Okay, now my last chapter was kinda cliffy. Maybe this will clear some of your questions up!
BPOV
I knew this drove him nuts. I really did think it was a girl though. I would absolutely adore a little boy though. I know Edward probably feels the same way. I was interrupted when he finally spoke up.
"Well let me see." He rubbed his hand over my stomach and then said very clearly, "I think that it is a boy. That is only my opinion though." It utterly shocked me.
"What? A boy!"
"I said that is only what I think. It may be a girl. Or maybe it is more than one baby. Only one way to find out, but I want it to be a surprise." I sat still, astonished at his response. Could he actually know what we're having and he is just keeping it from me? Or does he really just think it is a boy in his heart? No way to be certain.
"Edward, can you do something that lets you know what the baby is?"
"Not really, I can't read the mind of a fetus. It is bad enough knowing what little Elizabeth is thinking. It really makes me feel guilty when we are away."
He is so sweet! I'm so lucky to deserve him.
"Edward, what are we going to do today?"
"Well love, if you don't mind… I kind of wanted to go to the meadow for a little while. Do you?"
Hmmm…. Well we hadn't really made love since Volterra, which I was still very embarrassed about. I can't believe my hormones had overtaken me that badly.
"I wouldn't mind. What exactly were you planning on doing there?"
He got an innocent smile on his face as if he had no clue what I meant in that sentence.
"Well, since it is really sunny outside I thought maybe you would like to go sit in the sun and see what it feels like and,"
"and what? Are you planning to pick up where we left off last night?"
He smiled at me and caressed my cheek.
"Something like that," he smiled and kissed me. I may have returned the kiss a little too passionately because in the next few seconds we were both lying on the bed and making out furiously. I started to undo the one button on his pants and he took notice. He nearly ripped them off in an attempt to get us closer together. I started shredding off my clothes leaving myself in only my underwear and bra, him in his boxers. He was trying hard to calm himself down because he and I were moving too quickly for his liking.
"Edward, are you alright?"
"Yes, no need to worry. I was just getting ahead of myself. Now where were we," he grinned suggestively and pulled down my underwear. I rolled on top of him and then he unhooked my bra and pulled it off of my arms. I cried out, "Hey! No fair, you got a head start!"
"All is fair in love and -," but before he could finish anymore of his sentence I had pulled down his boxers and revealed his beauty. He sighed silently and looked from the ceiling to me. "Well, are we going to continue, or are you going to stare at my shaft all day?"
He started laughing and I figured out he was joking. He brought me back over top of him and started kissing my collarbone and my neck. I brought his face up to mine and started kissing his mouth. His breath dazzled me momentarily and my mind was in a haze. He took advantage of my open mouth and slipped his tongue in. He rolled on top of me, supporting his own weight, and slid cautiously into me. He continued kissing me as he slowly got all the way in. Then it was pure ecstasy after that. Who knew he had it in him to be able to do some of that? As we neared our breaking point he sighed contently and breathed in my hair.
"Bella, do you know how much I love you? Any idea?"
"Edward, I love you more than breathing or my own personal desires. You can only love me so much, and I know you would give me anything on Earth that I wanted. Does that answer your question?"
"To a certain point. But I have a question. You say that I love you enough to give you anything you desired. What is that supposed to mean exactly?"
"That you would do almost anything for me, as would I for you. You mean everything to me and I don't want to lose you ever again."
He smiled and looked deeply into my eyes.
"Bella, we need another shower after today. You up for it?"
"Anything," which was true. The more time I spent with him the more joyous I became. We stepped into the shower and carefully and washed ourselves better than we had the night before. Maybe because we were a little less distracted… We still weren't able to not make out in there. I guess that is what we get for being hormone crazed teenager vampires.
Not quite as cliffy as the last one. I know the beggining is slightly confusing. The baby will probably be a surprise to everyone. In my next chapter they are going to discuss baby names and a few things with Carlisle. Just a heads up. So anyway, I'm out for now!
Edward's ONLY True Love ;-)
