Uh yeah. Heeeelloooooo everyone! I'm really excited about the future chapters that are coming up : I hope that everyone is enjoying my story. (not that it's getting much attention) but yeah...anyways, this chapter (just letting everyone know) is a FLASHBACK. Just wanted to make that a little clear in case any of you are really confused. It is in Jacob's POV and it is just before Bella comes down and demands to know whats going on. And right after the fluffy naughty part. Lol. Well, enjoy and please REVIEW!!! it's the only way I keep sane these days. Lol.

Nothing belongs to me but Stephenie Meyer.

Goldilox07

Chapter 9

Flashback/Jacob's POV

After Charlie had left, I knew that my father Billy was in on it. He knew what it was like being a young werewolf and you find your soul mate. It's not easy to look at them and just not do anything. Lily is so beautiful, she nearly takes my very breath away. And when she came out of the bathroom her hair still soaked from the shower falling down to her waist in wet curls, my stomach flopped and I had a very dominant thought flow into my mind. That I wanted her at the moment. To just pounce on her and push her to the wall. But that would have been weird having Billy there and all...

She had walked over to me and pushed herself up onto her tippy toes but she still couldn't have reached me so I had to bend my head down to softly brush my lips to hers. I loved the way she smelled after taking a shower. Her scent was so fresh and it rushed into my nostrils. I smiled into her hair.

"How are you Lily?" Billy asked.

"I'm good." she looked at him. "Just a little tired."

He smirked. "Mm...I bet."

"Dad!" I said. Lily blushed and I smacked him in the shoulder.

"Well, I'm just going to go in the other room to watch the game." He said rolling away on the wheel chair.

I rolled my eyes. "It's okay." Lily said kissing me on the cheek.

"What are we doing today?" she asked.

I thought for a moment lightly kissing her head. "You haven't met Emily have you?" I asked. She shook her head. That would be perfect. I needed to talk to Sam anyways. Something didn't feel quite right with me. Last night, something changed. I don't know what. But I think it has to do with my imprint.

I looked down at her and she smiled. "Do you want to meet her?"

"Yeah. That sounds like fun. I kinda feel left out of the family." She said.

"You shouldn't." I said seriously. She laughed but I was being serious. When she looked up at me she could tell that I wasn't joking.

"Alright. Let's go." she said. I held her hand and yelled into the next room. "Dad! We're going to Sam's!"

"Okay!" he yelled back.

We opened the front door and walked out. I started towards the Camaro, but Lily stopped on the porch. I turned to look at her.

"What's wrong?" I asked.

She bit her lip. "Jacob, am I ever going to see what you look like as...you know." she raised her eyebrows. I blew out a sigh.

"Lily. It really isn't safe. When I...turn. It can be extremely dangerous."

"Please?" she begged.

I shook my head. "You know I will do anything for you. But I have to speak with Sam about that one first. Do you understand that I will do anything for you that does not involve possibly hurting you?" I asked. She nodded.

"Good. Now get in the car." I said.

"You could say please." she muttered. I chuckled softly.

"It's not funny." she barked. "You big mutt..." she muttered really softly. I'm quite positive that she did not want me hearing that. But I smiled anyways. She had spunk, and she sounded like she didn't like being made fun of or being teased. I like that.

She got in the car and I pulled her in for a bruising, hot kiss. Her breath whooshed out as I pulled her and she breathed in as my lips caressed hers.

When I let her go. She smiled and touched her lips with her fingertips lightly. I chuckled and started the car.

During the drive, Lily was as excited as Edward Scissorhands when they first drive home from his mansion. She was pointing to the kids playing in the park and laughing when one tripped over a tree root. I was surprised that she found that amusing. But it was kind of funny.

"If you could have seen his face!" she gushed.

Sam burst out of the door just as I had turned off the engine. He had a big smile planted on his face. I couldn't really understand why. Every other time I've come here, he usually is hanging with Emily. He really never paid any attention to why I had come in the first place.

He came and hugged me and patted me solidly on the back whispering to me as he let go.

"Billy told me all brother."

I groaned. "Does anything stay a secret anymore?"

"It's not like it would have lasted long. When you transform it's going to go everywhere anyways. Might as well beat it to the punch huh?"

I frowned. I didn't particularly like my personal life plastered all over the place. Especially to horny teenage werewolves who haven't found there imprint's yet.

"Don't worry about it." He said. He then saw Lily approach and pulled her in for a gruesome hug. Thats when Emily came out of the house calling that lunch was ready. Were they expecting us?

"By the way. Billy called and told us you were coming. In case your wondering." Sam informed. Ah, dad. I thought

We followed Sam into his house and I saw Emily setting the table. When she turned so her face was in full view, I heard Lily gasp.

I pulled her to me and whispered into her ear. "Don't stare. Please, it makes her feel bad. I'll tell you why later, unless they explain themselves." She nodded and we turned to sit at the table.

"It's so good to see you Jacob!" Emily said pulling me into a hug. I hugged her back and she sighed. "It's been so long."

"Yes it has." I agreed.

"Well, don't be strangers, dig in! There is plenty. Are the boy's coming?" She asked.

