Hey guys here's another chapter for you. Hope you like it. Again it is M rated

Mark was walking around the party looking for Meredith. He finally spotted her talking to some girls. 'Here we go' he said to himself and headed over to her.

'Hey ladies' he grinned and approached the girls. Meredith rolled her eye's and made a deep obvious sigh knowing mark heard her. All the girls started giggling and blushing obviously flattered Mark Sloan was talking to them.

'So Meredith, Can I get a drink?' he asked

'No thanks mark, I'm not really in the mood for drinking' she replied in her most polite tone. 'It's a party Meredith, parties are for drinking' he smiled back.

'Seriously!' she yelled

'Calm down Meredith' He said defensively

'Look mark, give it up ok, I'm seeing someone and not interested ok'

Mark look defeated and slightly embarrassed. He winked at one of the other girls and grabbed her hand and walked off with her.

'God, he's pathetic' she said angrily to the remanding 3 girls still standing there.

'I would give anything to be with him' one of them blurted out

The 2 girls nodded there heads in agreement. Meredith just stood there, sober and bored and wanting to get home to Derek. She was about to leave and find Christina when one of the girls started talking about a very interesting topic.

'Oh my god, How hot is Mr Sheppard!' she exclaimed

'Oh I know, I wonder if he has a girlfriend' one of the other pipes in.

'Mer what do you think?'

Meredith was stumped, She didn't know how to answer this 'um…..Yeah he's hot, but not really my type'

'He is not any of our type, He probably has some supermodel 6 foot girlfriend to go home to every night, Someone like that does not date ordinary people' one girl stated

Meredith felt insecure and upset after hearing this. Why was Derek interested in her. They were right. He could have some fabulous leggy supermodel, why would he want someone plain like her.

'I've got to go' she said and turned around and went looking for Christina

She found her on the dance floor with a bottle of tequila in her hand. She walked up to her and grabbed the bottle and took a huge drink. It burned the back of her throat as it trickled down and into her stomach. After 15 minutes or so she was well on her way to being drunk. Her and Christina had found a table and were dirty dancing on it together. She was upset. She needed to talk to Derek. What if he was using her. What if this was all a game. All these thoughts going through her drunken head. She stumbled and fell off the table.

'Mer' Christina yelled cracking up laughing 'Are you ok'

Meredith couldn't help but laugh. 'Chris, I need to go home, there is stuff I need to do'

'No Mer, Were just getting started'

Meredith picked herself and headed for the door

'Meredith, Where are you going?' Christina yelled after her

'Fresh air' She yelled back and walked out the front door. She walked down the footpath and sat on the ledge by the letterbox. Pulling out her phone she started dialling his number. She shouldn't call him she thought. She was drunk.

Yes I have to she finally decided and pressed the call button. It rang a couple of times then she heard his voice. 'Hello'

'Der, it's me'

'Hey Mer, is everything ok?'

'Oh just great' she was starting to slur 'All the girls here are in love with you but think your to good for any of us and should be with some fabulous leggy super model, Why aren't you with some one gorgeous'

Derek knew straight away she was drunk. She sounded slurred and not herself

'Meredith are you drunk?' he asked hoping she wouldn't get angry at him for asking.

'I have had a bit, that's not the point Derek' She said slightly yelling into the phone. Alcohol made her louder than usual

'Why do you like me Derek, Is this a game to you, I cant do this if your using me, I'm falling in love with you and….'she stumbled with her words 'and you Derek should be with someone else, someone on the same level as you, I'm 17 and ordinary, yeah ordinary. And your great. So great Derek. I just I think I love you and I don't want to get hurt so if this is just some fun for you then I need to know. I need to know.

Derek was laughing away on the other end of the phone. She had just told him she was falling for him and she was so insecure and scared about this. He didn't realise this until now. Until she was drunk. God he just wanted to say it back but he knew she wouldn't remember in the morning. He just wanted to hold her and tell her she had nothing to worry about. But truth was he was her teacher and this was not going to be easy. But he would do everything in his power to be with her. He was the happiest he had ever been. She was perfect in every way. He didn't understand why she thought so poorly of herself.

