Chapter 6- Why?!?

Recap (where we left Bella and Jacob)- "Can I have the knife back Jacob I was in the middle of something?"

Jacob's face showed many emotions, but the main one was confusion. "Excuse me?" he asked and left his mouth open. I scoffed and answered

"Can.you.give.me.back.the.knife.I.was.in.the.middle.of.something." I said each word slowly so he could grasp the concept.

"I know what you said Bella! What the fuck were YOU doing with this knife?!?" he asked waving the knife in my face. It's one of those moments when you want to snatch the thing out of their hands and go "ha-ha I got it", but I just rolled my eyes.

"Oh, I don't know Jacob maybe I was just sitting here and all of a sudden …no, I know what happened. I was just sitting here wondering how scary this knife looked next to my heart." I answered the sarcasm still at the tip of my tongue. (A/N – inspired by 1 of my besties heaven)

"Ha.Ha.Ha, Bella! Why would I give you this knife back?" He swung the knife out the window and it landed with a small thud.

"Hey!" I yelled.

"Bella why were you trying to kill yourself…AGAIN?" I closed my eyes to hold the tears.

"Jacob I just can't stand knowing that I hurt you and that Ed- Umm Edw- god… that he left." A small chuckled escaped from Jacob's mouth. "How was that funny Jacob?"

"Its not Bella, its just that you shouldn't try to kill yourself several times just because some bloodsucker left and a stupid werewolf tried to kiss you," he came closer to me and chuckled, "but I am glad to here you love me, after what I tried to do at the beach. I thought you would never talk to me again."

I hugged him close to me. "First of all he has a name and he isn't just a vampire, not a bloodsucker, he is" I swallowed hard, I had never said this before, "he is the reason for living. He is more important than life itself."

Jacob chuckled and I stepped down on his foot. "Seriously Jacob, for once don't ruin the moment." I hugged him tighter. "And you, Jacob Black, aren't just a werewolf, you Jacob, well you are my best friend and nothing you do or I do will take that away."

He kissed the top of my head. "It's nice to know that Bella."

I pulled away and laughed. "But seriously Jacob can I have the knife back?"

He looked so confused it was hilarious. "W-W-WHAT?"

"I'm not going to kill myself Jacob, it's for emergencies."

He laughed. "You want me to believe that…it's for emergencies really?"

I nodded. "Yes like when I can't open a package or most importantly when I need to cook Charlie dinner, and you don't want to see him when he is hungry."

He laughed "Okay but if you plan on killing yourself, do it after your visitor." He said jokingly.

"Visitor?"

"Yeah! Oh darn I forget to tell you, Ben is on his way here. When I was running over here, werewolf form I might add, he was on his way."

The doorbell rang "I guess that's Ben, do you want to stay, Jacob?"

"No that's okay I got to go." He was almost by the window, "Oh, Bella he might have seen a HUGE werewolf on the way here."

I rolled me eyes and laughed "Bye Jacob."

Ben's POV (A/n I know what you all are thinking...Ben...yes Ben)

I really hope Bella's home. I have to ask her I just have to. But Edward just left, maybe she won't or can't. Gawd this is killing me! I hope I'm not too forward about it. Please god let her say yes.

I couldn't keep still as I drove to Bella's house and then I saw her truck in the driveway. YES! She is home, but maybe she won't answer the door. I rang the doorbell and waited as still as I could.

She didn't answer so I started to walk away. Then I heard her voice "Hey Ben."

She actually answered!

A/N- what do you think he is going to ask? Well I guess you just have to review and wait for me to update. My betas don't even know yet…and they get to read earlier than all of you. Well review or just leave motivation or suggestions….just click the button. Love Ya Ash