Sakura POV

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I don't want to do this.

Really, truly, from the bottom of my being I don't want to do this.

I could lie to myself, and say that it is better to do this. That either outcome is acceptable, routine even.

I could say that this is what you'd want, what you'd expect.

But I know better. I know you will probably die when I do this. I know that even if you do wake up, it might
not be you anymore.

I know that it's been too long, that this is too late even for you.

But there's nothing else to do. If I don't pull the plug, cut off your life support, your brain will simply
atrophy until there's nothing left.

Knowledge doesn't make me feel better.

I wish I were like Naruto. He blindly believes that you'll wake up and immediately demand Icha Icha.

I'd just settle for you breathing on your own.

I almost want to let Iruka do it. He also has the burden of knowledge, and knows what would happen. But
Konoha law states that it must be done by a medical nin.

Iruka doesn't qualify.

Why do I have to kill my former teacher?

I'm crying now. I know I am, and I hate it. I should be stronger than this. But still the tears flow.

I'll do it. If anyone should pull the plug, it should be me.

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