Hello my good people. Sorry for a confusing conflict...i would just like to make it clear the Alice didn't see JACOB but LILY. Lol. If i wrote that...ignore it please. Cause obviously, Alice cant see werewolves. Lol. Why didn't i think of that? Lol. Anyways, so sorry to just bail like i did. It keeps everyone guessing though right? Haha! Lol. I love this writing crap! Lol. U know what one of my favorite quotes is? Yes I know that this is really random but,

"the best solution to reality is to go insane." or something like that. Lol. -random- lol. Anyways. ENJOY THE CHAPTER! And REVIEW!!! u crazy kids!

Emily aka:Goldilox07

nothing belongs to me...well, the story is...but not the characters and the idea!

Chapter 17

Bella's POV

That had been the single most exquisite moment of my entire life. When I had gotten into the shower, Edward had been there. He had pushed me up against the wall and devoured me like a piece of chocolate or whipped cream, whatever suits your fancy. Anyways, he had me up against the wall, and I had wrapped my legs around his waste. I had already gotten gloriously wet, and he could smell it. His nostrils had flared and he had turned his head away, but I had grabbed it and assured him that it was alright.

He had gotten so aroused that it frightened me. I had never seen, well the real thing, except in movies and in sex ed. So when he brought that large maybe eight or nine inch muscle over to me I jumped. He calmed me and pulled me tighter to him whispering love messages into my ear. Promising pain but pleasure, oh god, the pleasure.

He had a good grip on me and asked when I was ready. I had nodded and he slowly, painfully slowly, slid into me. The first inch was so weird, the feel of it...ugh. Unfathomable. The third inch was so painful I screamed from the pain and Edward slanted his mouth over mine to soothe me. It helped. The fifth inch was better, still painful. Then the eighth and ninth inch was complete ecstasy. I shook under him and he slowly slid out of me I pulled him closer and he pushed back in, slowly trying to not hurt me anymore than he already had.

I could tell it was killing him, the thought of him hurting me. But it was always like that the first time right? He pumped into me slowly at first, then when I got more comfortable, I had urged him on and he had thrust faster, and faster. We moved in complete rhythm with each other. Our bodies molded together perfectly.

Thrust after agonizing thrust until, when he slid his final slide into my hot core, I blew. I dug my fingernails into his back and he threw his head back as he exploded inside me. I screamed so loud it hurt even my ears. But we hadn't stopped there. Edward had turned off the water and carried me out of the shower with me still riding him. We were still connected.

He had carried me to the bed. Wrapped us up in the silk, golden sheets and started pumping again. This time more fiercer. Though, I knew he wasn't using me as hard as he could. He was handling me like a baby. I had urged him on, making thrusts of my own meeting his. He had gotten more comfortable and gotten faster and harder. We had gotten so crazy that we had actually fallen off the side of the bed. I had laughed and Edward had shushed me with a kiss so powerful and loving that it had made me black out for a second. When I had came back, he had brought me to my second climax. This time it was better, oh so better. It had shot all through my body, like a lightning bolt. It had lasted longer than the first one too. The first one had lasted about three seconds. This one had lasted maybe ten.

After, Edward and I had laid together catching our, well my breath. And we had finally managed to get back onto the bed. I was so exhausted that I had just passed out right there in his arms. The last thing I had remember is Edward kissing my forehead and telling me that he loved me.

Edward's POV

Bella was so beautiful. She was fast asleep in my arms, totally exhausted. And she should be. Since what I had done to her had even made me a little worn out. God, we had just done it hadn't we? We had just done something that I had never even thought we'd ever do considering I'm a vampire and I could have very easily killed her. And the fact that we had wanted to wait for the wedding night. But I knew very well that it wouldn't have lasted that long. Since what we had shared with each other at the meadow. I still can't believe we had done it.

It was the best thing that had ever happened to me, with the best person I had ever met. I was a little scared when she first saw me. Saw me and all that I was. A man. Pure and simple. My size had scared her and I had damned my father and mother for a moment for giving me such a large...yeah. But I knew she would love it after I had shown her what I could do to her. And I new she loved it. I had made her orgasm twice. I had three times, and that made me feel shameful. I should have made Bella climax more than I had.