'Mer' He interrupted her rambling

'Yeah' She said sounded upset and defeated.

'Stop rambling' he smiled into the phone. She couldn't see him but she knew he was smiling. She could picture his big blue eye's looking straight into her sole, the way he did everytime they saw each other or he was making love to her. He never took his eyes off her when they made love. It was the most electric feeling in the world for Meredith.

'Do you want me to come and pick you up' He asked

'Yes' She whined back into the phone

She gave Derek the address and continued to sit there and wait. 5 minutes had passed when she heard the door close behind her. She stood up to see who it was.

Mark made his way down the foot path and smiled at her.

'And why would you be out here all by yourself?' He asked

'Go away mark, I'm waiting for my ride'

'Why are you going, There is beds here to sleep in if your tired' he winked

'No thanks' She simply said

'Look I'm sorry, I didn't know you were seeing someone, I just like you that's all' he said looking and sounding very genuine

'It's fine mark' she said to him smiling a little

'Ok well I'll see you at school on Monday' he said and turned around and headed back into the party. Just as the door clicked she heard a car pull up. She turned around to see Derek sitting there smiling. She grabbed her tequila bottle off the ground and headed to him. Little did either of them know Mark was watching from the window. Shocked!

The ride home was quiet. Meredith didn't know what to say to him. He finally broke the silence and looked at her

'Mer, I want you to know, your not ordinary and you are more beautiful than any supermodel. You are perfect. To me'

Her eyes started welling up and she grabbed his hand.

'Der, I'm scared, your older and my teacher and could have anyone. Why me?'

Derek just looked at her. God she was amazing he thought. Her eye's sparkled every time she looked at him. She had such passion. He wanted to say it. He was sceptical. Was it the right time. No he couldn't. He had to wait. He needed to make sure he told her at the right time. Not when she was drunk and emotional.

'Mer, You are perfect. I choose you ok, I pick you. So no more doubt ok.'

She smiled and a tear rolled down her cheek 'ok' she simply said squeezing his hand tight. They drove home to Derek's and headed inside.

They were standing in the kitchen, Derek was looking in the fridge for something for Meredith to eat. He turned around and looked at her.

Meredith hopped out of her clothes and stood there naked for Derek to make a move on her. He walked up to her with a grin on his face

'Are you trying to seduce me miss grey?' He seductively said taking her in his arms and kissing her hard. His tongue slipped into her mouth and his hands found her her waist line. He wrapped his arms around her and picked her up and put her on the kitchen counter. He leaned down and licked her clit hard and fast. 'Oh god Der!' she screamed out in pleasure. Talking in all her juices he stopped licking and stood back up and drove his mouth into hers. She kissed back with the same desire as him. She stopped and looked at him and smiled. 'Your perfect to' she said. He smiled his gorgeous smile she loved so much and he leaned in and kissed her again. This time softly; Moving his kisses down to her neck and then her breasts. Meredith let out a moan 'Derek, oh god Derek'

She un-buttoned his shirt and took it off then un-clipped his pants and pushed them down around his ankles. Moving closer to the edge of the counter she started stroking his penis with her hand. 'Oh Mer' he cried out. He took her hand away and entered her. Both letting out a scream of ecstasy. He started moving fast and hard entering deeper and deeper into her ' Oh god Der, fuck you feel amazing' she said with her head back hands to the side.

Derek put his arms around her and pulled her in so there whole bodies were touching. 'Oh god Derek' She screamed 'I'm coming, I'm COMING'

Her whole body tensed up and she wrapped her legs around him. Derek followed straight after. Releasing himself into her. 'ohhhhhh' he screamed as her tensed up and came. They fell into each others arms.

'You are so amazing Meredith Grey' He smiled at her cupping her face and kissed her again.

'so are you Derek, so are you' She replied and cuddled him as tight as she could.

'Lets go to bed' He said and pulled himself out of her. He picked her up and carried her into the bedroom, laying her in the bed he hopped in next to her they fell asleep in each others arms.

Little did they know that Mark Sloan had seen then together and was about to spread the news to the whole school come Monday morning.

Hope you liked this chapter. So it starts, the big downfall. Everyone will know. What will happen???