Nervous Habits

(A/N: this is Bella thinking about this week k?)

Edward soon left to make the "necessary preparations". Watch, it'll end up being a ring or something. Hell, he might even buy me my wedding dress. Ugh. I may be okay with getting married, but the preperations still scare the living crap out of me.

What's even more ugh is talking to Charlie about me getting married. Wait, no, Renee is even worse. Double ugh. Since I was a kid, when I get nervous, I start falling...and tripping...and getting my self hurt randomly. This is not going to be an easy couple of days.

(A/N: ok thinking is over...story time!)

"Bella, could you come down here?" Uh oh, he should have already left for work. I hope he doesn't know about what's happening right now. "BELLA?"

"Dad, I'm coming. Just hold on a second." There he was sitting in the kitchen, he looked...flustered. "What's the matter?"

"Well, Bella, um, your mom is coming down this week. She's been missing you. She's gonna stay with us for a few days." He tried to smile, but I knew he was nervous. They haven't seen each other in years. He's never gotten completely over her.

"When is she coming?" He closed his eyes and breathed out slowly.

"She's coming tonight." Breathe Bella, breathe. Relax. God, please don't pass out. "She's going to be staying downstairs, so instead of you leaving today to do whatever you do on Sundays, please clean up a little, and make our house look nice for her."

"O-o-kay dad." He stood up and walked to the door. He stopped and turned toward me.

"I'm nervous too, but don't start falling Bells, wouldn't want as soon as your mother comes, you be in the hospital" he chuckled as he left.

This is not good. Renee coming the same week I'm becoming engaged? Talking to them both at the same time? Oi.

I could feel myself begin to hyperventilate. My legs started to feel wobbly, I was going down. Before I even hit the ground, cool, stone strong arms caught my fall.

"Bella, sweetheart, are you feeling well?" The concern and love in his eyes washed away my nervousness, but only for a moment. "You were just standing and then you started to fall."

"I'm okay, it's just a nervous habit." He looked puzzled "When I am nervous, I start tripping, falling, fainting...things like that" I tried to smile at him, but it was weak.

He sat me down on the couch. "Love, why are you nervous? Is it that you are moving into a house full of vampires? You've never been afraid before."

"Moving? I thought I was just getting engaged?"

He smiled, "Well, I thought that you could just move out of here, and move in with me. Plus, Alice is giong to want to take you shopping...a lot."

"O-o-kay." Great, another thing to announce...and more shopping is in my future. Crap.

"Now darling, why are you nervous?"

"I'm nervous because Renee has decided to come visit, and will be here tonight",gulp,"she's going to be staying all week." I feel like throwing up "I can barely talk to them separate, let alone together."

"Bella, don't be nervous. I will be with you." I felt a tid bit better. "Oh, and Carlisle and Esme already said yes to our plans, and this morning I bought a bed for us." I began to blush as realization of what he just said hit him. "Well, I mean for you to sleep on and for me to lay next to you on, I didn't mean "us" to uh, well..." I laughed, I don't think I have ever heard him stumble on words like that.

"I know what you meant Edward." He kissed me and this time, he let go a little more. His fingers tangled through my hair and my tounge begged entrance through his lips. He had control, but wouldn't let me in. He pulled back.

"Bella, not yet." Poo. "What are we going to do today, love?" Oh no, I have to get ready for Renee.

"I have to get the house ready, I have to clean, cook, make her a bed. Oh" I tried to get up and get started, but of course I tripped, flipped, and landed on my backside. "Ow"

"Oh my silly Bella, will you ever get rid of this nasty habit?" He chuckled and picked me up. "Let's get started, love."