I had wanted to kill myself a thousand times when I had made tears come to her eyes that first few inches. When she had screamed for me to get out of her. I knew that it had to come to that, so did she. Another reason to damn my father and mother for giving me such a big...yeah. I could smell the blood dripping down and running down our legs into the water, going down the drain. I could have taken her then. The blood lust was strong, but thank god, the love was stronger.

Bella stirred in my arms and her eyes fluttered open. When she saw me she blushed and smiled. She stretched out her arms and yawned. I chuckled at her and wrapped my arms around her tighter. She laughed and rolled on top of me and kissed me.

"I love you." she said with her lips to mine. I kissed her deeply and rolled her so that I was on top of her.

"Love you more." I said. She was about to say something but I shushed her when my erection came to sit at her mound. She screeched and I looked deep into her eyes. She didn't smile, didn't speak, didn't even breath. But I knew she was saying yes. I pushed myself into her and he back arched. She moaned with the feeling and I smiled. I could do that to her.

I pumped faster and deeper and she writhed in my arms like an animal. I loved her like this. Her hair was tussled and she was every bit as animal as I had always been, almost. When she came this time, she had pushed me over and took over the supreme position. She rode me hard and fast until I had came with her. She flung her hair on top of my chest as she gave out her last few shutters.

When we were done, she had collapsed on top of me and smiled in contentment. I rubbed her hands down my chest, down my sides to my butt. She grabbed it and then rubbed up onto my place. She stroked it and I kissed her. I slid my tongue into her mouth and caressed hers' and she moaned.

Bella's POV...sorry I just realized like two paragraphs down that I messed up. Keep reading!

We were then interrupted by a loud band on the door.

"Would you two quit it already? Man! How long do you guys have to go anyways? You two are like two energizer bunnies or something." Came Emmett's annoyed voice. Edward growled and jumped out of bed. I sat up and pulled the covers around myself.

"What are they doing home?" I asked. I peered over to the clock on the bedside table. It was three in the freaking morning! They weren't supposed to get back until noon today!

Edward, not even bothering to put on clothes, flung open the door to a very peeved Emmett. He grabbed him and flung him down the stairs. I jumped out of bed carrying the comforter with me and watched as Edward and Emmett rustled down the stairs and into the living room.

"I am sick and tired or your shit!" Edward yelled at Emmett punching him in the face. Thats when Carlisle came in and pulled Edward off.

"Edward! For Christ sake! What are you doing? Go get some clothes on!" Emmett had stood up and wiped off his mouth, even though there was nothing there. Not even a scrape. Edward was fuming and Esme, Rosalie, Alice, and Jasper had come in to see what was going on.

"What's going on?" Esme asked. "Why are you naked Edward?" she asked. Rosalie and Alice weren't mad like the boy's and Esme were. They were look at Edward, and all that implied. I was getting protective and a little peeved myself. Jasper had grabbed Alice and covered her eyes, obviously feeling what she was feeling about Edward. I felt badly for him. Edward was a site. Rosalie kept on ogling and Emmett didn't do anything about it!

I rushed over to Edward and told him in a quiet voice to go get dressed. He then realized his state of dress and rushed up stairs. I followed, I was only in a bed comforter myself. When I closed the bedroom door behind me I found Edward pacing, already having clothes on his back.

"What the hell is wrong with him!?" he yelled into the air. "Doesn't he have any respect what so ever? Every fucking time he and Rosalie go barging through the house ignoring everyone else and having sex on the kitchen table I don't say "get out and go get a room" I ignore them and give them as much privacy as possible. Why can't he do the same! Hypocrite!!" He screamed down the stairs. I flinched back by his anger. His hands were shaking and he had thrown the lamp into the wall. Making it shatter into a thousand glass pieces. When he saw me standing there, love replaced them menacing look on his face and he came to caress me into a hug.

"I'm sorry." he said. "I shouldn't have blown up like that." I hugged him tighter.

"You had a good reason to." I said. "Emmett is an asshole." He laughed. When he let me go I went to get dressed and to put my hair up into a messy pony tail. Not that I could have brushed through it anyways.

