Can't help myself…
Why do I love him? He's just a kid. My subordinate. Whenever he smiles or looks at me, I go weak. The way he loses his temper when I call him shrimp, it makes me laugh. I know we can't be while we're like this. I love him so much though and I need to tell him. I need to show him how much I care, show him that there is someone who will look after him and love him. I'd take him to levels he's never seen. I just want him, need him so badly. I'm sure he feels the same way but he doesn't show it. That impish smile he wears when he knows he has me beat. Ever since I saw him the first time I felt myself grow weak, felt myself melt under his smile and his golden gaze. I know I shouldn't but I can't help myself…