Okay I'm sick, but I'm writing this for you guys cause I love you! Lol. And I think that it is a good time to write it. I wrote all of the last chapter yesterday. Hopefully I can do that today. Ugh! I went to an AWESOME concert last night. Any one know the Christian rock band called Skillet? Yeah I saw them, they were awesome! And I was head banging and screaming my lungs out and now my throat hurts sooo badly and I can barely talk. So you guys better be happy. :) well, enjoy the chapter cause I made it especially for you crazy kids!

Emily aka: Goldilox07

the story belongs to me...the characters and the novels belong to stephenie meyer.

Chapter 18

Jacob's POV finally!! lol.

I took Lily home a few hours after the announcement of her pregnancy. Alice had made it clear that we would need to come over on Sunday for a party. They all wanted to celebrate it. I was happy for Lily and I. But I wasn't entirely convinced that I could be a father. I mean, I'm only seventeen. What could a seventeen year old do with a kid?

"Your going to be a great father." Lily said out of nowhere. "I have no doubts." I sighed. How does she always seem to read me? Like she knows exactly what I'm thinking. I just nodded and pulled into our driveway. Billy was home.

When we walked in, he was watching a game with Charlie. "Hey kids!" he called. "Were have you been?"

"Just over at the Cullen's dad." I said. An angry look crossed his face. He still hated the Cullen clan. I was sorry about that. I for one, changed. For the better I hope. Then Lily pulled me away from the living room and whispered into my ear. "How are we going to tell him?" she asked. I stroked her cheek softly. "Don't worry about it love. I'll take care of it."

"What are you two whispering about in there?" Charlie asked.

"None of your business!" I yelled back then I heard him laugh. I laughed along with him. I loved Charlie, but sometimes, he can be such a pain in the ass. Not that we all are. I was not going to tell Billy about Lily until Charlie leaves. That much is for sure. My father would understand, Charlie, wouldn't. Being a cop and all, he would probably arrest me for rape. That would not be good.

Charlie left an hour later, complaining about needing to get home for something about Bella. I knew that it wasn't like that. And I thought about it, that Charlie needs to find himself a girlfriend, or someone he can love like we all love each other. I feel badly for the man. His wife remarried, but he's all alone now, since Bella is getting married.

"Dad." I said walking back into the living room with Lily's hand in mine. He turned off the tv, obviously knowing that what we were about to tell him was hard to say. He gave us his full attention and I cleared my throat.

"Dad, I know that this isn't the best time but...well." I looked away from his penetrating gaze. "The thing is..." Lily interrupted.

"Billy, Jacob and I are going to have a baby." she said without stuttering at all.

Shock was the first emotion that was placed on his face, the love. Love beamed in his eyes and he started crying. I went over to him and hugged him. He wiped away the tears and hugged me tighter.

"Oh my boy." he cried. "Your going to have a child."

"Yes dad." I said. He let me go and motioned for Lily to come to him. She did and he gave her one hell of a hug. She squeaked but melted into his hug. His strong, but frail arms wrapped around her delicate frame.

After awhile, Billy finally got so embarrassed by his tears that he left the room. I went over to Lily and we embraced. It was quiet for a moment and then we heard Billy close his bedroom door, going to bed. I picked Lily up and moved her into my bedroom where I ravished and cherished her until she fell asleep.

Sunday

Bella's POV

I woke up in Edward's arms and he had his eyes closed. For a moment I could have thought he was sleeping. But I smiled and kissed him lightly. He blew out a sigh and opened his eyes. They were glazed over and they were even more beautiful than usual. We had shared yet another amazing night together last night. But this time...we got a little too rough (not that I minded) yeah, Edward kind of pushed me up against the wall to hard and it bruised my shoulder. We broke a lamp, and we almost broke the headboard. There is a dent in the wall from it banging into it so hard.

A couple of times, Carlisle would lightly knock on the door when we had taken a break to make sure everything was okay. It must have been really awkward for him to do that. But he didn't want me dying from Edward getting a little too carried away. I was so carried away, I actually bit him...in the shoulder. He had groaned when I did and it hurt my teeth. But it was worth it. Ha ha.

I sat up when I heard a loud bang out in the hall way. I looked over to Edward and he looked as confused as I had been. Then we heard a few grunts and cuss words coming from Emmett. I got up out of bed, threw on a shirt and shorts and peeked out the door. Edward was right behind me.

Out in the hallway, was a very naked Emmett and Rosalie. He had her pushed up against the wall with her leg wrapped around his waist. He was thrusting into her and she clung onto him for dear life and was moaning like there was no tomorrow. I covered my mouth with my hand and Edward pulled me away from the door.

He slammed it behind him and pulled me into his chest. I stared laughing. "Hahaha!" I bellowed. Edward frowned.

"Sorry." I said. "I couldn't help myself."

"I can't believe you just saw Emmett in the blush." he said. Then he seemed to get very pissed off; jealousy.

"Don't worry about it Edward. He doesn't compare to you. In body or spirit." I said stroking his face.

"I don't care. He was still naked and you still saw him. All of him." he said frustrated.

