Ironic

(2 weeks later)… my life is crazy. Crazy in a good way I guess… but also in a strange way. I'm still denying that I'm gay. I don't know what to do. Demyx thinks we're definitely boyfriend and… um… boyfriend but I still don't know. It's still kinda creepy to me. I feel as if my world has totally flipped upside down in a matter of 2 weeks. Sure, I've made some nice friends… and sure I got a good home… and yeah I'm surrounded by people who care about me… but there's one problem… Demyx.

I was soon snapped out of my thoughts when I felt a tap on my shoulder. It was Axel. I'd been sitting on the beach for at least an hour trying to unscramble my thoughts. Axel sat down next to me. In 2 weeks Axel and I had become really good friends.

"What's buggin' you little guy?" He asked.

"It's between me, myself, and I." I replied.

"Aw, c'mon. You can tell me anything."

"Well this is a bit personal." I said

"Are you going through… puberty?" He whispered.

"NO! I am not going through puberty."

"Then tell me!! PWEEESE!" He begged.

"Ugh… It's just… there's a problem I have with Demyx."

"What? Is he bad in bed?" He asked.

"Axel, stop… no he's not bad in bed… and that's none of you business anyway!"

"Then tell me the problem." He said

"I don't know if I'm gay or not… happy?" I said

"HA! So, your telling me you slept with a guy when you didn't know if you were gay or not. And then started dating him… and still don't know if you're gay. You make me laugh Zex, you really do."

"I'm not joking Axel! I'm serious… I'm confused and don't know what to do." I said.

"Ok, ok… well what's making you think that you aren't gay?" he asked.

"I don't know… maybe I'm afraid to admit it. And scared to face the truth."

"Well uh looks like you just solved your own problem Zex." He said.

"I didn't solve my problem Ax I still don't know what to do… I'm scared." I said

"Well don't be… just go with the flow."

"Pssh easy for you to say." I said.

"No, I dealt with the same problem when I turned gay." He said.

"You're gay?" I asked surprised.

"Yeah, I never told you?"

"Nope."

"Well, I just went with the flow. If I thought I liked a guy I accepted it… If I thought I liked a girl then I went with it. It wasn't easy, but soon I found that I liked guys better. I was fine with it… I knew people would accept me for who I was so I wasn't that scared. You really have nothing to be afraid of. All our friends already think you're gay. You just have to accept it for yourself." He said.

"I've never done anything like this before."

"You'll be fine… I'll be behind you all the way. And if you ever need more advice I'm always around." He said.

"Thanks Axel. You're more mature then I thought." I said

"Eh, I am when I want to be." He said as he got up. "So, the real reason I actually came here was to invite you to a bar slash club place."

"A bar slash club place?"

"Yup. Demyx wanted you to come. Every once and a while we go down there to hang out and have fun. It's called The Dream Club."

"There's a lot of places around here with the word 'dream' in them." I said.

"Yeah, well… that's just the way it is. So are you gonna come or not?" He asked.

"I dunno… I don't really dance or drink."

"Aw c'mon it'll be a new experience. And it'll get your mind off of your 'problem'." He said.

"Ugh… fine. But I guarantee it won't be fun for me."

"Yes it will… just watch, you'll have a great time." He said.

"Ok what ever. Anyway, what time should I be there… and where is it?" I asked.

"Well we should get going now… so I guess I could take you there."

"Now?!"

"No tomorrow… yes now! C'mon you'll be fine." He said as he reached out a hand to pull me up.

I grabbed his hand and he lifted me to my feet. Then we were off to The Dream Club. What a corny name.

Well it felt like we walked about a mile and I was already exhausted when we got there. I could hear the beat from the music before we even went in. And there were like tons of people inside dancing. And I had a stomach ache.

Axel was practically dragging me through the door… I really didn't want to do this. But once we were in, it wasn't that bad. It was dark but there were like a million flashing lights. Also the music was so loud I thought my ears would explode. And it smelled like sweat and alcohol… um ew. Then all of a sudden Axel spotted the rest of the gang as they were dancing and having a few drinks. So we went over… I really didn't know what to do at that point. Everyone was dancing and I was just standing there like a weirdo. How fun. Then I got tapped on the shoulder… I turned around… it was Larxene. Oh joy.

"Hey Zex! Havin' fun?!" She shouted, over the loud music.

"No, not really." I replied also noticing she was a bit tipsy.

"Well, you wanna dance with me?" She asked.