"I don't think so." Sam said biting a roll. "I told them not to. But you never know with them." She hit him on the head with her wooden spoon.

"Don't talk with your mouth full." She chastised. "And they are always welcome." She turned to Lily. "I always like to think of our home as a safe house. Everyone is welcome. It's always open. So if your ever mad at this young blood." She squeezed my shoulder. "Your always welcome."

"Thank you." Lily said.

I grabbed four ham sandwiches and scarfed them down. Lily ogled at me and I mouthed a 'what?' But she just shook her head taking a small bite out of hers.

"So." Sam said, breaking the silence. "Why have you come to visit us on this fine morning?" He said.

"Sam, can't a brother just come to see his family?" I asked trying to stall as long as possible.

"Jacob, what is it?" He asked. I frowned and swallowed the last bite I had taken. I looked up and everyone was staring at me.

"Well, you know that Lily and I...?" I trailed off. Sam nodded.

"Yes. We both know. What about it?"

"Well, after we...you know...did it, something changed. Inside me; inside my head. Something clicked and it seemed to me that the only thing important now is her." I looked down and Lily and she smiled.

"When I first saw her, I knew that she was my imprint. But it had never seemed final to me. Now that we have shared...that, I think that now, nothing else matters. But the only way I knew to be sure was to talk to you and perhaps see Bella. If what I think happened did really happen, then I shouldn't love Bella anymore." I said.

Sam nodded. "There is an old tale. It hasn't been mentioned before because we've never had a case like yours. Where you already love someone while you imprint. Except for me. But I'm not supposed to be chief." He said.

"What are you getting at?" I asked.

"Jacob, you do know that the last chief was in the Black family right?"

"Yes."

"There is a tale that says that the true Alpha of every pack when he imprints, it is not full until he mates with his imprint. This gives him the chance to refuse her, if he wishes, but he'll always have the guilt of not picking his soul mate." he said.

"So what does that have to do with me?"

"Jacob, Alpha runs in your family. Not mine. You were supposed to be head Alpha remember? I am supposed to be the Betta. Which means that you have now fully imprinted on Lily. You are no longer bound to loving Bella."

I sat there shocked. Why hadn't anyone told that story before? It was important.

"Why didn't we know about this earlier?" I asked.

"Because the council never had a reason to. You are the first Alpha male who has loved another while imprinting." he said.

I smiled. I was no longer torn between two people. I could finally live my life with out regret of what might have been with Bella. She has Edward and I don't need her anymore. Lily squeezed my forearm in her small hand and I peeked out at her from the curtain of my hair. My head was bowed and she smiled as our eyes met. I closed my eyes and savored the moment. This was the beginning of forever. I could already taste it on the tip of my tongue.

"What do you mean?" Bella asked. We were out at first beach and I had just told her that I did not love her.

"I don't love you anymore Bella." I said.

"Why? I mean, I'm glad that you aren't but I'm a little confused as to why? Didn't you, just yesterday, confess to me that you still loved me and didn't know why?" she asked.

"I didn't know why then. But I do know. You see, I am supposed to be the Alpha in my pack. Since it runs in the Black family. And there was a tale that the council failed to mention because they thought it would never happen. When a Alpha imprints, he does not imprint fully until he mates with her. This gives him the chance to choose someone else. Understand?" I asked.

She nodded.

"And when I imprinted on Lily, I was still in love with you. And since I'm supposed to be the Alpha, It wasn't complete. Thats why I was so confused, and thats why I still loved you. Now that me and Lily...yeah. Everything is different now. I'm free. And so are you." I said.

She smiled. "Thats good. I'm really happy for you. Sorry I was such an idiot back there. I was just so confused! No one was explaining anything to me and I just felt like snapping!" She fisted her hands together at her sides. I smiled and hugged her to me.

"I still love you Bella. I always will. Just not in...that...way."

"I'm glad that you finally found her Jacob. I still love you too. And we probably will always love each other no matter what." she smiled. I kissed her hair and she sighed.

"Are you guys really going to leave me here all alone when you go out?" I asked. "It's really not fair you know. I know that I'm supposed to hate bloodsuckers and all that, but I feel left out."

She looked up at me and her eyes glittered. "Would you like to go to Edward's bachelor party?" She asked. "I'm having a bachelorett party and Lily is always invited. Perhaps it wouldn't be to much trouble. As long as you guys get along." She said.

"I suppose if it's not to much trouble for them. I'll behave myself if they will."

"Alright then, I'll have to asked them when I get back." she said.

"When are you guys stealing Lily to go out?" I asked. "I want to be prepared so I can schedule something with the boys." I said.

"Is tomorrow okay?" she asked. I nodded. Lily would be so happy to finally belong to a family.

"You know, Lily has been wanting to belong to a family for a long time. Did you know she is Mike Newton's cousin?" I asked.

Bella's eyes widened. "No way." She said. "Woah! Mike! Really!?"

"Yes really. She used to live in Forks until it spread that wild wolves or bears were roaming the area and killing campers." I said with a smirk. She laughed at the memory. "Then she moved to where I found her to live with her uncle. But I guess he passed away. She doesn't like to talk about it much. And she has been so annoying lately." I laughed. "She's been dying to meet you and the rest of the Cullens. She won't shut up about it." I shook my head.