I just started laughing again. He looked furious and grabbed my jaw with his hand. I couldn't stop laughing though. He was acting all serious and he wanted me to be serious too, I just couldn't hold it in. I accidentally spit in his face and the look that he gave me made me laugh even harder.

"You think this is funny?" he asked me.

"Mmm" I said still laughing. Darkness clouded his eyes, and then he slanted his mouth over mine and kissed me really hard, knocking the air out of me. He pushed me up against the wall and plunged his tongue deep. I couldn't breath around it. He pulled it out and plunged it in again, imitating the act of love making. I moaned and tried to put mine in his mouth but he wouldn't let me. Every time I tried he would close his mouth or push my tongue back into my mouth. What the hell? I thought.

He put his hands on my waist and started going up my shirt with his hands. I pushed them down. I was getting fed up with all of his crap. Especially over nothing. Yeah Emmett was naked, he wasn't a sixteenth of what Edward was, or looked like. Well, not even that. And yeah, I accidentally spit in his face, woopy. It's not like I meant to or something.

He flung down my shorts and that was the final straw. I pushed him, as hard as I could, away from me.

"What the hell is wrong with you!?" I yelled at him pulling up my shorts. "I don't understand anything you are doing, or why you do the things you do." He looked hurt and I was glad. He needed someone to yell at him sometimes. He wasn't as perfect sometimes as he seemed. He had faults too damn it!

"I'm sorry." he said. I shook my head and snorted.

"Then why did you do that? I would have obliged if you hadn't tried choking me with your tongue and then expect me to not do anything about it." I said.

"I'm sorry." he said again.

"Not now, I need to go help Alice with the party." I said walking away from him and into the bathroom, locking the door. I didn't want him bothering me trying to make amends. Men are just down right stupid sometimes. All they care about it pleasing someone they love, but they over-do it all. And when we get mad, they get mad because they don't understand why the hell we get mad at something that they thought would make us happy in the first place. It is all so freaking confusing!

I turned on the water to "hot" and pulled off my clothes. I looked in the mirror and examined the bruise on my shoulder blade. Not that bad, it was a little purple and I winced when I touched it, but it wasn't as fatal as I had initially thought it might have been. I had banging that wall really hard. At the time, it hurt like none other.

I stepped into the shower and closed the sliding door behind me. The water was warm and still heating up, but it didn't seem hot enough for me. I stood there shivering from the coldness of the floor on my feet. I bent over and sat down on the floor of the tub. My knees felt weak from all the commotion that happened last night that I didn't want them to buckle on me or something. Especially in the shower.

I wrapped my arms around myself trying to warm myself up and it was starting to work. My muscles were loosening up and the water was really getting hot now. I pulled out my washcloth and squeezed body wash onto it. Watermelon body wash. And washed myself. The bubbles caressed my skin and I knelt my arm under the spray washing them away.

I shampooed my hair and conditioned it and I stayed in the shower for another ten minutes savoring the warm feeling of the spray on my skin. I wasn't ready to face Edward either. Or Alice for that matter. The work and the cherry mood would just make me in an even worse mood that I had started out having. Not that I didn't love them both, but everyone was just pissing me off today. Mostly Edward and his stupidness.

I finally got out of the shower and dried myself off. I got dressed and dried my hair. By the time I got out of the shower, Edward wasn't anywhere to be seen. For some reason, this bothered me really badly. I quickly ran down the stairs and ran into Alice putting up a banner that read "Baby shower" on it. Pink and blue were all over the place and so were lots and lots of baby toys. As well as clothes for a boy and a girl. A crib was also present.

"What's all this?" I asked. Alice looked a little put off by my nasty response.

"It's for Lily and Jacob when they get here for the party. Jeez Bella, what got into you?" she asked putting her tiny hands on her hips.

"Nothing. Where is Edward." I demanded. Maybe I shouldn't be taking this out on her...I wasn't her fault. It was Edwards, and damn it! He is going to pay. Dearly.

"Would you please stop being so snotty?" she asked.

"Sorry." I said. "I don't mean to be taking things out on you, it's not your fault. Can you please tell me were Edward is?"

She bit her lip. "Well, he told me not to tell you." she said looking off.

"Oh god Alice! Just tell me!" I yelled.

"Okay...okay. Just don't tell him I told you." I rolled my eyes. Why does Edward have to be such a pain in the ass all the freaking time. "He went to the gas station in La push. Don't ask me why. I have no idea. I even tried to foresee it, but I cannot." she said.

"Thanks." I said grabbing my jacket and heading out. I went over to the Volvo that was surprisingly still here. I opened the door and in the seat was a note. It had my name on it in Edward's perfect script. I opened the letter and read what it said.

Bella,

I am sorry I was being an asshole back there. I don't know what had gotten over me. Please forgive me. My heart aches for you. I cannot stand the thought of you and I ever getting into any type of fight. Please come to me. I told Alice that I would be at the gas station. But I am at the meadow. If you have trouble finding it, I left clues.

Always remember, that I love you with all of my being. Nothing could or will ever change that. Find me my love.