"I don't really dance, sorry."

"Ok then… why don't we go sit at the bar?" She suggested.

"I guess we coul-" Before I finished, she was already dragging me there.

We sat down on some stools and she asked if I wanted a drink.

"No, I'm not much of a drinker but thanks anyway." I said.

"Aw c'mon… it's delicious!!!" She said as she waved her drink under my nose.

"Eh, I guess it couldn't hurt." I said.

"Great! Hey bar tender! One martini on the rocks please." She said.

The bar tender nodded and a couple minutes later came out with my drink. I sniffed it… it smelled weird. I took a small sip and nearly spit it out all over the place. Nasty.

"Ha ha… first time drinker huh? You'll get used to it don't worry." Said Larxene.

I took another sip… still nasty but not as bad as the first try. I kept sipping it until it was all gone. I could feel my self beginning to get tipsy… or maybe I already was. Anyway, I was in the mood for another one.

"Hey bar tender! Can I get another one of these!" I called.

"See I told you, you'd get used to it." Said Larxene.

I nodded as I started sipping my second drink… this time with bigger gulps. I noticed Larxene was getting more and more drinks as well. And she was starting to get pretty drunk. For the first time I noticed what she was wearing too. She was wearing a very tight shirt that made her breast practically pop out, a mini skirt, high heels, and she pretty much looked like a slut. It was actually kind of hot… I found myself starring at those big balloons of hers. She didn't seem to care, she was drunk.

Throughout the night so far I'd had about 4 martinis and 2 shots. I was wasted. Larxene and I were laughing about nothing. Then all of a sudden she pulled me off the stool and we went onto the dance floor. We were dancing like crazy.

"S-so h-how'sssyour night going n-now?" She asked as we were dancing.

"It'sssthe b-best night e-ver!" I shouted.

"S-so you datin' Dem Dem?" She asked.

"W-who?"

"DEMYX!" She shouted.

"W-who'ss Demyx?" I slurred.

"Oh f-forget it." She said tiredly.

"W-wanna got s-sit down?" I asked

"Yeah!"

So we went back to our spots at the bar. I was dizzy and felt I was going to pass out… or vomit.

"S-so you gay?" She asked

"Nahhh" I replied.

"Then proooove it!!" She said.

So, I grabbed her face and started making out with her. It got pretty hot. She started unbuttoning my shirt and my hand went under her skirt… for a minute there I thought we'd start "doing it" in public. But then I stopped.

"W-wow." She said in shock.

There was a very good reason I stopped… I was going to barf my brains out. So I ran to the bathroom with Larxene following me. I went into a stall, almost missed the toilet, but it went in. It was a huge mess. Gross. Larxene was behind me rubbing my back and trying to comfort me. I was too sick to care that she had come into the men's bathroom. My face was covered in vomit… Larxene was trying to rub it off with her shirt. Then I guess I must have passed out by then because I forget everything else. The next thing I remember is Axel standing over top of me asking if I was alright… and then I barfed again. And passed out again.

I guess it was the next morning when I woke up in a different bed and a different room. My head was throbbing with pain and I felt terribly queasy. This was too weird… I was half naked in a place not familiar to me. Until a familiar red head stepped into the room… few.

"Morning party boy." Joked Axel.

"Stop screaming." I barley whispered.

"Hang-overs suck don't they?" He said.

I said nothing.

"Looks like you had a good time last night… drinking like an alcoholic… making out with Larxene."

"Ugh… I was drunk ok… that was a mistake." I said.

"Not to Demyx."

I propped up immediately when I heard that… that was a mistake though because it made me feel really sick.

"You mean you told him?" I asked.

"No, he saw you." He said. "Then he ran back to the apartment… he was pretty bummed Zex."

"Crap."

"I tried telling him you were just drunk but he wouldn't listen." He said.

"What do I do now?" I asked.

"Apologize, explain what happened, you know all that good stuff." He said.

"So what happened after I passed out?" I asked.

"Well you puked about a thousand times… then I took you home. I put you in my apartment cus Dem probably didn't wanna sleep with you, you know? So I took your clothes off and threw you into my bed."He said.

"What happened to Larxene?" I asked.

"Eh, she was fine… she could walk. But I led her back to her apartment so she was safe. Anyway, you should get some rest."

"I wanna talk to Demyx though." I said.

"It can wait Zex. You only got about 3 hours of sleep last night… you should rest."

"K" I replied.

And before I knew it, I was asleep.

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