Ironic

I woke up a couple of hours later… feeling a bit better then before. I got out of bed and put the clothes on that I had from the night before… which were stained in vomit … gross!! Oh well I didn't care. All I cared about was apologizing to Demyx. So I walked out of Axel's apartment noticing he wasn't even there anymore. I went up to the third floor on the elevator and went down the hall to room 309. I knocked on the door and waited… and waited… and waited. I knocked a couple more times but no answer. So I took my room key and opened the door myself. The room was empty. I called out to Demyx a couple times and looked in all the rooms… no Demyx.

Hmm wonder where he could be. So while I was there I thought I'd change. First I took a shower. Then I put on a green t-shirt and some black skinny jeans… along with my black converse. When I was finished Demyx still wasn't around. I still had a head ache so I took some aspirin. Then I sat on the couch for like 5 minutes. I was so anxious… so I left the apartment. Roxas was just coming out of his room as well and we ran into each other.

"Hey Zex, what's crackin'?" Asked Roxas.

"Nothin' much… um… I'm kind of looking for Demyx. Do you have any idea where he could be?" I asked.

"Yeah, he's working… he just started a new job at a coffee shop down the street… he couldn't pay his rent." Said Roxas.

"Oh, um ok… what's it called? No wait let me guess: Dream Coffee."

"Ha good guess but no… it's called The Good for Nothing Coffee Shop." He said.

"What the… what the hell kind of name is that?"

"I dunno… it's pretty weird. But it's the most famous coffee place around."

"Ok, thanks for the info. I guess I'll go talk to him." I said.

"Whatcha gotta talk to him about?"

"Well, I kinda made a mistake and I'm trying to fix it." I said.

"Oh yeah! Axel told me about it… well good luck man."

"K thanks… see ya." I said as I walked away. Axel's such a blabber mouth!

I walked down the stairs and out of the apartment. It was a gloomy and humid day… the sky was completely grey and the air felt sticky. Seemed like rain, or thunderstorms. So I kept walking down the sidewalk looking for the coffee shop. The city seemed absolutely deserted. No one was around. Creepy.

Then I finally came to a place called The Good for Nothing Coffee Shop… what a weird name. I hesitantly opened the door and stepped inside. A strong aroma of coffee instantly filled my nose. I looked around and spotted Larxene sitting at a table drinking coffee. I tried to avoid her but she looked over at me… crap.

"Hey Zex! Why don't you come sit over here." She said.

"Uh… n-no thanks heh… um I'm not really here for coffee." I stuttered.

"Then watcha here for?"

Then I spotted Demyx at the counter taking orders.

"Be right back." I said.

I rushed over to the counter trying to get Demyx's attention. But he was too busy… damn. Then I looked back at Larxene… she was staring at me and smiling… ugh. Then I looked back at the counter and Demyx was looking at me. I opened my mouth to speak but…

"I don't want to talk to you Zexion." He said.

"But-" I tried to speak.

"Zexion, you betrayed me… how can I forgive you?" He started to walk away.

"Wait-"

"I don't want to see your face Zexion! Please leave me alone." He said.

I was terribly hurt. But I wouldn't leave.

"Demyx just listen to me!" I shouted very angry.

Everyone pretty much paused and looked over at me. Talk about embarrassing. I could hear it start to rain outside pretty hard.

"Look I'm sorry! I was drunk and had no idea what I was doing! I don't want to be with Larxene… I want to be with you." I said.

I could hear people "Awing" about what I had just said. Demyx was staring at me in shock with tears in his big blue eyes. I felt a tear roll down my cheek. I was too embarrassed to keep talking so I started to walk out. I stepped out into the warm rain and started running… I didn't know where I was running off to… I just wanted to get away.

I found myself running to the alley I had first run into when I came here. I curled up in a ball and sat there just like last time. I let the rain hit my face as I looked up to the sky. I waited and listened for Demyx's foot steps… but I heard nothing. Just the little splats of rain as they hit the ground. I tasted my salty tears as I began to cry. I didn't know why I felt this way about Demyx but I did. I had made my decision… I wanted to be with him. I would be loyal to him and give him all the affection in the world. I felt crazy… but this time it was only the good kind of crazy. I wasn't confused. Maybe I just needed experience with the opposite gender to figure out what I wanted. I wasn't afraid of what people would think… as long as I had Demyx. But now he's gone… it's too late.

