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In all the time that I've watched him, I don't think that I've seen him this happy. And to think, just a few days ago
I've never seen him so sad for so long. I don't think he realizes what an impact Kakashi-sama has on him.

I think that I'm jealous.

The ability to effect someone, to that degree, means importance in that someone's life. I want that. Even if just a little
bit, even if I don't deserve it, I want that with him. Does that make me a horrible person?

I think it might.

Does that thought mean that I'm going to give up? No, not at all. My wishes are too fragile to stand the light of the
sun just yet; I won't abandon them.

Don't you dare think that I'm weak for my waiting. Don't you dare think that I'm fragile for my wish. Those that have
never seen the blood of others on their hands, don't you dare presume to judge me. I'm sick of people judging me. I've
been through hell, and have survived. I've faced my demons, and survived them too; surprising everyone, including
myself.

And if there's still scars, please do not judge me for that. Scars can't be healed so simply.

I think he can do it, though. I think he can heal them without realizing what he's doing. And if I could heal him, even just
a little bit, I think that I can die happy.

…Don't tell him that, though. I don't think he can stand another person leaving his life, even a person as insignificant to
him as myself. It is a sad truth to have when one lives the life of a ninja.

It's strange to think of him as fragile. He's so strong for everyone; if he dies, so will so many people, all in the places you
can never really see. I wish the rest of the village would realize it, that they need him.

I wish he would realize how much of an effect he's had on everyone's lives.

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Awyr here. I'm so sorry for the late update! I've been without a computer for like, a month; before that, I was studying for
finals. I'm so sorry!