A/N: Hi I'm really psyched with the story if it gets to be kind of like rambling tell me I'll try to control my self. Characters owned by Stephenie Meyer (Still not sure if I have to do this or not bear with me)

Chapter3

We stayed at the meadow for most of afternoon. I didn't want to leave but Edward insisted on getting me something to eat. The Cullen's stocked their fridge with food just for me (it made me feel like a burden but they insisted that while I was human they had no problem feeding me.) I was anxious to get there. I needed to talk to Alice. I wanted to know what was going to happen with my mom. I just want to be prepared for whatever it is that will happen.

When I walked into the house Alice was standing in the doorway waiting for us. She danced toward me and gave me a big hug, she tried her hardest to restrain herself but I still felt crushed among her small body.

"Hi Bella!"

" Hey Alice." I said, though my air supply was seriously lacking at the moment. She let me go.

"Oh sorry," she giggled. "You are not going to believe it, and your going to love me!" I seriously doubted that. " Everything is set Bella." Edward groaned but she just shot him a dark look and continued, "The church, the invitations, you already have your dress, I even got a caterer! Everything is just perfect, now if you guys would just make up your mind about the date I could send the invitations." She wanted to go on I could hear it but I'm not sure if I could handle wedding details right now, my skin was getting pale.

"Alice," Edward cut in, "Please not right now. Look at her she's pale as a ghost." Alice gasped.

"Oh my god! Bella! Are you all right? Bella, come on your scaring me!"

"Caterer…what…how?" I tried to gasp out. "Alice this is supposed to be a small reception. And didn't we say we weren't going to get married in a church. You promised! You said you wouldn't go all crazy with this. What did you do invite the entire town?" I wanted her to feel a little remorse, but she kept her composure and smiled at me.

"Calm down Bella, you're going to hyperventilate. Of course I didn't invite the whole town. You don't know everyone in Forks."

"That's not funny."

"And any way you have to get married in a church, it's like tradition. I invited some extra people other than the people you told. Like only fifty people extra. So it is still technically a small reception, and caterers do cater for small events. This is very restraining restrictions your trying to force me upon Bella, be reasonable." I sighed; I don't know why I try to argue with her you can't win.

"Any way that isn't the most important thing I need to talk to you about." Edward went into the kitchen, to make me some food and to let me talk to Alice. "My mom is coming here in a few weeks." I had urgency in my voice but her eyes didn't grasp any of that.

"Oh really that is so awesome. Then she can help with the wedding details!" Her eyes lit up.

"Alice! She doesn't know about the wedding. And I thought you said all the details were taken care of."

"Date!"

"Ugh! That's not the point. Alice, how is she going to take it? She isn't the fondest person of marriage at a young age, being victim of it herself. Is she going to explode when I tell her? Will she be calm? She's not going to disown me is she?"

"Um, well let's see…it might not be that easy. I don't know your mom well and I'm not attuned to her thoughts. It might take some time to find out, maybe if she were closer to me."

"Are you sure, I need this. I'll go crazy if I have to go into this blind."

"I can try, I did meet her once right." She blanked out and I knew she was searching for something, anything that would help me out. Edward came back with a plate of food he had prepared. As he gave me the plate he stared at his sister. We moved to the dining room and waited for her. He sat across from me and watched as I ate. I tension radiating off of me filled the room.

"It's going to be ok, I promise you, you don't have to worry." I nodded and continued to eat.

"I know, but I can't help being anxious. It's my mom. I can only imagine what she'll say." I was finishing eating when Alice came into the room, there was a calm on her face.

"Well the wedding I still see happening, and your mom is there. That's all I got. She doesn't look angry. But she also doesn't look ecstatically happy either, more like accepting. Kind of like Charlie."

"So we still don't know exactly how she'll take it. But she will be there." I nodded to myself. "That's a start."

"I could try to see some more."

No it's ok, I can deal with this. She'll be here, and eventually she will understand how much we love each other." Edward smiled at me from the other side of the table and was by my side in an instant.

"Come on I'll take you home." He kissed my forehead and took me to the car. My mind was miles away from here. It took me a minute to realize that Edward had grabbed my hand and we were outside of my house.

"Oh!" I said taking the moment in and laughed. "Wow I blanked out for a minute."

"It's ok, are you alright?"

"Yeah," I nodded, "I'm good." I squeezed his hand back and reached for the door handle. He never let go of my hand. I looked back at him confused. "Aren't you coming?"

He smiled, "Yeah, just wait a second." I closed the door and looked at him with expecting eyes. It took a long moment for him to speak again. " I'm just worried about you," He said answering the question he saw in my eyes. "This is a lot of stress on you, I can feel it." He leaned in closer to my face and smiled. "If at any time you need a break, from anything: Alice, wedding details anything, tell me and I'll take you out for as long as you need. We don't need you having an anxiety attack."

"Thanks Edward that sounds nice. I'd go anywhere with you. Under any circumstances." I smiled. "But your unnecessarily worried I'm nowhere near the peak of pressure I can endure."

"And we're keeping you far away from that peak. Promise?"

"Promise." I kissed him he seemed gentler today. More than he usually was. It was a weird feeling. He pulled back and we went inside the house. With the faintest feeling of worry emanating from him but I couldn't figure out why.