Ironic

Demyx plopped onto the bed beside me.

"What's wrong?" He asked.

"I can't… I can't be gay… I just can't be." I sobbed.

"It's ok Zexy… I didn't know I was gay either until I met you." He said.

"It feels like we just met like 5 seconds ago." I sniffled.

"But it feels like I've known you for ever." He said.

"How?" I asked.

"I guess it was love at first sight." Said Demyx. "Do you like me Zexion?"

I paused and thought about it. Also noticing he called me Zexion instead of Zexy which was cool.

"I can't explain how I feel about you." I said.

"What do you mean?" He asked.

"Well, you're annoying and quite touchy but you're also friendly and kind of cute." I had no idea what I was saying.

"I think you're cute too" He said.

I smiled. No one ever called me cute before.

"You make me feel so… so… good." I said… I think I'm going nuts.

"I've actually had a crush on you for a while Zexion." He said.

"What? I just met you." I said.

"I've been to where you live and spotted you from a far. You caught my eye instantly. You were sitting on a curb looking at your feet. You were alone. I wanted to go and talk to you. So I started walking towards you but someone called you into your house and you left. I couldn't stop thinking about you." He explained.

I stared at him for a good minute. I couldn't help but smile. All the while I thought no one had cared about me. It was the first time I felt loved. It was so warm and welcoming. Someone finally cared about me.

"And when you came to our apartment today it was the best feeling in the world." He said.

I didn't know what to say. I was so flattered and red as an apple.

"But if you think that you're not gay I guess we're not meant for each other." He said disappointed.

I really didn't know what I was… gay, straight, or bi. Never thought about it. I never had a girlfriend. I never liked anyone. I didn't even have friends. I guess I had no idea who I was. I never knew what I wanted. I still don't know. And I still didn't know what to say. So I stayed silent.

"I guess we could still be friends. You can sleep on the couch if you want. And you can sleep in your jeans." He waited for a response. "Well I don't know about you but I'm pretty tired so goodnight."

Demyx got under the covers and went to sleep. I just sat there like an idiot. My mouth was wide open. I'm such a jerk. He just poured his heart out to me and I had nothing to say. Maybe I am gay… maybe I do like Demyx… should I wake him up? Should I tell him my true feelings? Do I even have feelings for him? I felt like I was going to puke. A couple of minutes passed and still I hadn't decided what I wanted. Maybe I'll never know… maybe I'll die alone without a lover or a friend. Maybe I should leave. I turned to look at Demyx. He looked so sexy. Wait! Snap out of it Zex. I sighed. I want to touch his body everywhere!I put my sweaty hand on his back and he woke up. I didn't say anything. I was getting nervous again. He sat up. He seemed a bit scared as well. We both knew it was really happening.

"I thought you weren't gay." He said.

I put my hand over his mouth. "Shhh don't speak." I said seductively.

He let out a nervous giggle.

"Are you sure you want to do this Zex?" He whispered.

"I think I'm ready… do you think we should?" I asked.

"Well only if you answer one question for me." He said.

"What's that?" I asked.

"Do you like me Zexion?"

Gulp. What should I say? Oh the hell with.

"Demyx… how could I not like you?" I said.

A huge smile spread across his face. But I couldn't wait any more I had to have him. So I tackled him onto the bed. I sat on top of him not knowing what to do. But before I new it we were already making out like crazy. He tasted so good. And the next thing I knew he was already inside of me. It was the best feeling in the world. I couldn't help but cry out in ecstasy as he rocked my body. I was gasping for air… I couldn't breath. And before I knew it, it was over. We breathed heavily as we lay on the bed exhausted and sweaty. In seconds I had fallen asleep.

I awoke to the scent of coffee. I could hardly open my eyes. And when I tried to get up I stuck to the sheets. I was soaked with sweat. And my lower area hurt pretty bad. My mouth had an odd taste of fruit as well. I had forgotten where I was and what happened for a minute or so. And once I realized what happened and knew where I was I panicked. I sat up right away and took a look at my surroundings. I was in Demyx's room. I had sex with the same gender. And this morning was not going well. I looked at the clock. It revealed 7:00 AM. I was so weak. Had I made a mistake?NO! Don't think like that. You wouldn't have done him if it didn't feel right. Then I finally realized that Demyx wasn't in the bed with me. So I decided to get up and find him. I put some pants on and walked out of the room. I noticed Demyx lying on the couch drinking coffee and watching cartoons. I limped over. Damn it hurts to walk.I guess he heard me because he turned right around. He stood up and came over.

"Morning Zexy! You must be hurting pretty badly."Demyx said.

I nodded my head and when he was near I fell into his arms, relieved. He smelled so sweet. He picked me up and carried me back to bed.

"You should get some rest… you don't look so good." He said.

"I'm fine. I want to be with you." I couldn't believe what I was saying.

Demyx was even surprised when he heard that.

"Really Zexy? You don't regret what happened?" He asked.

"If I was going to regret it I wouldn't have gone through with it." I said.

He kissed me gently on the lips. Even after drinking coffee he still tasted like fruit. We cuddled in the bed for a while until there was a knock on the door. Demyx got out of bed and went to answer it. It was Axel… the one that called me a hobo.

"Ugh… what do you want Axel?" Asked Demyx.

"Well I heard some noises coming from your room last night… did you get lucky? Huh? Tell the truth."

Demyx looked quite annoyed.

"Leave Axel." Said Demyx.

Then Axel pushed his way into Demyx's apartment. He then spotted me lying on the bed. I went under the covers. Axel then of course came in the room and pulled the covers off of me.

"Hey! It's the kid I met yesterday. What's your name again? Oh yeah Zexion! Can't forget a name like that." Said Axel.

I didn't know weather he just insulted my name or complimented it. Either way I was getting pissed.

"Do you mind!" I shouted as I pulled the covers back over my head.

"Woah! He speaks?!" Shouted Axel. "Well I guess he would have a good set of lungs on a count of all his screaming last night."

"Axel, go fuck yourself!" Shouted Demyx.

What a man.

"No need to get your panties in a bundle! I was just saying." He said. "Anyway, nice seeing you again Zex. Hopefully we'll bump into each other again sometime."

"Axel just get out." said Demyx.

"I'm going, I'm going."

Then I heard the door close. Few. Then I came out from under the covers.

"Sorry about him Zexy… He's a little strange." Said Demyx.

"More strange then you?" I teased

"Ha ha Zexy!" He laughed

Funny… I don't mind him calling me Zexy any more.

A few hours later Demyx made me get out of bed, take a shower, and borrow his clothes for myself. He mad some breakfast: waffles and sausage. I really wasn't hungry. I don't normally eat that much.

"C'mon Zexy you gotta eat something!" Begged Demyx.

"I'll probably barf if I eat now."

"PLEASE!! You need your energy!" He said.

"FINE! But I'll only eat a little."

So I ate. It wasn't half bad. But I felt sick afterwards. At least it made Demyx happy.

Later Demyx dragged me out of the apartment. He said he wanted me to become friends with his friends. So he planned a get together down on the beach.

When we got there I was pretty nervous. I'm very shy. And not a people person. But I wanted Demyx to be happy.

Demyx was very excited when he saw all of his friends. It sure was a large bunch! I didn't think my breakfast would stay down too long. Although I already knew their names they felt the need to introduce themselves again. And apparently Axel told everyone that I fucked Demyx so I was already gaining respect. Which is weird. Anyway it turned out they were all pretty cool… even Axel… I got comfortable pretty quick. They liked me and I liked them. It seemed life wasn't going to be so bad after all. As long as Demyx is happy.