"It's too late." I whispered to myself.

"It's never too late." I heard another voice say.

I looked up immediately. A wide smile spread across my face. It was that annoying blonde.

"Zexy you hurt me a lot… but I think you realize you made a mistake. I forgive you… and I'll give you a second chance." He said.

YES!

"Demyx I was just confused and didn't know what I wanted… but now I'm positive… I defiantly want to be with you. I will do anything for you."I said.

Demyx smiled and whipped the tears from my face. He was soaked as well and still in his work uniform. He then leaned in and gave me a kiss on the lips. Sweet.

The next couple of days were nice. Demyx and I were spending a lot of time together and having a blast. It was cool. But we hadn't gotten intimate since the first time… I didn't mind. I was finding more and more things out about Demyx that I would have never guessed. Like this one time…

I was walking around the apartment trying to find something to do when I heard some really beautiful music playing… I followed the sound and came to Roxas and Axel's room. Number 138. I knocked on the door and Roxas answered it.

"Wassup Zex… What's hapennin'?" He said.

"Well I was bored and was just walking around when I heard some cool music coming from here." I said noticing that it kind of sounded silly.

"Oh! You like it? It's me and Dem playin' guitar." He said.

"Really?"

"Yeah, wanna come in?" He asked.

"Sure."

So I stepped into the apartment. It was mostly made up of the colors red, yellow, and black. The walls were pure red and the furniture was a mix of yellow and black. And there was an odd scent of incense. Probably from Axel. I followed Roxas to the living room where I found Demyx sitting on a yellow couch with a blue guitar. Theres was also another yellow guitar lying on another couch… probably Roxas'.

"Hey Zexy, what brings you here?" Asked Demyx.

"I just heard some cool music coming from here and thought I'd check it out." I replied.

"Yeah I'm teaching Roxas the proper technique fro playing the guitar… wanna watch?"

"K" I said

So I sat down on the couch next to Demyx. Roxas sat on the other couch across from us. Demyx started playing again with Roxas observing. Demyx sometimes stopped in the middle to explain what he was doing. Then kept playing. It was so beautiful… it took my breath away. It was apparently a song Demyx wrote. Even though there were no words yet it still had plenty of meaning. It sounded like a love song in the making… with obstacles in between… but also happy moments. But the end sounded oddly sad and depressing. I almost started crying… until Demyx's voice snapped me out of my trance.

"How'd you like it Zexy?" Demyx asked.

"It was… Beautiful." I said.

"Really? Thanks Zexy! I'm gonna put words into it pretty soon… I'm just waiting for them to come to me." He said.

I nodded.

"Thanks for teaching it to me Dem… I'll practice." Roxas said.

Demyx nodded as he started to get ready to leave.

"Let me see that guitar… I want to try it out… the guitar always fascinated me." I said.

Roxas handed me his guitar.

"Well you gotta learn before you play Zexy." Demyx laughed.

"Never underestimate me." I said

So I started trying to play Demyx's song I had just heard. I remembered what all the notes sounded like and the strings he had used. I'm VERY observant. Once I was finished I looked up. Demyx and Roxas were staring at me like I had 40 heads.

"Was it that bad?" I asked.

"Zex that was AWSOME!" Shouted Roxas.

"You sure you've never played before?" Asked Demyx.

"Positive." I said.

"Zexy you were born to play guitar." Said Demyx.

"Heh thanks."

"I need someone to play the bass for this song… do you think you could?" He asked.

"What's a bass?" I asked stupidly.

"Ha ha… it's like the guitar only it has less strings." He said.

"Oh… sure I guess I could."

"Thanks Zexy!"

"Wait, I thought you said I could do it." Said Roxas.

"Heh… um well sorry Roxas but… you kinda suck." Said Demyx

I started cracking up at that.

"Fine I see how it is!! Now get out!!" Shouted Roxas.

As we were walking out Demyx told me he'd get over it. I was still giggling.

"So, did you wanna help me out on the lyrics as well?" Asked Demyx.

"Nooooo! I suck at writing… you better leave me out of that one." I said.

"Ha ha ok. I had something special planned for it anyway."

I smiled at him and he smiled at me as we walked back to our apartment. He's beautiful just like his song.

More Chapters to come:D