When we ventured down stairs again, Carlisle had Emmett outside and by the looks of it, he was giving him a good thorough chastising. I blushed when the girls looked at me. The whole family had just now figured out what we had been doing, all night long. I sat down at the kitchen table where everyone was sitting.

Esme came and slapped Edward on the shoulder. "Control yourself!" she yelled. "You march yourself right out there and apologize to you brother." she said.

"But he fucking started it!" Edward yelled.

"Watch your mouth. Or I'm going to make you eat chocolate cake!" she threatened. I laughed at that. I couldn't help it. Chocolate cake to humans was the single best thing, but ice cream and other sweets. But to vampires, it was a vile thing. Everyone looked at me.

"Sorry." I said laughing again. "It just sounds funny thats all." Edward rolled his eyes and got up to go out to apologize to Emmett. I sat there and Esme came up to me.

"Are you hungry dear?" she asked.

"Yeah. Thanks." I said. She went to get me a bowl of my favorite cereal. Alice looked over to me and whispered something in my ear. "So how was it?" she had asked. My eyes grew wide and I whispered back. "Alice! Thats none of your business!" And it sure as hell wasn't. What me and Edward did behind closed doors, stayed behind closed doors. Now as for Rosalie and Emmett, it was everyone's business because they did it outside were everyone could see.

Esme had come back to give me my food and I gobbled it down, for I was starving. Edwards charms had taken a toll on my human needs. I smiled at the memory of what we had just shared. Then Alice interrupted my thoughts, again. "I saw everything by the way." she said. I scowled at her and nearly choked on my food. "what?!" I yelled. "Sorry!" she said. "I couldn't have helped it anyways."

"Why did you guys come home so early?" I asked to everyone. Jasper surprised me by answering.

"When Alice had the vision of you guys...yeah. We decided to come back just in case something happened and you got hurt." he said. I nodded. That was probably best. What if I had gotten hurt? What if Edward had lost control and accidentally bit me or something? Not that I would have complained. That is the one thing that I want to happen.

When Edward came back in he came to me and kissed my cheek. "Do you want to go somewhere just you and me today?" he murmured into my ear. I nodded and took my bowl to the sink washing it out and putting it away in the cabinet.

Alice's POV

after Bella and Edward leave and Lily comes to check if she's pregnant.

I stood very still. Jasper had grabbed me and my mind was sucked into a vision.

Lily was laying on the ground clutching herself crying and the storm was wiping around her. Just the the lightning bolt came down from the sky and struck her dead. Alice had been too late to save her.

I sputtered back into reality and my eyes went wide with fear. "NO!" I cried running out of the bedroom and down the stairs. I burst through the door and flashed over to Lily. She was on the ground and crying. I grabbed her and sprinted as far away from the spot she was lying and then a second later the lightning struck just were she had been lying.

Her eyes went cloudy and then she collapsed in my arms. Damn these stupid pregnant fits. She was indeed pregnant. I had seen it in my visions at lease a dozen times. Each in different scenarios. Without Jacob, of course.

I got a good hold of her and ran back inside the house to call Jacob. I rushed her over to the couch where she woke up and threw up on the floor.

"Beautiful." I muttered.

"I'm so sorry." she said and then she laid back again and closed her eyes. I reached for the phone and dialed Jacob's number. He picked up on the first ring.

"Hello?" he asked breathless.

"Jacob? It's Alice. You need to get over here." he didn't say anything but hung up the phone. A few minutes later he barged through the door and ran over to Lily's side.

"What happened?" he asked looking over Lily to see if anything was wrong. I smiled at him and he looked confused.

"Why don't you ask her." I told him. He stroked Lily's face and she moved and looked at him.

"Mm...Jacob." she purred.

"I'm here." he said. "What happened?" he asked her. I went silent. This was a moment that I knew shouldn't be disturbed. Even though I was bursting with excitement.

"I'm pregnant." she said. Jacob burst out crying tears of joy and crushed her in a hug. When he let her go she said, "But it still doesn't make any sense. Why am I pregnant now when the doctor's had made it clear that I couldn't have had a child ever again?" she asked.