Bella let out a big laugh. "Really? Wow. This is all to freaky. I'll have to talk to her about that." She made a mental note. I laughed.

We finally, after sitting there watching the sun set and the waves crash unto the beach, stood and walked back to the house. Lily was sitting on the porch waiting for us. She raised her head from her knees at our approach and she smiled. She stretched her arms in front of her and yawned.

"Hey." I said quietly. "You didn't have to wait for us. I'm sorry we're late." I said.

"Nah." she said. "It's okay. Really, I was just out here enjoying the night air. Who said I was waiting for you?" She said standing.

Bella laughed. "You crack me up." she said. She went to stand by Lily. I shook my head and went to open the door for them. They walked inside and I smelled something cooking.

"Did you cook something?" I asked.

"Yeah." Lily said. "I wanted it to be a surprise though. I guess I blew it."

"Lasagna?" Bella said.

"Yeah."

"Would you like to stay for dinner Bella?" I asked. She looked up at the clock on the wall. It said 9:13 pm.

"Well actually I should be getting back. You know Edward. He's probably wondering why I haven't called yet."

"Yeah. I guess." I said.

She took out a small silver cell phone and dialed a number and placed it to her ear. Two seconds later I could hear his voice on the other end. Thank God for my heighten senses! They come in hand sometimes. Not that I needed them now, but I wanted to hear the conversation.

"Bella." Edward breathed a sigh of relief.

"Yeah it's me." Bella said. "I'm ready to leave now. Can you pick me up at the line?" she asked.

"Yes. Are you alright?" Edward asked.

What the hell? Is he always going to assume that she was going to fall off a cliff every time she comes down here? I thought.

"Yes I'm fine." She said.

"Alright, I'm on my way." I could literally hear him getting into his car and shutting the door.

"I love you." Bella said.

"I love you too Bella. I'll see you in a bit." Then she hung up the phone.

"Alright, he's on his way. Can I have a ride to the line?" she asked. I nodded.

"Oh Lily?" Bella asked. Lily turned to Bella. "Would you like to hang out with me and the other Cullen girls tomorrow? Jacob said it wasn't a problem." Bella said.

"Sure!" Lily said her eyes glistening at the new opportunity. "I would love to come. What time?"

Bella looked to me. I raised my hands, palms forward. "It's not my business." I exclaimed.

"Well, how about 1:00?" Bella asked.

"Thats fine. It gives me plenty of time to get ready. Do I need to bring anything?" Lily asked.

"I don't think so. Just your purse. But if anything changes I'll call you before you leave." Bella said.

"Alright." They both said, and of course they laughed. What a bunch of dorks.

I drove Bella to the line with Lily in the back of the Camaro. Bella really seemed to like the new car. She stroked the black interior.

"Do you like it?" Lily asked.

"Yes I do." She said.

"It wasn't running before Jacob tinkled with it." She prompted. "I don't think anyone could have fixed this old baby except for him."

"He sure is hand isn't he?" Bella asked.

"Guys, you do realize I'm sitting right here don't you?" I said annoyed. Waving my hand around. "You don't have to talk about me as if I'm not here." I rolled my eyes.

They sighed and stayed quiet until we reached the border.

Edward was waiting and sitting in the car. Lily's gaze was fixed on the shadow sitting in the Volvo not twenty yards away. This was the first time she has ever see a vampire. As far as I can tell anyways, if she went to Forks high she may have seen the Cullens around school. I doubt it though.

"I think I've seen him around school before." She said. "When I was a senior, he was a sophomore." She said.

"How old are you?" I asked. I couldn't believe I didn't even know how old she was.

"I'm twenty one." she said. Well, that just stumped me right there. I was still a minor. Oops.

"Why how old are you?" she asked. I looked down. Bella was still sitting in the car.

"He's seventeen." Bella said. And I glared at her.

"What?" Lily said. But before I could explain with Bella's help, she jumped out of the car waving good bye's. I growled at her and she laughed. She ran to the Volvo and got into the passenger side kissing Edward as she got in. Then she waved as they pulled away.

"Jacob? Your a minor?" She asked. I nodded. "Well, I believe I've just committed rape." she said.

I grabbed her by the shoulders and pulled her over the seat. I pressed my lips hungrily to hers and pushed my tongue into her mouth. She moaned a soft moan and I fisted my hands into her curls. When I let go, she looked at me with swollen lips.

"It doesn't matter." I said. "No one thinks I'm seventeen anyways. I turn eighteen in a couple of months anyways. No one has to know. Except...uh...Charlie knows. Damn it!" I said.

"What?!"

"Charlie is Bella's father. He was the one with my father when they walked in on us having you know what. And he's the sheriff of Forks."

She looked away for a moment then smirked. "Yeah but he doesn't know I'm twenty one does he?" She giggled. I smiled and pulled her in for another punishing bruising kissed. She breathed me in and wrapped her arms around my neck. We kissed each other for a good half an hour before we got enough control to stop and drive the old Camaro back to our home.