

Those words that she writes were the last. She never finishes part two of her diary and she will never will because of him.

He was the one who dragged her into this. He's the one who unravel her secret of having Alices. He's the one who never pay attention to her even though his heart says the opposite. They were so many things that he done to her, bad and nice, but the last thing that Natsume Hyuuga would ever regret of doing is, he left her.

Yes he left her. The day that was her last was wasted to him. He know that he could against her will and saved her but didn't. He blamed himself for that.

She says that she did not want him for blaming himself for what happened to her, but could he? No matter how many times he tried to forgive himself, the guilt always overcame it.

Guilt.

Is it the last thing he considered not to feel towards Mikan? Yes. Oh how much he wished he could wash it away.

After a long couple minutes of staring and feeling guilty moment, Natsume finally realize that he's gonna be late for class. Pretending like nothing happen, he put the book back to where it come and walked out from the room.

Beside the book were a pendant and a red stone.

…

A walk at the empty school corridor reminds him of the past where she would bumped at him, she was on top of him, she then apology, he saw what type her panty are, he teased her, she angry, he glare at her, she give up and… she smile.

Oh how much he hates those smiles of hers but find them annoyingly attractive and sweet enough that it slowly melts his frozen heart. This goes unnoticed to everyone and even Natsume didn't notice about these fuzzy feelings except for her.

That's why she smiled, to free himself from the walls he created around him.

One day, Natsume found out about it. He also thought something special when staring at her without her noticing.

Her porcelain face suits very much to her angelic voice. Although Natsume often teased her by saying she's ugly, she never let those thing annoyed her to get closer to him. Once she was that close, tragic has its rolled played on more.

…

Natsume finally arrive in front his classroom door. Before he has a chance of opening it, the door opened and revealed a person, or a boy, with blonde hair and cerulean eyes.

Ruka. This boy is another person that is close to Natsume but not as close as she does. Natsume keep his friendship with Ruka to assure his safety.

"Ohayou Natsume." greeted Ruka in a friendly voice. After all those years, he still keeps his pet rabbit with him.

"Hn."

They walked towards their empty seats and sit on it. Ignoring a few classmates who were looking at them and the people around who keep saying about the 'Last Dance' that was due on next week.

'I wonder if Natsume will be absent again this time... Since Sakura-san has gone...'

"Have you asked her yet?"

"What… oh Imai-san. No, I haven't…but...I…just…"

"Just ask her."

"But…"

"…"

After getting no reply from his best friend, Ruka sighed in defeat.

"I'll try…"

And so the day went on without everyone noticing. Ruka was staring at a raven-haired girl with violet eyes while his best friend stared blankly at nothing.

…

It was after school and Natsume was sitting under his favorite Sakura tree. He could not forget the moments he and Mikan shared under this calm tree.

For now, many thoughts were swirling inside his head.

Mikan, the dream, their moments, the Sakura tree, the 'Last Dance'…

'Why am I thinking about the 'Last Dance' that I've spent with her?' said a voice in his head.

Flashback (6 years ago)

"Natsume, I want to ask you something. Could you wait a second?" said Mikan in such an everlasting cheerfulness.

"What?" still a man of few words.

"Isn't it nice for Hotaru and Ruka-pyon were in together for the last dance?"

"And your point is...?" Natsume covered his face with his manga as he leaned against the Sakura tree.

"Natsume, who's your date for the 'Last Dance'?"

"It's none of your concern little girl"

"You're so mean Natsume! I just wanna ask you...because... I..."

"Why, don't have any?" said him restlessly.

Mikan nodded, sadly.

"I know I shouldn't think like this...but...Aaah...! I'm jealous at Hotaru. Even if she's my best friend, she still got Ruka-pyon to be her date..."

"So what?"

"She threatened to blackmail him... Ne Natsume, what do you think about this? You see, Ruka-pyon got a threat from Hotaru if he didn't come with her to the dance, I know this stupid but Ruka-pyon gladly accepted it?"

"You talk too much..."

"HOW DARE YOU..." Mikan was angry upon hearing Natsume's words.

"Whatever little girl, just get away from here. I need to take a rest."

"Natsume..."

"What, Polka-Dots?"

"Hey, don't call me like that!"

"Tch."

"I wonder..."

"..."

"You have so many girls chasing after you, but you seem to ignore them...is that mean, you still don't have a date?"

"..."

"Hey answer me!"

"What?"

"I just want you to..."

"No"

"Hey, I haven't finished yet!"

"No" Natsume stand up and walks away from the Sakura tree.

"Where are you going?"

"Away from here. I don't want to get infected by your germs of stupidity"

"..."

Just before Natsume walk away from their spot, he swears in his head for saying those words towards Mikan. Sad written all over her face.

The Night of the Last Dance

"HOTARU!!!"

Baka! Baka! Baka!

"Get away from me and animal-lover boy...are you still single?" said Hotaru in a monotone voice.

"Aaw...Hotaru...what's with you...?" whined Mikan after she hit her.

"Sakura-san, what Imai-san mean is...uumm...she don't want you to hugged her because we are in a public spot. Beside, you're 11 now so...you must act older...at least stop makes Imai-san mad... I'm really sorry for what she done or say..." spill Ruka in a sweat drop. Hotaru had start to loading her gun.

"Leave us alone, find a date and get out from here if you don't have any…"

"But…"

"Or I'll shot you with my new upgraded Baka gun… " Hotaru pointed the gun at Mikan's head.

"Okay…"

Broken heart, Mikan get herself out from the festival and headed for the forest, to her favorite Sakura tree which is also someone's.

"Imai-san, don't you think this is a bit to harsh for Sakura-san? She is your best friend" concerned Ruka.

Hotaru was slightly jealous at Ruka's concerned for Mikan, but being Hotaru, she replies.

"She must learn to solved her own problems now…as you were saying she is 11 so act like what she is. More important, I hate her trying to hug me" obliged Hotaru.

Ruka was amazed by her speech. 'Her speech was longer than usual. She really cared for Mikan but hardly show it'

"What are you staring at?"

"No…nothing!" his blush creeps to his face.

"By the way…"

"Huh?"

"Get me some more crab eggs or I'll sell your dressed in Snow White picture"

"Okay…" how he regret saying that he concerned.

Author's note: I'm very sorry for this short chapter. If they any grammars mistakes, please tell me. As an 8th grader, I will not let my English sucks. I also appologies if I haven't update my stories in two or three days cause we're having sport's day at our school (I dislike sport a little since I always fall sick). Anyways, thanks for reading my first fic. I'm sorry if I haven't told you this is my fisrt fic in the first chap. ;)