-1Night comes and I find myself sharing a room with Beth Pheonix. Not that I mind, she is the only girl that tends to keep it real around me. Did I just say, "keep it real"? Now I know I have been hanging with Jeff way, too much.

"Well girl, at least you got him to see the conniving bitch that Ashley really is. You know she's trying to get Shannon Moore to tap that." Beth informs me and I raise an eyebrow.

"Figures." I sigh and continue braiding her hair.

How else did you think it got so wavy?

"I just hope Matt talks him out of it. Moore may wind up with some STD the world has never heard of." I forget about Beth's hair for a moment while I think about Paul's kiss then smile. I think I'm falling for this guy, quick!

"Rez? Girl, you need to hurry up and finish because Flavor of Love is almost on… And I have to see who he picks, okay?

I scoff then playfully roll my eyes while I get back to braiding her hair. Finally, after half an hour, I finish her cornrows and she smiles.

"Thanks boo, now c'mon Flavour Flav is on."

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"I can't believe he chose her!" Beth shakes her head in shock. "She ain't even all that hot. He should've gone with Blaque."

I nod my head because lets face it; Thing II was lookin' tore up from the floor up.

I never noticed how boring Monday nights are, especially during midnight. Everything that is on consists of girls taking their clothes off, exposing their fake tits. However, for some reason, I can't seem to look away.

"Having fun?"

Beth smirks and I break out of my trance.

I'm stammering like a drunk.

"Oh please don't worry about it. Sometimes I find myself getting a little hot watching softcore porn on Cinemax."

I blush; I can't believe she just admitted that to me. I clear my throat and quickly turn the channel but Beth takes back the remote. She turns back to Cinemax and we start watching the two busty blonde girls fuck.

What am I doing? I shouldn't be watching this! I'm kind of dating Paul and if Jeff finds out about this then my life is over.

The sound of Beth's soft moans snap me from my thoughts.

Great, she's masturbating to softcore porn while I'm sitting here, wet and uncomfortable.

"Stop frontin' and do it. You know you want to." She manages to say through heavy moans.

Next thing I know, she reaches for my thigh and I jump out of the bed.

"Ithinkileftjeffsstoveon." I stammer and throw on my jeans and novelty t-shirt. And before I know it, I'm out of my hotel room and knocking on Jeff's door.

"What the hell, Reznor?" Hes standing there in his boxers, rubbing the sleep from his eyes. I'm not sure if he was already asleep or just dozing off.

"Problems Jeff… I have many problems." I say as I push past him and into his rented room.

"OKay I knew it was a matter of time before it came to this."

Jeff walks over to his ipod (which is plugged into his portable speaker) and starts to shuffle through his play list until he finds that one song.

And I can't fight this feeling anymore.
I've forgotten what I started fighting for.
It's time to bring this ship into the shore,
And throw away the oars, forever.

As the song plays, Jeff stands there with his hands on his hips. "You were right! I think I might be gay…" I blurt out and his face drops. "Oh awkward…" He lets out a deep breath and turns off his ipod then returns to his bed.

"This is between you and London… Leave me out of this."

Without a second thought, I crawl on the bed then make my way towards him.

"Reznor?" Jeff's emerald eyes are filled with excitement and fear.

I straddle his hips then lean down slowly.

"Reznor…" He asks but goes silent when my lips brush against his.

(I'm sorry I can't even finish this… I'm too miserable to continue for now.)