"There is only one way to find out." I said. "Carlisle?" I asked out into the air. A few seconds later Carlisle appeared at my side.

"Yes Alice?" he asked. I looked up at him.

"Would you mind doing a thorough examination of Lily? To see why she is in fact pregnant?" I asked.

"Most certainly." he said. He picked her up gently and took her up the stairs into a room that we had just designed it for mainly Bella. In case she ever got hurt or anything. Edward's request, naturally.

Jacob wanted to follow but I put my hand on his arm and shook my head. He sat back down and we waited for the return of Carlisle.

A few hours later. Carlisle came down the stairs and had a smile on his face. It must be good news. "She's sleeping." he said.

"What is it?" Jacob asked him.

"Sit down Jacob, and I'll explain all." We all sat down and Carlisle began.

"It is quite in fact amazing. She was indeed not supposed to end up pregnant. Her father had kicked her hard enough to make her ovaries non-active and the doctor's were correct in telling her she could never have kids again." he said.

"Then why is she pregnant now?" Jacob asked.

"I'm getting to that." Carlisle said. "The only solution I can come up with is that since you are a werewolf you have the power to heal at miraculous speeds. And since you and Lily made love, your fluid healed her. It must have went up and seeped into her organs making them alive and work again. Now she is more fertile then she ever would have been before." he said.

My mouth was ajar, as was Jacob's. "I know you two must be shocked. But Lily is fine now. She is resting and I think you two should let her rest. She has been through a whole hell of a lot these past few days. Hear me?" he said. We both nodded. Carlisle stood up and left the room going back upstairs and into his study.

"Well that would explain a lot." I said. Jacob snorted and nodded. Thats when Bella and Edward came through the door laughing at something they had just been talking about. When Lily saw Jacob and the way he looked she came up and touched his shoulder.

"Jacob what's wrong?" she asked.

"Nothings wrong. Lily's pregnant." he said. Bella smiled.

"Congratulations!" she screamed. She jumped on him and gave him a hug. Then she came over and hugged me.

"We should celebrate or something?" she asked.

"Not until Lily is better. She is really tired. That wouldn't be far to do something without her." I said.

"Oh of course not." Edward said closing the door behind him. The storm was still blowing away outside.

"Man! What a storm." Emmett said walking down the stairs with Rosalie right behind him. "What's up with you guys. You all look so peaceful with this going on outside!" I pointed out the window.

"Lily's pregnant." I said. That brought a smile to his face. He came down and clapped Jacob on the back. Hard. Jacob flinched from it, still having some of his werewolf senses in him.

"Congrats my man!" he said jubilantly. They both sat down on the love seat and we all sat there in contentment for a while just enjoying the thought of Lily bringing a new life into this world. It made me jealous. I wish I could have a child. Thats when Jasper came down the stairs.

"I already know. You don't have to tell." he said walking up to me.

"Thank god." I said. "I don't think I could say it again." I kissed him as he sat down beside me on the couch. I laced my fingers through his and he looked sad.

"What is it my darling?" I said so softly into his ear, no one but us could have heard, except for Edward who could hear our thoughts. Though I doubt he would be listening in.

"Your feelings." he said. "They are tearing me apart." he said sadly.

"I'm sorry." I said. "I'm just...a bit...jealous." I admitted. "I've always wanted a child."

"I know." he said. We were quiet for a moment, and then all of our heads snapped up as Lily came walking down the stairs. He face was streaked with tears, but when she saw us she smiled and started crying again. But it was out of happiness. She was so happy to see all of us, even the tenacious Rosalie and Emmett, sitting there waiting for her to come down.

Jacob went to her and picked her up. He swung her around, gently and kissed her. "I love you." he said. She smiled again and the tears cascaded down her cheeks. He kissed them away and I sighed at the sight. That was love right there. I don't care who you are or what your love life is like, that is love.

Jacob sat down with Lily on his lap. Silence took the house and happiness flowed in. Probably from the workings of the love of my life. Oh he was going to get love, tonight. And I had no doubt in my mind that everyone would be sharing love tonight. In one form or another.

"So, when are we celebrating!" I screamed and everyone groaned at my now excited, cherry, call. I laughed, completely satisfied.