The Bumpy Road of Love Chapter 2: Unwritten, a life with derek fanfic

The Bumpy Road of Love

Summary: Casey and Derek have been together since the beginning, but what happens when they graduate high school and head out in different directions; Casey to the states to attend Julliard, and Derek going to Toronto University to further his Hockey. Sequel to Fairy Tale Twists…

Disclaimer: I don't own the show or the song. The Song is Unwritten by Natasha Beddingfield.

Chapter 2: Unwritten

Casey's Point of View

Everything is in a daze. I'm not sure what to think of any of it. We packed up in separate cars today and drove off in separate directions. It is hard to know that I wont be able to see him until Christmas. I can't help but wonder if this is all going to change how we are with each other. I can't help but wonder if we will find new people, and explore other options. I hope not. I mean we are committing to getting married, but what if it does. How will I ever be able to go back to that house and see him, if I know he's cheated on me. Maybe I'm just over reacting, but anything is possible at this point.

Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions

Derek's Point of View

I'm sitting in my dorm, and I can't say that I like it. My room mate is rather loud, and gay. Literally as in when I walked in the door for the first time he was making out with a guy in his bed. Now I don't have a problem with it, as long as he isn't hitting on me. I miss Case. This morning was the hardest morning of my life. I knew it was the last time I'd wake up with her beside me for a long time. I don't know how I'm going to make it. I don't know if I will. Maybe I'll just give everything up and move to New York with her. I'm sure there is a community college or something that I could go to, and get my Business Degree. I pick up my cell phone and text her.

How's New York Princess?

It sucks not being with you.

I know the feeling.

How's your room mate?

He's gay.

That's not very nice to say.

No really. When Dad and I brought my first load up he was making out with a guy.

Oh well. He knows your straight right?

Yeah. How is your room mate?

She is the total opposite of me. More like a Kendra.

Oh gosh. Run and hide, or she'll turn you blonde and have you on the cheerleading squad in no time.

Lol. Would I look bad blonde?

Yes. I love your hair, and everything else about you.

Oh thanks babe. I'm going to try to sleep. Love you xoxo

Good luck with that. Love you too xoxo

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten, yeah

Casey's Point of View

I told Derek I was going to bed two hours ago. I can't sleep though. It's just not possible. I need him to be here to hold me. I haven't slept by myself in over 3 years. Why did I think I could do this? I know it's my dream, but I can't be with out him. It just isn't ever going to work. I wish one of us would have been thinking logically when we accepted our schools. I guess it would have had to be me. I mean Derek only got into Toronto U because of Hockey, and I don't even think he applied anywhere else. I however could have gone anywhere. But I've dreamed of going to Julliard forever.

Derek's Point of View

I've been trying to sleep for about an hour, but can't. I just keep thinking about how Casey is going to find someone new, that is into the same things as her. I know I'm being crazy, but I just can't help but think like that. We've been there for each other through everything, and now we can't be there for each other for the biggest thing of all. My phone just vibrated, and it's a text from Case.

Still awake Babe?

Yep, can't sleep. Can I call you?

Sure, give me five minutes.

Casey's Point of View

I get up from bed and go to the commons area of the dorm, so I don't wake up Katie. I can't sleep, and know that hearing Derek's voice will at least comfort me a little bit. As I sit down in an oversized chair, my phone rings, and I smile.

"Hey Babe"

"Hey Princess"

"Miss you."

"I miss you too"

"I don't think I can do this."

"Me either."

"Why didn't you stop me from accepting Julliard?"

Derek laughs softly "Because it's your dream school. I don't want to hold you back from your dreams."

"I know, and I don't want to hold you back from yours. I just wish our dreams were in the same country at least."

"I know, but we'll make it."

"How can you be so sure?"

"I can't honestly."

We both stay silent for a few minutes. So many thoughts are going through my mind. I just don't know how to string them together. Finally Derek says something.

"I would give up my dream for you."

"Derek, you can't do that. Mom and George wouldn't allow it, and neither will I."

"I know, but I would I just want you to know that."

"I know."

"Classes start in a few hours, I should probably go try to sleep."

"I love you."

"I love you more."

I can picture Derek's smirk as he says it and I smile.

"Not even possible."

"Okay maybe it's the same amount."

I laugh, "You are probably right."

"Sweet Dreams."

"Night"

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins

Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live you life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten

(Gospel)
Staring at the blank page before you
Open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words
That you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inner visions

The rest is still unwritten

A/N: so I know this is more song than anything, but I'm sort of in a block mode…I don't know how I want to take this so it might be a few days before I update again. Reviews are amazing they give me the inspiration to keep going!