Yours,

Edward

A single tear dripped down my face and I wiped it away with the sleeve of my jacket. I got in the Volvo and started it up. I pulled away from the house and went racing down the road and turned onto the pathway that would take me to find my Edward.

Lily's POV

Jacob and I were on our way over to the Cullen's house. They were throwing some kind of party for my up coming motherhood. And Jacob's fatherhood. I suppose it is a good thing that they are. I would have never had one for myself, because I wouldn't have the patience or the nerve to put one together. But Alice had insisted on taking the reins on this one. I was thankful for that. Alice and all the Cullen's were being so nice and thoughtful, I don't deserve their kindness.

Last night, Jacob and I made love. But it wasn't the rough demanding love that we had shared before. It was a loving sort of thing. He had me on the soft carpeted floor and he was moving so slowly and gently it was almost painful. The feeling was ten times the amount it would have been if it had been fast. You felt everything, didn't miss an inch were he would move in and out. You were constantly aware of everything.

He had slanted his mouth softly over mine and kissed me long and thoroughly until I was panting from loss of oxygen. He had cuddled me in his large arms afterwards, breathing in the scent of our skin. He had kissed every inch of me. Laid me out for the whole world to see and gently and sloppily grazed his mouth over my skin from my ankles to my lips.

Jacob could be both animal and man. He could be as violent and rough as he could want in bed and then the next night, be so gentle and soft, it felt like he was barely touching you. Like the feeling you get in the pit of your stomach whenever he would lightly touch your skin with the tips of his fingertips. Just barely grazing you skin, but not quite touching.

It had been one of the best nights of my life. And the fact that I was pregnant made it even better. I suppose the reason he was being so cautious with me was the fact of that. He didn't want to hurt the baby, or me in the process.

We pulled into the Cullen's driveway and Jacob shut off the engine. We got out and he came over and put his arm around my waist dragging me along side of him. I kissed his arm and we walked up to the porch. Right as I took my first step onto the steps, the door flung open and out came a very cheery Alice Cullen.

"Hey!" she yelled. I smiled and she pulled my arm away from Jacob's hand and pulled me into the house. I frowned and the sight of my hand leaving his, but he urged me on. Alice had pulled me into the house and set me onto the couch in front of the coffee table with tons and tons of presents on it. I blushed. Was this all for me?

"Sorry, Edward and Bella will not be joining us today." Carlisle said.

"Why?" I just had to ask.

"They need to work out some things." he said. And I knew that he would not say more on the subject.

Alice plopped a present onto my lap and I yelped. "Aren't you going to open your presents?" she asked. I smiled and tore off the wrapping paper that was on a cardboard box. On the side of the box, it read "Baby walkie-talkies."

"They are for when your baby is in a separate room as you are." she said. I nodded, I had already known what they were for. The second present had been two little cute outfits. They were the same type though one was smaller than the other and it was pink, the other one had been baby blue.

"We didn't know if it was going to be a boy or a girl." she said.

"She knows Alice." Rosalie said. Annoyed.

"Well, I was just telling her." Alice explained.

I opened more presents then, reveling bottles, toys, clothes, a crib, diapers, pacifiers, rags, baby shampoo, conditioner, and lotion, there were so many other things that I couldn't even remember.

"Thank you all so much!" I said tears springing to my eyes. "You really shouldn't have."

"Of course we should have. You are our family, and so is Jacob." Esme said. I smiled and so did Jacob. It was a magical moment, for the both of us. I didn't want it to end. But a lot of things must come to an end. And if I had known that sooner, I would have never had come to this party. I would have stayed home with Jacob on La push were they would not find us. Where Charlotte would not be able to go. But she did come, and she did find Jacob...

Charlotte's POV

They were after me...I don't know exactly who, but I am pretty sure it was the Volturi, and they were coming fast. Deer Ridge had become a blood bath within hours. They had found out that I had helped a werewolf find his imprint. That really had pissed them off. I didn't know that conflicting with the enemy was against the rules. No one had told me!

I ran as fast as I could but it was not enough. I had to hide most of the time. The only solution I would get, without getting killed, would be to find Jacob. To explain that he had to come with me. Possibly Lily too. But he would never go for that. The only way I could get him in the hands of the Volturi would be heavy persuasion.

Yes it was wrong. I would be turning him in for something that I did wrong. But damn it! I had a life to live, I could do this! The Volturi would gladly take a werewolf over a half vamp any day. I thought up a decent plan in my mind.

-Get to Jacob as fast as I can.

-Tell him that the only way to save his family is for him to go alone.

-Get him out of there and to the Volturi.

-He will die and I will go free.

-Everything will be okay and eventually go back to normal.

But would it go back to normal? I didn't know, and I didn't really care. This was my life and I was going to live it. Even if I have to break up a couple and drive their lives into the very pit of the furriest hell.

I smiled bitterly as I ran up the steps of the Cullen's house and bashed through the door. Eight heads turned to me as I gazed amongst them. Jacob was sitting next to Lily on the couch. She was clutching a baby outfit for a boy in her hands.

"Jacob." I said as I came up to him. "You must come with me."